/mu/ - Music (Temp full images)

>>47647054
I don't know what to listen to. I just told a girl i've been sexting for a while why she shouldn't date me. So i think she'll hate me forever. Also It's her birthday so i really fucked up.

>>47647151
you've dug yourself into a hole you'll never get out of

>>47647186
>>47647151

Yeah man, best course here would be to either try and fix stuff or just move onto another girl.

>tfw I haven't been "talking" to a girl in ages and I'm starting to forget what it even feels like
>tfw at least when I catch a girls interest now I'll be so ignorant that I can only be myself
>tfw I still feel really lonely though

>quit job today
>starting new job this coming Monday
>pretty much broke for 3 weeks
>find out ex-fiance has a new boyfriend
>tfw i'll always be alone.


Been listening to this while I kill this six pack of beer

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcWgOw6fA8A&feature=kp

>>47647054
>>47647151
>no job
>no school (NEET)
>live at moms
>havent heard back from any of the places ive applied to
>Just told a girl that I have no reason to talk to her anymore because she wouldn't hang out with me on my birthday
>sleep my days away

This is what I'm listening to, you might like it.

>tfw Thursday 7am and you've been through 8 beers tonight
>tfw uni in 3 hours

>tfw what the fuck am I

>>47647254
oh my god this is feelsy. thanks for the spotlight in this guy

>mother is an alcoholic
>father is a depressed alcoholic who still isn't over my mother leaving him
>recently told him my mother is dating someone for the first time in 13 years
>absolutely flipped his shit
>threatened to murder my mother years ago
>fear things are going to get bad again
>my sister told me he may leave the country
>incredibly emotional INFP fuccboi so I can't handle any of this
>can't fall asleep at night because I feel regret and sadness because my doctors dumped me and my treatment was never finished

>tfw she never love you as much as you love her
>tfw you can feel your friends slowly detaching from you.

Can someone recommend me some sad music. Maybe similar to Keaton Henson or Giles Corey? Many thanks.

>flat broke
>been sober for days
>no job
>haven't heard from anywhere I applied
>might have to go stand outside home-depot like some of my people do
>watching anime to pass the time
How do I into employment? Every time I've worked before I didn't really have to apply.
Also, I have no money to invest on drugs to sell and believe stealing is wrong.
What I do? I've applied practically everywhere and doing day labor doesn't even guarantee work everyday.

http://strawpoll.me/1942823

>>47647369
my dad died about a week ago.

it gets better.

>>47647370
I'm in this same situation right now. I right with you, man.

>she doesn't even look at you any more
>she's been with your best friend for over a year
>every time you visit him she's there, looking off in the distance or talking to someone else

>tfw just had an awkward first kiss with a girl ive gone on a couple dates with

she went for a hug, i told her to wait and just kissed her. caught her completely off guard, her mouht was half open lol. then i gave her a hug and said goodnight and left. neither of us have texted each yet and its been over an hour. i dont know how to feel

the shallowest of feels

>talking to this nerdy cute girl solid 7/10 perfect for me
>we've been talking for like 8 hours now
>she went to sleep
>before she left she sent me a heart
>not talking to her right now

>>47647370
iktfb
>tfw girlfriend broke up with me less than a month ago
>we broke up because we were getting too attached and had too many expectations
>I'm the only one contacting friends, they never call me
it makes sense to me, we were going to break up because we were going to separate colleges anyways, but we were so close and now I have really no one to talk to except you guys. I feel like I'm getting over it except we have the same group of friends, so it's kind of awkward. Unwound is keeping me happy-ish

I'm sorry though man, talk to me about your problems.

>go to optometrist
>staring into eye dilator
>assistant wants to help me stare
>she begins with her idea of stare inducing questions
>do you have a wife?
>no
>do you have a girlfriend?
>no
>do you have any friends?
>no
>you don't have any friends?
>no. Is she trying to make me stare or make me cry?

>>47647369
holy shit are you me
except I have no other siblings and still live with my dad
>tfw he calls me his best friend rather than son
>every fucking night after 2 bottles of rose

I didn't ask for this

I'm not creative, /mu/. Can you believe it? It wouldn't matter if I knew how to draw, paint, play an instrument, anything really. I have no idea what I'd even create. I'm just an empty vessel. What do I even do about this?

