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>current favorite song
>current feels

>> No.54215634

>Quebec - The Argus
>tfw I finally talked to a girl I've known for 2-3 years about music
>find out just hours ago that she likes Ween, Coil, and Swans


>also find out she likes fucking Dream Theater
Why

>> No.54215640

>song
Da Vinci - Weezer
>feels
I don't even know anymore. lack of feels I guess.

>> No.54215648

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kF7HNon084I

>University in New Zealand is lonely. I don't know if I will pass.
>I hate everyone and don't have any real friends really

>> No.54215651

>tell a joke to a girl in one of my tutes
>she doesn't really laugh
>later on I repeat it to a dude I'm working with
>he tells her the joke
>she cracks up like it's the funniest thing she's ever heard

I like "My Kimono" by Polvo a lot right now, I wouldn't say it was my "favourite song", but whatever.

>> No.54215669

>>54215648

Finally, the Bic Runga appreciation /mu/ has been lacking all these years.

>> No.54215757

>>54215651
that sucks dude
women, eh

>> No.54215773

>The Zombies- A Rose For Emily
>Sad that I wasnt able to go on spring break cause no $$ and missing out on qtpa2ts that invited me out

>> No.54215788

>>54215651
the guys a faggot for using your joke anyway

>> No.54215794

Television - Venus

My friends will die one day so I have to be selfish.

>> No.54215810

>>54215651
So pretty much this video?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iyeUcFKRv4

>> No.54215825

>sticky july
>missed out on jenny death happening, friend is finally acknowledging drug addiction, sleeping in tension filled bed with abusive girlfriend
weird feels

>>54215634
Faggot get over yourself

>>54215640
I know that feel

>>54215648
I reeeeally know that feel

>>54215651
She sounds like a insensative bitch so she ain't worth your time

>> No.54215842
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54215842

>St Vincent - The Apocalypse Song
>great, moving in w/ my boyfriend at the end of the month in a diff city where all my friends live

>> No.54215846

>>54215794
>My friends will die one day so I have to be selfish
Are you fucking stupid, how do you know who will die first, you or your friends? Think before you feel dumbass

>> No.54215861

>current favorite song
Car Seat Headrest - Beach Life-In Death

>current feels
I'm going to the dentist in two hours, so there's that. Also, my roommate recently hooked up w/ the dude I've been crushing on (whom we agreed we'd friendzone). The day after I came home from the hospital. While I was in the other room. I think I'm mostly just pissed off that it's so hard to find a qt queer indie/punk boy around here, lonely gay boy problems, blah blah blhah

>> No.54215871

>OMD - Electricity
>tons of dopamine but i can also feel my life falling apart so

>> No.54215880

>>54215861
shut up faggot you talk too much

>> No.54215885

>current favorite song
The Wonder Years - Passing Through A Screen Door

>current feels
Pretty much nothing is going right for me rat the moment.
Went to a therapist recently and he basically told me I was lying about being depressed and made fun of me the whole.

>> No.54215898

>>54215885
*whole time.

>> No.54215912

>>54215846
"Think before you feel". that sums it up dude.

>> No.54215918

>>54215842
excellent song man

>where all my friends live
goood, always have a safety net when moving in with an SO. shit can get crazy. but for real, that's awesome anon, sounds like you're looking forward to it : )

>> No.54215941

>>54215825
well that wasn't very nice to call me a faggot :(

>> No.54215962

>>54215885
you probably are just an attention whore

>> No.54215965

>>54215610
>Red House Painters - Katy Song
>tfw in 3 days you'll wreck the forecoming 20 years of life and disappoint everyone you know, also her

>> No.54215981

>>54215962
Yeah, that's why I'm posting on a website anonymously at 5 a.m.

>>>/b/

>> No.54216064

>>54215885
that's pretty funny though

like he would have had to really believe you were lying to say that

if he's a qualified therapist and all

are you not lying?

