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>current favorite song
>current feels

>> No.53074934

>Swans-Helpless Child
>rip in pasta you glorious faget

>> No.53075152

>Lay Low by My Morning Jacket
>Pretty chill, man

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53075179

>All caps by Mf Doom
>doesnt matter what the fuck I listen to, I'm still sad moot left

>> No.53075201

>Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division
>Love you moot

>> No.53075287

>current favorite song
Speedy Ortiz - Shine Theory

>current feels
Woke up early today to listen to moot's stream and sat there listening to all of it.
It's a bizarre feeling. Kind of making me question why I stay on here anymore.
You can tell he cares so much about this community.

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53075315

>El Scorcho - Weezer
>Maybe I should try and talk to her

>> No.53075344

>>53074901
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puHyO5JNOE0
Girl problems

>> No.53075376

>>53074901
>I hope you find your way home - Smith street band
>bitch tears, but still laughing a little

>> No.53075412

>fav song
The books- all our base are belong to them

>never thought losing moot would be this sad. been around /a/ from 2009, so i'm not oldfag or anything, but it feels like an end of era and thought of farewell is making me quite melancholic

>> No.53075425

>>53075315
ask her to go to the green day concert

>> No.53075490

>>53074901
>Ying Yang Twins - Say Ay I I

>feeling pretty bummed. Im going to a concert with this girl in a couple months but until then im not too sure of what we could talk about. I try to bring stuff up that i know shes interested in and ask questions about her but i always feel like im just annoying her

>> No.53075616

>>53075152
>Lay Low by My Morning Jacket
that whole album is fucking fantastic

>western haunts - sirens den
>moot is distracting me from my other feels

>> No.53075643

>cocoa butter kisses - chance the rapper

>feeling good (as usual)

>> No.53075722
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53075722

>New Pornographers - Myriad Harbour
They're perfroming it in studio and pic related is literally Dan Bejar's face. They're all joking around and I'm just busting out laughing, so it's pretty great.

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53076634

>johnny hobo - acid song

>talk to this girl on skype every weekend
>i ask what time we're going to skype
>she always responds with "later"
>she's the only person who talks to me
>she stands me up everytime
>she isnt even the first person who has done this to me

i hope you guys are having fun though.

>> No.53076922

>Debaser- Pixies
>*Claps twice* Cocaine.

>> No.53076952

>>53074901
>Deafheaven - Dream House
>All done with hw and want to listen to music but have no games to play or anything to do while listening
>also tfw no moot

>> No.53077061
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53077061

>Beach House - On the Sea

>Love this qt chick to death, and even after some confidence boosters (getting a job, getting fit, getting laid finally, etc) still can't work up the balls to just ask her out
>Pretty happy with myself otherwise

>> No.53077134

>Surfer Girl - The Beach Boys
>tfw you'll never have a group of brothers and cousins to harmonize with

>> No.53077135

>Vito's ordination band - Sufjan
>feeling lonely

>> No.53077161

Duran Duran-The Chauffeur
>I want her for myself

>> No.53077163

>Brand New - Jesus Christ
>"I will die all alone"

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>Hala Strana - Streets of Raised Platforms
>lost in a foreign land

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>>53074901
>Xiu Xiu- Suha
>tfw everything is ok

>> No.53077228

>>53077161
>Duran Duran
Mom?

>> No.53077236

>>53077228
Not a big fan of them in particular just really like that song.

>> No.53077419

>current favorite song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khrAhOrSZQc
>current feels
SHUT UP BRAIN, BEFORE I SCRAMBLE YOU WITH A CHAINSAW

>> No.53077426

>Bluish
>tfw it's 6am and i'm reading old conversations and trying not to cry

>> No.53077442

>>53077426
Don't do that anon, nostalgia will only hurt you.

>> No.53077456
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53077456

>TV On The Radio - Staring At The Sun

>Wondering how 18 turned into 28 so quickly with barely any tangible change

>> No.53077460

>Viet Cong - Continental Shelf
>she's out getting wasted and I'm sitting here on 4chan

>> No.53077489

>>53077456
damn...

