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Specific kinds of feels, and the music to match  Anonymous Thu Dec 11 19:13:47 2014 No.52041386   [Reply] [Original]

>In a 2 year relationship with a very pretty girl
>We break up, it's bad, it's sad, it's typical
>Move in with a buddy who lives right next door to this girl, not the smartest move but I needed a place
>watch as she goes from one relationship to another
>she breaks up with a guy
>we get friendly again, I take her to show with me and she gets all cute and flirty with me
>Ended up being kind of FWB but I already knew that I wanted more, so the disaster begins
>Tell her how I feel right before she leaves for a study abroad trip through europe and she freaks out
>2 months go by and she returns
>she tell me she misses me and all that yada yada so we sort of resume what was going on before
>eventually says we should stop cause she doesn't want to hurt me, I respect that but just her saying that stung
>we remain friends with the occasional swap of snapchat nudes and flirting
>she goes on a date with one of my brothers friends, I get pissed and freak out at her
>don't speak for a while, until 1 day she wants to go to some restaurant with me
>she seemed reserved and aloof so I got kind of pissy with her
>we have a fight
>next day she tells me she went on a date to a yoga class with some dude and I'm like gee thanks for telling me that
>start to panic at work, heart's racing and I can't a hold a conversation with coworkers
>Now everytime I come home and see her light on across the street my mind goes wild with all the possibilities of things she could be doing on her own or with this new guy
>none of these thoughts include myself

I feel like such a twat for letting another person have that much influence on my psyche, but we were such a good match and now it all seems like a cosmic joke of boy meets girl etc etc.

Life goes on, nothing lasts but still every time I think about her heart feels like it stops dead and I can't fucking breathe.

I need some music to get me through this shit, this album is helping a lot but the comfort gauge is running low, any recommendations?