>endless summer
>not doing much with life
>feeling self-conscious about diversity of tastes

>have great sex
>make her cum multiple times
>she has a good taste in music
>"I really like you but we should just be friends anon"

>>47647494
My father is just sitting his shitty apartment getting drunk all day, barely opens up to me, he told me he isn't pissed because he still wants to be with my mother but because he fears for my sister as she's 15 years old and doesn't want a man in our house

Which I think is an obvious lie

>have severe depression, anxiety, no friends
>become a workaholic because it gives me something other than a feeling of emptiness
>totally alone in this city
>its a small city, no music scene or anything culturally interesting at all
>really cute girl in a shop nearby commented on one of my band shirts the other day
>start working up the courage to ask her out, start to get a glimmer of hope that I'm not going to be alone any more
>bump into her at a show last night in my nearest capital city
>she's with a guy
>nevermind that then
still going to talk to her and see if I can strike up a friendship or something but this really took the wind out of my sails

>>47647536
better to have cum and lost

>girl shows interest in you
>until your more attractive friend shows up

I'm mad jealous. But I'm not angry, just frustrated. I don't really have problems with confidence it's just I can't compete.
I'm looking for songs or albums that address issues of jealousy, I'm having a real hard time actually finding any outside of like teen pop songs.

>>47647509
Nah man, that's patrician. You should make an album with your diverse influences, I'm sure it'd be great! You have all summer too.

You know what, this may be taking kind of a leap, but if you want to collaborate online or live near Sacramento (or if anyone does for that matter) let me know. I've got plenty of time and I'd love to collab with my best friends :)

>>47647551

>>47647565
Volor Flex

>you made out with two guys this year because you were too beta to say no

>>47647463
That sucks man, I'm hoping you can get over her soon.

>tfw you don't want to annoy her with your presence and texts.
>tfw your friends always make plans without you
It sucks because like you, I always try to make plans with them and include them in my life but whenever they are going out I;m not involved ;_;

>>47647536
Thanks, Lori

>>47647506
Do you get enough sleep?

>>47647506
I'm >>47647572
And I don't think that's true. What music do you like to listen to?

rec some recent feels music?

>>47647551
fucking this.

>meet girl
>she admits that she's into ne
>we hang out a few times
>introduce her to my friend (who had a gf at the time)
>"you're friend is so cool anon"
>adds him and starts talking to him

>>47647616
ldr

>>47647054
>tfw work 6 days a week, 5 all days and night shifts, one just night shift
>tfw all of my coworkers are losers or weird like me, some are really flicking funny and I like them
>tfw on my day off I'd rather be working

The only consolation is that I won't be here forever like most of them. I'll end up dead in a ditch or lost in Noman's land but ill never live this life like they do.

No wonder they're all alcoholics, depressed or both. Thr only comfort I have is the freedom to die, the freedom of death. These people will never understand that.

>>47647463
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQRJurmw3iM

>>47647627

was meant to reply to

>>47647565

>>47647588
Thanks man, me too.
I totally know what you mean about not wanting to annoy her. I've come to the mental conclusion that the best solution is to forget about her (way hard to do and I haven't managed it yet) and find other activities to do. Which is hard when we have friend situations like this. :'( I-I'll be your friend anon

>>47647636
Word the grind is crushing. I get no time to enjoy myself. By the time I get home I'm too tired to do anything actually fun. Or if I force myself to stay up and surf or watch TV or something I feel like shit the next day and forever.

I don't want to live like this.

>>47647606
I think I might get too -much- sleep. I do have a night job though, so there's that.

I don't even really listen to music on my own anymore. I like individual songs here and there, but not enough to memorize their lyrics (if they have them). It's like I find nothing interesting, and since I'm not interested in anything, I can't create anything.

>got a job today
>it's dollar general which is shitty and the pay is shitty and the work probably will be too but it's a job and i'll be getting money
>finally dont have anything to be stressed out over
>still stressed out

>>47647627
My life. Forever.

I'm not even mad at my friends, they're awesome people - which is what is so annoying! Like fuck if I was a chick I'd dig that dick too no doubt.

>>47647636
I feel that, man. My job is great, I love being there. Unfortunately I know it's a shit-tier job, and everyone there is going to suffer forever. I gotta get out, I just love the place and the people so much, ya know?

>meet girl in photo class
>girl is cool as fuck, beautiful, and loves music like me
>me and girl start talking and texting, etc
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>me and girl go get food after school often, i buy her food, coffee, other stuff, etc.
>while texting her i bring up the subject of p4k fest
>says she wants to go with me
>fuckyes.jpg
>i try texting her
>1 week passed without her responding
>she's obviously ignoring me, she's active on twitter and has another guy as best friend on snapchat
>this isn't the first time something like this happened to me
>feelsbadman.jpg

rec me some sad stuff bruvs. i need it.

>>47647151
Welp. I fucked myself over.

>>47647657
Possibly my favorite album by them, it's so beautiful and that song is so amazing

>>47647721
Ouch.