>> No.53077495

>>53077456
>tfw 18 now and that's my fear

>> No.53077508

>>53075425
she said she'd never heard of them

>> No.53077521

start choppin- dino jr.

idk why but i feel better than usual (been p depressed lately)

>> No.53077539

>>53077521
Good on you anon.

>> No.53077541

>>53077495
>>53077456

tfw me too

ill up and move to another country no questions once I hit the half way point at 23

>> No.53077543

Dirty Beaches - Like the ocean we part

Just the usual melancholia

>> No.53077550

>>53077541
Oi, I moved across the country at 23. As long as you have a bit of money saved up or some sort of plan for a job I highly recommend it.

>> No.53077553

>the velvet underground - some kinda love
>anxiety over imminent death of family member

>> No.53077555
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Kendrick Lamar -art of peer pressure

I feel like I could write for kanye. Does he post here?

I feel like fucking a tiny flexible bitch who hasn't taken a million black cocks

I feel like flexing wads of cash out my smelly black socks, carryin mossbergs and burst fire glocks, sprayin hot led on tranny infested blocks

Out the cab of a black dropped Chevy, niggers in the hood gettin slabbed, swept and mopped steady

Around me protect ur neck, ,I got old dirty style of a pirate king on deck, spontaneous rhymes to make u go what the heck , know what the truth be; moonwaves splashed all up on this tiny speck, up in smoke like dre, blood of hot pussy, shit is cray, death and sex rule but sheit i wont pay.

ain't No john, but im uncut like lennon, kikes be bitter as lemons, 9mm luger to spit their melons

Like monkey d luffy nigger stay devils fruited, all day and nights the perfect time to stay online, No rebootin ,write prose , keep ur mind hotboxed and zooted, like Robert plant,Saint peters horn , yeah ur gonna toot it, and swallow too, gross, i know u dont mind, u gayer than that kid moot is

Super grim crypt keeper of doom, like Lenin straight out the tomb , tie u up and carve u a womb - while ur yellin, circumslice ur body like magellan, put u in a space with No room, so ur bitch ass can't be yellin

no quick death I got 5 year plans like Stalin, make a hoop with ur ribcage and with ur skull I'll be ballin

obsessed with crazy shit like death grips, with fat grips on my person, Multiple blades too, stiletto, swiss , my machete is the worst one. Ain't No sunshine In my life, massive attack u with fun, nigger No rehearsin

step to me and get sauced like a pizza , niggers behave, I'll make u a slave , lyrical mad cook in the house Nice to meet ya, now get out my kitchen, or if ur a kike then Into my oven, fly bitches all in my coven nowz the hour for witchin

>> No.53077563
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53077563

>Have a Nice Life - Cropsey

>I'm home alone for a few more days. I have a sore on my dick from a hair I gouged out that is still deep and healing. I keep putting cream on it. Will obviously scar. Previously had a dick ulcer from an ingrown hair that made me feel depressed and I failed 3 of my uni papers.
>The girl I wanted to ask out who I thought would be in Aus for 5 days has been gone for 3 weeks now.
>Other girl I beta orbited for so long is still with her bf and I think she only wants to make amends with me so I'll help her with her uni art course
>My band members discuss inviting each other to things because they were all friends before. I never get invited, probably partial to the fact that I don't drive. I'm afraid of driving.
>I feel like a loser because I suck at uni, am awkward and am afraid of driving.

>> No.53077565

>>53074901
>Tim Minchin - Drowned
>deep, sad feels

>> No.53077571

Cult of Luna - Following Betulas
angry at myself because gf and i have been fighting recently. feel like breaking something.
rec me some angry music

>> No.53077581

>>53077563
how the fuck do you get ingrown hair on your dick.

