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 For the past 2 years I've been having constant thoughts about "making it" in the music business (make it as in being able to support myself through making music). I never even recorded an entire song before, but I have interesting song ideas that I enjoy to hear in my head. The thought of going from an unfleshed idea to an entire album and actually touring seems like a pipe dream; something that can never happen in a million years. But then I see talentless hacks making it in the music industry and I ask myself "if they can do it, why cant I?". Well, besides the fact that I'm a 25 year old NEET loser with no talent--I still have a small spark in me. Its a spark I'm very afraid to lose, so I never actually do anything to realize my dream. Im afraid of failing myself, because this spark I feel is so good right now and I'm holding onto it closely.
I may be delusional but it just seems like my life is actually headed in this direction, albeit very slowly. Im starting to look into building a studio for myself in my room, I just need to allocate more funds. For the first time in my life, something is starting to feel right about myself. I just hope I dont disappoint myself.
>the thoughts of being somewhat popular and going on /mu/ to chill with /mu/tants and answering questions
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