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54216088

>song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exJ3AG0JIeo
>feels
I keep having dreams where I can slowly feel myself dying and fading away into a complete black void of nothingness and complete loss of self. It's the most merciless and terrifying feeling I've ever experienced.

>> No.54216104

>>54215880
you're such a sweet talker ;)

>> No.54216117

>>54216064
I'm not lying and I'm not sure what I said to make him think I was. When I meet new people, I can tend to come off as a little excited, despite being anti-social, so maybe he just saw that side of myself and assumed I'm not depressed at all. He kept mentioning how some people only say they're depressed to get disability, so I guess he thinks I'm doing it for that, which I'm not at all. Apparently, he's fairly qualified and has been a therapist for over 30 years. Maybe he's just bored with doing it or something was bothering him that day, because his tone towards me was overly negative and condescending.

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54216155

>song
A Plague of Lighthouse Keepers
>feels
That lighthouses might house the key.

Studio: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDVpGqjOLlE
Live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asPDvjUYFy4

>> No.54216167

>>54215634
Who gives a shit? You're lucky she doesn't listen exclusively to top 40, pleb.

>> No.54216209

>>54216117
Not that guy, but I dunno man, I think a lot of people just think they have clinical depression, rather than really do.

I once used to, till I shared a house with a few people for a few years. One of roommates had his friend staying for a few months, and he had extreme manic depression. When we first met him he was excitable and hyper to the point that it seemed like he was constantly abusing some kind of amphetamine, although he was always friendly. A little later he literally would not leave his bed all day, just staring at the ceiling. He started locking the door when we commented on it. He wouldn't answer calls or say anything, not even to his girlfriend. He lost his job because he wasn't turning up, he barely ate anything, and never when anyone was around... he was pissing in bottles around his room. I found out he hung himself in an attic in his parent's house a few years later.

There are people, most people, who experience sadness, sometimes for long periods, or people who are generally unhappy with their life, and find it gets them down. That is not clinical depression, that is a natural reaction to being alive, to a set of circumstances. There are others who have nothing to be sad about, and yet find themselves suicidal, ruining their lives through inaction, suddenly at a loss of all empathy and any kind of meaningful emotion. That's clinical depression. I didn't really understand the distinction till this experience, but what I have when I feel down, and what I feel most people have, is certainly not that.

>> No.54216242

I like too many different things to declare one song as my absolute favorite, but I've been listening to Neutral Milk Hotel's "Engine" a lot lately. Almost as much as I was listening to Artificial Death in the West last month.

As for the feels, my only friends are internet friends now. I find that the older I get the harder it is to make any new friends, a thing that I already have trouble with due to social anxiety and other mental issues. The other day, one of the friends I had when I was younger came to town for some thing, and though I came around to see him, I said about a half a word to him and that was it. More than this, though, I find what's really troubling is that I don't even care as much about any of this as I feel I should. I'm down a path where I have no friends and nobody to talk to and what worries me most is that this is the sort of thing that should bother me, and I just simply can't find myself caring.

>> No.54216252

Tool - Prison Sex.
Realising I was molested.

>> No.54216299

> song
Hunting High and Low - Stratovarius
> feel
That I need to get away from where I am.

>> No.54216308

>>54216209
I understand exactly what you're saying with there being a difference. It's not like I woke up one day and said I was depressed. With what happened to your roommate, I was in a similar position a few years ago. I had some sort of mental breakdown and just couldn't leave my apartment. Spent days just sleeping, missed all my classes and ultimately failed out of college. Since this is anonymous, I have attempted suicide in the past and that that really didn't do any favors for me, since my extended family already views me as the black sheep. Its not like I'm trying to have this pity party for myself, its just that I don't feel in control of my life as I once did. Last year, I did something entirely stupid, which ended with me sleeping on the streets a few nights. I know what I deal with, but I'm tired of this idea that I have to prove it to someone else; that someone elses needs to validate it before I can say I'm depressed.

>> No.54216394

The Bennies - My Bike

Just been diagnosed with multiple scoliosis, it's pretty shit but it beats a brain cancer or something I guess, I caught it early with only 2 lesions and I'm starting medication soon so I should be alright.