>> No.53077595

>Kill the Messenger by Jack's Mannequin (I don't care how plebby it is)
>she just texted me back for the first time in a week. Two texts later, she's gone again

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53077618

>Jordaan Mason and the Horse Museum- 1990 was a long year and we are all out of hot water now
>super excited to go back to college, make art, get back into a schedule, smoke weed, eat the cake I made, cuddle and fuck my boyfriend, etc. Too excited to sleep.

>> No.53077629

>>53077581
My memory is foggy but something happened and I tried to tweeze something and the there was this white bubble that I squeezed and made larger and it got infected or something and became an ulcer.
That was dumb.

The recent thing was to do with me trying to tweeze out two dick hairs I could see coming through. and I gouged them with tweezers so theyd have more space to get out but ended up making a sore on my dick.

I have a bad obsession with tweezing out all my dick hairs on my penis and round the sides.
I need to be more patient to avoid making sores and infections. I just want this sore to clear up. Have been using anti septic cream/

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>>53074901
>A Warm Place/Eraser/Reptile
>I want to kill my liver b/c of a grill

>> No.53077659

>>53077629
>>53077563
>tfw no friend to lie in bed with and blast Have A Nice Life at 100% volume

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53077663

>NP: the war on drugs - suffering

>starting to play persona 4
>tfw turning into weeabo

>> No.53077701

>Edvard Grieg - In the Hall of the Mountain King

Feelings: Depressed because I still love my ex and she won't even talk to me at all anymore yet I have to see her everday

>> No.53077795

>>53075315
Fucking talk to her. Is she worth taking the risk? Yes? Then go for it m8. That or you can spend your days regretting you did nothing and complaining tfw no gf

This kind of applies to everyone

>> No.53077819

>>53075315
who the fuck is El Scorcho

>> No.53077831

>blondie / blue baby
>tfw no gf

>> No.53077844

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-BznQE6B8U
>tfw sick

>> No.53077875

>>53077659
am I the friend or are you joking about pretending to be me?

Blasting HANL with a friend could be cool. I'm quite a cynical person and the only dude I know of who may like HANL seems to be dude who thinks too highly of himself. I havent made any friends at uni and have kept to myself because of my cynicisms of myself and other people/
I guess Im ok listening to HANL by myself atm

>> No.53077888

>Favourite song
Summoning - Land of the Dead
>feels
Apprehensively optimistic. I'm about to see a girl I really care about again for the first time in a while, and while I look forward to it, I'm worried I'll be my typical spaghett pocketed self as usual. Also the girl in question is really seriously interested in music (To the point of knowing about a band of the level of Current 93 or Manilla Road) which makes it even more of a powerful feel.

>> No.53077901

Listening to Galaxie 500 - Uncollected

>depression makes me tired when I don't want to be, and awake when I don't want to be

any advice would be appreciated, I feel like if I normalized my sleep my overall mood would improve tenfold. I'm usually awake until 5-7AM and it's killing me.

>> No.53077905

>>53076634
I kind of know that feeling. I met a girl in one of those old chatrooms a few years ago and we hit it off really well. Talked on Skype since after that, then just a couple months ago she moved to some other state and then told me she'd found a sugar daddy. That's the last i've heard from her/wanted to talk to her.

>> No.53077939

>>53077901
I've dealt with this numerous times before. Just pick a day where you drink coffee, go outside, stay the fuck away from any couches/beds/chairs/whatever and FORCE yourself to stay up until the evening, then go to bed at a normal time (10-10:30ish) you'll wake up around 6-7 and voila, your sleep schedule is back on track (for the most part) you just need to stick to it

>> No.53078025

>song
King Krule - Neptune Estate
>feels
bretty gud, about to >tfw yes gf

>> No.53078038

>Cheap Talk - Death From Above 1979
>pretty comfy, just made up with my dad after we had a fight

>> No.53078074

>favourite song
eh, don't really have one at the moment. just been zoning out to Fennesz a lot

>feels
worst state i've ever been in. since christmas i've lost absolutely all hope for the future, given up all my hobbies, and just feel sorry for myself and think about suicide all day.

