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>tfw your dad beats you up

i don't deserve this ;_;

>>52029630
>tfw your dad beats you up emotionally

no one deserves this ;_;

>>52029630
move out

>tfw had the best night/day/night/3 fifths of vodka with a girl ever
>tfw starting to develop feelings
>tfw I know she fooled around with a completely gross friend of mine, guy is how I met this girl

>tfw I can get a 74% on the final and I'll still get an A

>tfw I'm likely a second-rate substitution to the object of his true desire
>tfw I haven't seen him in a long time
>tfw he's coming thru town and asks to meet up, and I miss his easy charm, but make myself decline because I don't want to indulge him

Because this is a music board: i'm listening to the new Viet Cong album.

teenlife - the thread

>>52029708
>You can't live with your parents past age 19

>meet an adorable guy
>excellent taste in music, great to share with
>sweet personality, good in bed
>only here for a short exchange program
>he will be gone in two weeks

i lose everything i love

>tfw gay and too afraid to tell my friends/family

Enjoy ur ban OP

I started a feels thread the other day and was banned the following morning. Now I gotta post on mobile:(

Is it so wrong to feel mods?

>>52029704

y u not gonna see him

>>52029630
right, you don't. that's shit man. listen to >>52029654

I started talking to a girl who has depression and is actively suffering from an eating disorder (that i'm firmly in recovery from). I really like her and she hates herself. It hurts. Life is a cruel motherfucker.
I don't want to date her though. I think I'm in love with somebody that moved to the other side of the world this year but that's a separate feel.

anything additionally to Eyedea, Jordaan Mason, La Dispute, Giles Corey, Carissa's Wierd, Matt Elliott, Modest Mouse and GY!BE would be appreciated.

>tfw drink 3 bottles of wine then take xanax
idk what even happened, but i feel ashamed

>>52029738

That's not that bad, I got banned for 4 days because I made a thread asking about people's choices for Pokemon Profile Picture Month. I know it's a dumb, gay, Facebook thing, but it's kind of fun. And almost everyone likes Pokemon.

>I was also almost blacked-out drunk

>>52029738
>>52029765
hola
google it

>>52029743
I know that feel. Except I'm in love with the girl and desperately want her to be in my life again because we've gone our separate ways. But I think she might be coming back into my life and it's got me all happy/sad/scared/nauseous.

>>52029740
I'm too sensitive to be a booty-call and anyway he has eyes for this mutual friend who is similar to me in almost every way, but cuter. So fuck that, I won't give him any of my time. I'm nipping it in the bud before I feel more attached to that loveable bastard.

>>52029754
uhh? did you do that tonight? don't take anymore xanax with that much alcohol in your system or you will die. not even fucking with you, be careful dude.

>>52029743
Are you asking for recs at the end?

>>52029788
Google what

>>52029811
yeah it was last night and i feel like i made an ass of myself in front of some people
also
i think i'm addicted to xanax but it's making me lose weight so its coo

>>52029678
>tfw girl wants to hook up
>tfw you don't want to be eskimo bros with your fraternity little bro

>>52029810

Well, shit, I'm sorry dude. Does he know you have feelings?

Because I've been in both situations here. I've been replaced by a motherfucker and I've--regretfully--been way more into a friend of a girlfriend than said girlfriend. Both are icky.

>>52029811
>>52029754

Yeah man, what the fuck. I'm a binge-drinker too but once you throw opiates and shit into the mix, that is DANGEROUS-ass territory. You alright?

>>52029859
oh... well thank god you're okay i think
idek you but it's 3:40 in the morning, i can't sleep, and all i wanna do rn is get drunk.
oh well

incidentally, how do you have enough xanax to support an addiction? i think i might have an anxiety disorder and i'm thinking about seeing a psychiatrist to get something but i'm scared to develop a benzo dependance cuz i've seen what benzo addiction does to people.

>tfw you have to drag yourself out of bed every morning
>tfw can't sleep at night
>tfw ignoring responsibilities and your own well being and doing nothing all the time
This happens every year. I hate winter so fucking much.

>>52029868

Wait, are you saying your little brother is in a fraternity or are you talking about some other guy in a fraternity you're in?

Well, either way, why the fuck not? My situation only irks me because this girl is FINE and this dude is EUGH. Like, he's a a long-running joke within this group of friends I have.

>>52029868
>fraternity little bro
>fraternity

>>52029605
>girlfriend broke up with me
>pretty heartbroken over it at first
>doing much better now, but would like her to beg for me back so I can tell her to fuck off and feel good about myself

I know it's really immature, but man I can't shake this feel I want it to happen so bad.