>>47647687
Well I mean not everyone has to be into the creative arts. But the fact you're on this board suggests there is some element of the creative arts that engages you. Maybe if you figure out what it is that appeals to your tastes you'll be able to find more like it, expand from there and eventually start creating your own stuff.

idk just my thoughts

>>47647718
(>>47647544 here)
I know exactly how you feel
Two years on and I still wonder why she stopped talking to me

>>47647721
>say happy birthday to an old friend of mine (a grill)
>she replies to everyone else with smiley faces and x's
>"thanks anon"

>>47647718
>she's obviously ignoring me, she's active on twitter and has another guy as best friend on snapchat

I laughed at this. But only because it's so relatable. It's so juvenile! The 21st century.

>>47647054
>tfw she'll never love me like I loved her
>Dedicating my life to making a career in music and becoming better than those who looked down on me

>>47647758
Thanks for your encouraging words, anon. You're a real pal. Maybe you're right. :feels:

>>47647453
>dating your best friend

My first ex did this to me, it's rough.

>tfw found a girl who I really enjoy talking to
>tfw we have a eerie amount of things in common
>tfw she noticed my elliott smith shirt and we started talking
>tfw up until 4am the other night talking to her, and spent 3 hours today talking to her on fb
>tfw she has a boyfriend though
>tfw only been talking to her for a few days and feel an incredible connection - i make her laugh and she makes me laugh, and we developed little inside jokes rather quickly
>tfw she has a bf

she's perfect, /mu/
qt with shirt dark hair and pale skin
a complete sad fuck like me too

>>47647681
I'd love to be your friend.

One day we will find a perfect qt3.14 gf and we wont need to depend on our friends as much for social interaction (at least that's what I've been telling myself for so long).

>>47647721
;_;

>>47647792
>tfw i message the girl I like and she takes a day to respond despite being online multiple times throughout the day
>doesn't even say "seen"

>>47647718
know these feels to a degree

>been seeing this girl for about a month, nothing official though
>8.5/10
>highly sought after among the guys on campus so I feel lucky in that regard
>not even dating but already frustrated though
>we'll be going on a date and she'll decide that bringing her brother or someone else would add to the enjoyment, never consulting me
>have literally been on 2 dates where it's just us; about 8 with her family or a friend around
>one of those 2 dates, we were watching a movie and her little brother walked in and they wrestled and talked for 20 minutes
>pretty sure there's some incestuous relationship going on
>takes heavy pride in being Italian even though everyone in her family, including her, was born in America and lives nowhere near any real Italian community
>fakes Italian accent and throws random Italian words into her sentences, using many of them incorrectly
>gets very upset when I even jokingly correct her usage
>watches The Godfather all the time (because it's Italian) but looks at me dumbfounded when I quote it
>says Neutral Milk Hotel is her favorite band but didn't know In the Aeroplane over the Sea when I played it for her on guitar
>thinks that kissing with tongue is "gross"
>insists that we text in all caps only with no punctuation (thank you tumblr)

Why is it so hard to find an attractive woman that's tolerable. God fucking damn it.

>>47647813
Totally! I believe in you, friend! I'm Julian by the way

It could be worse you guys. I barely even post on mu. I just kind of lurk and listen to music all day. I work part time and don't go to school. I can't find the motivation to do anything. Music is just a distraction.

>>47647834
are you from new jersey?

>>47647834
>all of those quirks

uhh what

>>47647151
um im kinda in the same situation but i haven't fucked it up yet... i really like this girl and we talk probably everyday but... the whole sexting thing makes me think its not ok, like its going to fall apart one day. should i just stop talking to her or what...

>>47647842
Reread this
I wasn't trying to pry for your name or anything, I was just trying to be friendly :) What're you favorite bands?

>>47647810
stay in orbit bruv, just wait it out until she breaks up.

Is oneohtrix point never considered fairly sad aesthetically?

>>47647904
Replica is hella sad
>Child Soldier

>tfw all I want to do is find a girl who's as curious about music as I am

why don't they seem to exist. why is it that no girls ever seem like they're truly into anything. like it's all just for looks but there's no depth...it's so frustrating. I just want a girl who likes to listen to music as much as I do, even if we're just friends, fuck

>>47647887
Well what screwed me over was that feeling you have there. I think i should have been more confident.

>>47647904
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiwi7d0f91Y

take a guess

>>47647894
>>47647842
You're a good man Julian, Although my favorite bands change all the time I'd say one of my all time favorite bands/artists would be GY!BE or Elliott Smith. What about yourself?

>>47647912
They do exist, I know a few. Maybe you're looking in the wrong places, or maybe its where you live

>tfw two girls want me to show them the way to a cool lookout spot so we can watch the sunset tomorrow
>tfw there's no way this doesn't end well

>tfw ever I speak to girls online I'm really shitty at replying to their messages, as in I'll forget to reply immediately then forget for days then months and it seems like I'm ignoring them but I'm not I'm just really shitty at social media

I can talk for hours face to face, online chat just isnt really my thing. But i'm worried I'm offending people

>>47648000
pull the threesome brah

>>47647943
I'd say The Brian Jonestown Massacre or Unwound. I like GY!BE quite a bit though, and Elliott Smith made me feel until my girlfriend who loves him broke up with me, ha.