>> No.53078075

>>53078025
>King Krule - Neptune Estate
Very nice anon. I feel like King Krule is one of the few musicians on whom a fedora would be acceptable.

>> No.53078121

>>53074901
>Sakhalin-Cul De Sac
>just got out of bed, 10pm. Went to bed at 1am last night, will probably do the same tonight.
Got bored of wishing i was dead, decided to log into runescape and chop ivys for the next 3 hours

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>>53078075
the fock u on about cunt

>> No.53078186

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDxhugRKZ8g

> Any form of introspection makes my heart uncomfortable

>> No.53078217

>Flying Lotus - Coronus, The Terminator
>felt like things were going well with qt, going to hang out with her
>says she doesn't want it to be a date, ends up cancelling anyways
>asked out 5 women in the last few months, not one date
>don't know how I can keep trying

>> No.53078236

>Royksopp - Skulls
>rip moot

>> No.53078242
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53078242

Best Coast - Our Deal
Feel good cause high right now but girl that I like I don't think she's into me so that sucks.

>> No.53078262

I don't normally post in these but has anyone here ever dealt with like intense anxiety over dying? I've been very very afraid of it since as far back as I remember (maybe seven or eight years old) and I don't really know why but it's gotten really bad lately that I can't do anything without tripping absolute balls about what death entails and where we go and etc. I know it's ridiculous because I can and have rationalized/reconciliated the idea of death and know that the time I have here feels almost eternal compared to the state of nonexistence from before I was born (because uhh, I wasn't alive and there are no clocks in the void) but I still keep freaking the fuck out over it

>> No.53078270
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53078270

>Xiu Xiu - Born to Suffer
>After a lot of relationship trouble my girlfriend of 7 months told me she's worried that she's only using me for her own happiness, and she's only convinced herself that she wants to be me. I got pissed and put us on break. Feels pretty bad man

>> No.53078273

>>53078262
Go see a therapist for your anxiety, man.

>> No.53078278

>current favorite song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tw8x9DJ08JM

>current feels
Nothing out of the ordinary.

>> No.53078285

>>53078262
Yeah I feel like that too

>> No.53078287

>>53078262
I think that's something everyone thinks about and can have anxiety over.
You can't let those thoughts rule your life though.

>> No.53078290

>>53075315
Same song, same spot. Except I'm trying to figure out how to tell her I actually love her

>> No.53078295

>>53078262
Just your body's natural response to thoughts like that.
I remember when I was very young I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and I realized that if I went to heaven (family was very religious) I would be alive, forever.
For fucking ever.
That thought terrified me, I started crying and wondering what I would be doing in a billion years because, you know, I'd still be alive.
The concept of eternity is still intimidating as fuck, but there's no point in thinking about it, really. Shit's going to happen the way it happens, it's been working out for you so far so why wouldn't it in the future?

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>>53078295
Heaven doesn't exist though anon and when you die you will be nothing and become non existent

>> No.53078336

>American Football: Stay Home
I was depresed for a long time, but I found her, at first I thought she just wanted to be friends like the rest of them but than we got flirty, she told me she wanted to kiss me but she couldn't because she'd been in a relationship for about 2 years, and feels as if she can't get out of it for his sake. She came over Christmas Eve, we exchanged gifts, I gave her one of those American Football beanies, we made out twice, it was nice her lips tasted like the ice tea she just drank, she kissed me both times. We talked about having sex a couple of days after (she brought it up) but now she says she's relived that we didn't do anything becuase of her boyfriend. Now I'm heartbroken, I'm sorry Rose.

>> No.53078339

>>53078303
Not saying I believe in the conventional Christian heaven now, but no one really knows what happens after you die. Maybe some big dude is up there being an asshole and judging people, maybe (probably) there isn't.
I dunno man.