>>52029876
>opiates
you mean benzos, opiates is like heroin and stuff

i'm fine thanks for asking, just can't remember shit and nobody irl is calling me back

>>52029876
yeah i never combine opiates with benzos or opiates and alcohol or benzos with alcohol, even though i know quite a few people that do... took an oxy one time with some valium and ativan cuz i wanted to see what would happen and i literally blacked out, didn't even fall asleep, i fucking blacked out. surprised i woke up tbh...

>>52029859
Dude stop now plz

Just google xanax withdrawals real quick. They're horrible. You can die from them, have seizures, anxiety so bad that its permanently traumatizing. Do something else to lose weight. Even opiates would be better than being addicted to fucking benzos
>>52029876
Xanax is a benzo anon
But yeah that shit is way dangerous

>>52029910

Same here, bro. But an even better "fuck you" would be to find a new trick that's even better then indirectly drop a reference to said new girl on like Facebook or something where your ex will see it an know what it means.

Make her feel so bad she knows she can't win you back.

>>52029913
please listen to this guy:
>>52029922

again, not even fucking with you, anon. xanax is an awful drug, let alone combining it with alcohol... i've never withdrawn from benzos but i've withdrawn from a winter-long oxy binge and although it was total hell, i can't imagine what it would be like to withdraw from benzos. anyone know what it's like?

>>52029897
i usually buy "allam 1.0" which comes from thailand
or i get etizolam "etizest" for super cheap from india

>>52029922
>>52029920
>>52029913

Right, yeah, my mistake. Shit's all fucking awful, still.

And ugh, that is like the worst feeling ever when you don't know WHAT you did, but you know you DID something. I've been there too many times. Chipped my tooth, crashed my car, called ex-girlfriends cunts, I've done it all both terrible and awesome. But the awful shit I've done sticks with me more than the cool shit.

>Intro to Music Theory Final tomorrow
>Still having trouble understanding (roman numeral) harmonic analysis

>>52029979
Do you want some help?

>>52029876
We had a short fling, he told me I made the hair on his arms stand up (lol fuck), and I felt somewhat the same. But he's all over the place when it comes to women. Short-attention span in that department, so I was probably just the flavour of the day. I'm just making sure I don't develop a full-fledged crush on him and get my feelings bruised for real. Sucks tho because he's fun to be around.

Oh and I understand your misgivings about this girl hooking up with a gross friend. But people make sketchy decisions, I wouldn't dwell on it. As far as she isn't consistent about hooking up with gross guys?

>tfw finished finals already
I celebrated by lying in bed and listening to music on cassette tape

>>52029920
>being a pussy
>not combing CNS depressants

It's like you don't want to nod off on 10mg of oxy.

>>52029899

Is seasonal affective disorder making you SAD?

>>52029754
>>52029961

Alcohol and Benzos are the greatest high
Because nothing is higher than heaven :)

>>52029961
It's okay buddy. We've all been there at some point.

Maybe it's time to stop drinking?

>>52030001
Please

>>52029930
Yeah it's a nice sentiment, really don't see myself dating again anytime soon though, and I've never really been into casual relationships. I also deleted her on all social media and threw out anything she didn't bring with her when we broke up, so there's really no getting to her unless she tries to get to me. My guess is that I won't see her again until about a year when we'll both be at a mutual friend's wedding, and I've thought about working a ton between now and then and showing up with a new bae and all that shit, but I won't care by then. It's a struggle.

>>52030013
lol used to take like 100mgs to make me nod... with my tolerance now (haven't taken a single opioid in months) i can prolly nod off like, yeah, 10 or 15mgs.

>>52030025
What specifically are you having trouble with?

>>52029678
Fuck you

>TFw when awake for the past 60 hours and can't stop taking speed
>trying to drink myself to sleep
>at least the new Ariel pink album is really good

>>52029910
pretty sure you still care about her if you feel this way

>>52030006

Damn, that's some shit. I've never dealt with that, except when I didn't know it and got cheated on loads. But good for you for showing restraint. That's so damn hard when it comes to awesome-sex-fun-to-be-around people.

And not really I guess, her last boyfriend was this mutual acquaintance also (these people all worked at a call-center years back) and he's way hotter than me, a great chef and charming as fuck. But I got fun-as-all-hell-to-be-around and funny-as-shit and also pretty damn alright at fucking. But I'm trying to show restraint and flesh shit out, despite this girl kind of driving me wild.

>tfw just found out my sister (15) swallowed half a bottle of tylenol
>she's in a psych ward right now while my parents find one of those therapeutic boarding schools for her to go to, this isn't the first time and she's been cutting also
>I was going to fly out and see her and my lil bro at a family reunion over Christmas, but my dad had to cancel
>I know this is stupid but it feels like my fault
I love her so much why would she hurt herself ;_;