'sup dude. I won't call you a faggot, tell you to do it, or tell you to not do it, or anything actually, because I don't really care, and probably the only reason i'm posting this is because I'm high as fuck. The thing is, if you wanna suicide and shit, you should totally do it, but what is that like? I mean, wanting to not exist? It's not like you'll feel better anything, it's like you'll just end the process sadly. I personally don't see the point to it, and I would be quite sad if someone I know ceased to exist, you know? There must be people like that too. I guess if you wanna suicide must be because you get mostly "bad feelings" in your life and don't want them anymore, but not getting feelings is like a weird alternative to turn to. I'd recommend you try LSD, it shouldn't be that hard to get unless you don't have that many friends, in which case you can always make it. I mean, really try a lot of psychedelics, those things are good and won't hurt you if you do it right. You can find some guides over at erowid and stuff. Oh, and if you don't get any good feelings to change your life from your experience, you should totally overdose with heroin, because fucking heaven man.
Oh, and if this is not stupid and you wanna talk, you can email me or whatever. I'm over at woodendog@tfwno.gf and yes, I have a decent social life, but it's only after struggling all of my youth with depression, shyness and having no friends, so if that is the reason you want to suicide, I can kinda get you bro. Cya.