>> No.53078357

>>53078339
>What makes you say that?
>Why are you so agitated?
>Do you have a sense of humor?
>Are you always this pissy?
>Did your parents love you as a child?
>Why do you resort to harsh words instead of using your big boy words?
>How far is your head up your own ass?
>Do you love me, Jamie Stewart?

>> No.53078371

>>53074901
>current song
Waves- J Dilla
>current feels
feeling pretty lifted, horny

>> No.53078377

>>53078339
why do you think God or any other divine being is being an asshole for judging people? The whole idea of judging people is bad because everyone is equal and therefore no one is in the position to judge anyone else.
but God is above everyone so he gets to judge everyone

>> No.53078383

>>53078357
Hey you're lurking, good for you.

>> No.53078395

>>53078357
J.S I AM KIDDING

>> No.53078412

>>53078377
I only say they are an asshole relevant to how they're judging affects me.
I don't want some divine being examining my life and taking notes whenever I fuck up. To me, that's unfair. I never agreed to be judged, I never agreed to be put in this position.
So, from my perspective, that person or being is an asshole.
If there is a god, do I think he should care?
Fuck, I don't think he should do anything. Even if I did, it wouldn't matter. That god would do whatever the fuck he wanted to, and while that would suck for me I wouldn't really know the difference because he's been doing it all of my life anyway.
So I guess it doesn't really matter, is what I'm saying.

>> No.53078433

>>53078273
I did a long time ago
I was diagnosed with really severe generalized anxiety and panic disorder at ten year old and it got so bad that I was literally bed ridden most of the time because presumably have panic attacks every hour probably put a lot of strain on my body or something

That hasn't been an issue for a while so this might be unrelated but I don't know

>>53078295
To be honest eternity doesn't scare me
The thought that I just keel over and that will be the first and last time that would happen is what freaks me out, not so much the (admittably nice sounding) dreamless sleep that follows. Like, is this all we'll ever know? Like I won't blip back into consciousness somewhere far from this planet, ages away, on an alien image board facing the same dilemma with the nagging sensation that this has happened before?

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>>53075315
>Pink Triangle-Weezer
>She didn't have one on her sleeve

>> No.53078489

>>53078433
Well, you might blip back somewhere else, you might not. While that is something that you and I and every other person will have to face inevitably that doesn't mean you have to think about it all the time. Not that you're choosing to think about it, but y'know.
Try seeing a therapist if it persists for too long. Talking to someone really helps with anything, even if it's just a little bit.

>> No.53078527
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53078527

>Here We Go Magic - Over the Ocean
>tfw black coffee at 2am
>tfw saturday

>> No.53078573

>>53078489
It might pass I guess. I mean I turned 19 a few weeks ago and I think I'm having a quarter life crisis because my life has been fucking awful up to this point
like right now I could easily say is the happiest I've ever been and I'm miserable

thanks for your time anon

>> No.53078610

>tfw I just found out Edgar Froese from Tangerine Dream died

>> No.53078627

>The Brave Little Abacus - born so many times you forget you are
>Why the fuck don't I have cookies?

>> No.53078713

>>53078627
Is that title supposed to be "Born So Many Times You Forget WHO You Are"? Because that annoys the shit out of me.

>> No.53078735

>>53078713
Nope, that's how it's supposed to be. Their other song titles would annoy you too

>> No.53078739

Walnut House - Xiu Xiu

I'm high, hungry, and worried ill fuck up my chance with this girl.

But this music is great and i'm nice and toasty.

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>>53078336

>> No.53078754

>>53078739
>hurting my butthole
>like a sweetheart would

do you think jamie was molested or something

>> No.53078765

>Sun Kil Moon - Carissa
>Regret

>> No.53078923

>>53078754
yeah i wasnt sure if i heard that right

and i have no idea but i wouldnt be surprised

>> No.53078929

>>53078754
He's bisexual I believe, also he has heard direct stories from kids about them being molested.