It's been really rough the past few months.

>> No.54216452

>>54216242
>>>/mu/

>> No.54216462

>Blondie - X-Offender

Wondering whether telepathy is real

>> No.54216707

>>54215610
Song
>Dream forever-hopsin
Feels
No friends, no social life, don't even talk to people online anymore. I just mostly lurk and occasional post like right now. I'm doing poorly in school.

>> No.54216734

>>54216707
That's not my favorite song, I thought it said song we're listening to. This song gives me the feels though.
Another idiotic mistake from the retard known as me.

>> No.54216839

>grimes - realiti
>i skipped 2 days of school because im a piece of shit and i feel like a piece of shit

>> No.54216863

>>54216839
I haven't been to uni this week and it's thursday, I feel great brah
aside from depression but i feel good about missing class

>> No.54216873

>>54215965
Oh man, that's such a good song to drift away in

>> No.54216969

>spanish bombs - clash

>fucked

>> No.54217005

Shake it off by taylor swift

>> No.54217040

>My Kind of Woman - Mac Demarco
>Fell in love with her while listening to it.

>> No.54217050

>>54217005
kill yourself my man

>> No.54217738

elvis depressedly - bruises (amethyst)
really want to be alone & keep to my little routines that maintain my anxiety but my friends homeless so i let him stay the night & it's one in the afternoon & hes still asleep on the couch & it's making me restless but i know being really upfront & asking him to go away will make him feel shittier

>> No.54217762

>>54217050
haters gonna hate hate hate hate hate

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54217816

>Pile - the World Is Your Motel

>a buddy is letting me borrow his vintage MS20
>doing some recordings with it
>two weeks away from one year anaversary with GF

Feeling pretty good actually

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54217841

all day - kanye

>tfw no gf

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>>54215610
>songs

>> No.54217853

>>54217841
spend some time at the mall anon, you're bound 2 find a girl there

>> No.54217854

Sufjan Stevens,. Fourth of July

Though the song's about his mother leaving him when she died, the line
"I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best, though it never felt right", just reminds me of the fact I left my grandfather's death bed.
I think I even told him I'd be right back because I was too afraid to really say goodbye to his face.

>> No.54217857

>>54215648
>I don't know if I will pass.
>don't have any real friends
wow
totally the same
my classes are so hard, and i get lonely/depressed a lot and then i get behind, but i am trying harder to do better this term, but my mid semester grades are all c's which makes me want to just sleep all day. i have no friends except for my roommate who is a psychopath and who i try to spend as little time as i want with.

favorite song right now is stereolab - suggestion diabolique

>> No.54217871

>>54217853
the grills at the mall are scust

>> No.54218480
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54218480

>Duster - Moon Age
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0gqDW6wyvQ
>in love. 7 months ago i got over her and accepted the fact that i needed to move on. didnt realize at the time that she'd been crushing on me as hard and for as long as i had.

>together since september, slowly transitioned from fwb to a relationship because we were both too shy to admit we were more than just obsessed with each other's bodies, even though we always talked for hours after hooking up. lost our virginities and climbed on top of a roof and watched the city in each other's arms. still feels like the honeymoon phase, all these months later.

>feels like the perfect ending to my high school career, the one i always got nostalgic about for no reason as i saw my youth pass me by. either way, no matter how well it goes, we'll part ways in september and go off to college. scary to think that the most in love ill ever be is with a high school girl. will just have to wait and see...

>> No.54218571

>song: float on- modest mouse
>feels: feeling good, I haven't been depressed in at least 3 weeks. I'm going on a date this weekend. Wish me luck

>> No.54219027

>artist
Tame Impala
>feels
Dat pre summer feel. A bit depressed too because I keep thinking about this girl at my university that I will probably never get to speak with

>> No.54219045

>>54219027
I know that feel

>> No.54219083

>>54215610
i've seen footage by slipknot xD
i feel so numb i can't see u there XD

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