>> No.53078968
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>Mount Eerie - Great Ghosts
>hungover
>made out with a girl I'm not interested in last night
>felt her tits
>yet didn't talk to my crush at all
>sat between a few of my acquaintences in between drinking
>one of them, a good looking, charismatic and all-around awesome guy said he was really interested in my crush
>I never really imagined us ever being together anyway, she's outrageously out of my league
>time to let go

>> No.53079057

Björk - Cocoon

Yeah I know there's a new album and all but I don't want breakup feels right now. Cocoon is my life.

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>Peter & the Wolf - Safe Travels
>Just woke up, remembering everything that took place last night. It's been a long time since I've felt a closeness to someone like I did with my crush last night, she seems to be into me too, so I'm rather happy at the moment, amazingly. And I didn't really fuck anything up. Double win. Going to put this happy into productivity and make some pedals today.

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http://youtu.be/nEdubjkf22Q

>tfw just turned down a friend I like because I'm in love with another girl but am currently across the ocean from

tell me how bad I fucked up, /mu/

>> No.53079222

Waiting On You-Weezer, can't believe I've never heard this before. So good.
Can't wait to start school again Monday so I can meet another girl and forget the old one.
Life is a cycle, Beckett was and is right.

>> No.53079249

>Dillinger Escape Plan - Widower
>Fuck, I wish I knew why I can never be bothered finding a job. This life is getting pretty pathetic.

>> No.53079279
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53079279

>Fennesz - Perfume For Winter

>tfw a huge part of my teenage years just died with moot leaving
>nostalgia
>anxious because of exams coming up
>not as miserable as last year anymore
and of course the eternal
>tfw no gf

>> No.53079314

Frank Ocean - At your best (you are love) // Aaliyah Cover

> she's halfway across the world and she's everything in between.

>> No.53079316

>Arctic Monkeys - Do Me a Favour
>Want a girlfriend/ someone to spend an absurd amount of time with but work 40 hours a week in a deadend shit retail job. Finished High School 2 years a go and still don't know what to do with life.

>> No.53079323

>>53074901
Seirom - Strands of Golden Light

Woke up to have a snow screen across my window, gonna go to uni and study while sitting in the comfy library corner and watching the snow fall.
Feel pretty okay right now actually, only one thing really bothering me.

I am fucking afraid to take the step into normalfaggotry, I have finally got my fucking long hair cut, shaved my neckbeard and know what to do next if I want to get shit done. But I am so damn afraid of leaving everything behind, this place, my backlogs, my own thoughts about my purpose in this world, my hard earned abillity to stay alone for weeks. All of it is going to slowly dissolve in the work and social interactions and I am torn between giving the real world a chance and staying a shut in neckbeard.
It is a pretty heavy feel to be honest.

>> No.53079349
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53079349

>Current Favourite Song
Tubelord - Ratchet

>Current Feels
post-breakup, post-sadness boredom

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>>53076922
this guy

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>MF DOOM - Doomsday
>feeling inspiring

>> No.53079676

>>53075179
>all caps
>Mf Doom
>you spelled the man name without all caps
>and it's actually Madvillain

>> No.53079711

>>53079676
btfo

>> No.53079772

>This Heat - A New Kind of Water
>friend messaged me an hour ago
>replied immediately
>she's seen my messages but still hasn't responded
what the fuck

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>>53079772
>iktf

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Tycho - Awake

>> No.53081232

Amelia Curran - Strike the Band

Feelin pretty good.

>> No.53081259

>Smash a single digit- napalm death
>excited qt metal grl coming over for the night

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>>53078290
>>53075315
>being this much of an insecure beta faggot
If you really have to think about it or "try" doing it then don't even bother.

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Finally revisited pic related after hating it when i first heard it years ago.
what was i thinking

>Guided by Voices - Smothered in Hugs
>went out to dinner with the crew and the gf last night. ended up having a quiet night sitting around with a few friends talking about the end of high school, went to bed fairly early. dreamt of the first day of school after summer and awoke to snow lightly coating my windows. hopefully ill still be able to go out driving tonight...

>> No.53081320

In the Shadow of the Horns - Darkthrone

Its my ex'es birthday, but I don't know if its worth saying happy birthday

>> No.53081337

>>53081320
Its not fellow metalfag.

>> No.53082560

>Jens Lekman - And I Remember Every Kiss
>I love my friends but most of them are paired up with each other or with other people. I feel like Joey Tribbiani but I never get laid

>> No.53082579

>Daft Punk - Doin' It Right
>Feeling hopeful for the future but a little wishy-washy as well

>> No.53082595

>favourite song
Not actually a song but an Albumpreview
https://soundcloud.com/phace/phaces-shape-the-random-lp-in-5-minutes-minimixmedley-1
>feels
Concentrated, making a small break from studying.

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>Nujabes - Luv Sic Grand Finale
>Watching Cordoba v. Real Madrid, met this girl recently who's really into me so I'm trying to figure out a date or some shit

>> No.53082671

>>53081033
Jacob's Well?

>> No.53082690

>>53082560
>I feel like Joey Tribbiani but I never get laid

Damn, that's the best description for me as well. My nigger.

>> No.53082693

>Animal Collective - Taste
>Really like this girl, see her everyday, she's perfect basically. She speaks to some other guy far more than me. They do stuff together. She dropped a couple of hints at me but I have no idea if I'm just imagining things. Really want to get drunk with her and tell her how I feel.
>Friends are shit. One friend group makes me depressed because they don't do anything and they are wasting their lives. My other friend group I wouldn't hang around with if I didn't basically have to. I don't relate to them.
>Parents are getting angry a lot. My mum keeps shouting at either me or my dad and locking herself away. I want to move out but I don't have the money.
>Want to learn to drive but extremely scared.

I dunno. I feel weird. Music always makes me feel better about myself.

>> No.53082697

>RHCP-If You Have To Ask
>I won't ever find a passion

>> No.53082705

>The Doors - Moonlight Drive

>still trying to get over my ex who's blocked me from pretty much everything. Yet, there's this chick from tinder who seems really into me but I'd feel bad to just use her for meaningless sex. Ugh. When did I became such a beta.

>> No.53082761

>>53082693
you sound like you're in highschool

>> No.53082782

>>53082761
I'm from the UK, so not highschool, but yeah I am basically. Final year. I turned 18 in October, but I used 4chan way before then.

>> No.53082811

>>53082690
Bro hug. It's not a fun time

>> No.53082851

>Abandonded Love - Bob Dylan

>I love my best friends girlfriend, she's told me she feels the same about me, and we are currently tentatively pursuing an affair.

>> No.53082874
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53082874

>My kind of woman - Mac Demarco
>Missing my girlfriend who went to France to study 3 months.

>> No.53083123

>>53082851
GOAT Dylan song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_b9jdjmoNE

>> No.53083423

and then he brought out a machete and we were like "shit we're fucked"

>> No.53084253

>Girl's Day - Something

>tfw no kgf, or any gf at all for that matter

>> No.53084898
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>>53084253
Lel based

>> No.53084994

>What you Know - TDCC

>she dared to show up in front of my house with him

>> No.53085163

>>53074901
>Beach House - Wheels
>depressed, stressed, and lonely

>> No.53085656

>julia holter - horns surrounding me

>have 19th birthday party
>mainly invite close friends but take a risk and invite this one girl i think is really cool
>we end up sharing some wine and cigarettes in the sitting room by nice warm fire
>chat for ages, both very drunk, both getting quite emotional
>listen to itaots and some tim hecker
>put on penny dreadfuls, we start kissing
>ohshit.jpg
>we kiss for a while longer to some cool music that she likes as well
>she says during all this that she doesn't want us to start seeing each other cos of classic "we're such good friends anon"
>awkward the morning after
>going to a gig with her in february

What should i do anons?

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