But thanks man, how's your day been? What's your favorite GY!BE album?

>>47647946
maybe, I just can't wait til I'm actually somewhere where I can know these kinds of people, it's fucking awful meeting someone and reccing them some music, and then nothing. or asking them what music they listen to and getting "Oh a little bit of everything" like don't give me that it's such a cop out answer

>>47648000
:/ I feel like no matter what social event i try to do or be a part of, i'll fuck it up in the long run. God oneohtrix is feely as fuck. Everyone do check out Replica if your into more experimental stuff.

>girl I used to be best friends with (only because we were too long distance to be a couple, even though we practically were anyway) got a boyfriend and stopped talking to me
>she bought him tickets to see swans
>they're seeing swans together
>she and I bonded over swans
>I wish more than anything that it was me going with her

>>47648020
i will do everything in my power
>>47648033
stop worrying about the long run and focus on the short term dude

>>47648024
My favorite godspeed album would probably be Slow Riot.

And I'm checking out Brian Jonestown Massacre and they sound pretty good, what album would you recommend I start with?

>>47648037
>long distance girls

please don't rip my heart out. I used to talk to this 10/10 qt who lived a few states away (i met her in a chatroom) who was into a ton of the same stuff I was and who could actually hold a solid conversation for hours and hours...but then she moved to be with some guy and she completely stopped talking to me. It's awful. I texted her old number but her friend responded and just told me she doesn't know how to contact her.

>>47647900
I'd feel strange if that were the case... I wouldn't want to come between two people.

Then again this girl and I ended up messaging each other for 10 hours into the early morning the first time we talked.
She seems to be very enthusiastic and excited to talk to me... which is a contrast to how I usually see her (she's in one of my classes, very quiet and reserved)

>graduated last month after finishing a design project I knocked out of the fucking park
>got a new job about a month ago, doesn't pay super-great but I feel like I'm doing something marginally constructive
>got a grand in scholarship money on Monday
>Iberian teams getting BTFO in the WC
>first day of music festival just ended, saw Rhye and Jerusalem In My Heart tonight and both were fucking stellar

feels fucking good, man

>>47648105
it fucking kills me dude
she was/is the coolest person I've ever met
we could lose hours without noticing chatting on skype or even in fb chat
we were so compatable, I'd have married her in a heartbeat
we just lived on other sides of the fucking planet

she ended up saying yes to a dude in her city who asked her out and not long after she just stopped talking to me altogether, now we just occasionally like each other's shit on instagram. its hell, but I can't bring myself to unfollow her for some reason - its literally the last way we have of keeping in touch

>>47648059
Methodrone for sure
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tpWf91743js

I haven't heard Slow Riot yet, I should definitely listen to it. I'm doing the new album a day thing, I'll put it on my calender. I love F#A# but I can't really into LYSF, it feels less thematic for me. I've heard Slow Riot has really cool guitar tones though.

>>47648176
maybe I'll try texting her friend again, see if there's anyway to get a hold of her. or message her on Skype or something. She mentioned the guy was controlling but that he "promised to change" (bullshit). but goddamn I'd literally never met a girl like her before than. already had to go through this once with her before and it sucked.

long distance things are the worst sometimes

>>47648181
I'll put these guys on my calendar for sure.

Also idk if you got through all of LYSF but the last track is one of the most emotional heart breaking songs I've heard. What albums have you listened to so far?

I need advice /mu/.
I dated my best friend for 2 months, and she broke it off after not having any feelings outside of friendship develop. Its been a month since we stopped dating and I'm mostly over the entire thing. The only thing I struggle with is this intense jealousy I get when associating her with going to parties/pseudo one night stands (medical conditions don't allow her to have enjoyable sex). How do accept that she's going to be interested in other guys romantically other than me? All of the normal post-relationship feels have dissipated with meditation but this sticks around and I wish I could move on.
>tfw I love all of you

>tfw people liking you makes you think less of them because they're clearly terrible judges of character

>>47648317

Yeah, that jealousy goes away on its own. It's a horrible, awful feeling, though. Sorry it didn't work out, dude. You'll get over that soon enough.

>>47648317
I'm sorry man, you will get over it. I'm going through the same thing a month after a break up from a relationship of a year where we were had plans to live together and spend out lives together at one point (>>47647463)

>>47648284
Oh dude, I recognize you from the threads. I'll put Slow Riot on mine too, probably see you tomorrow itt or whenever! I should relisten to it honesetly, I don't remember it very much from like 2 years ago when I heard it. But here's mine, I should actually probably listen to Dopesmoker since I love stoner meal. Do you have anything else you want to put on your chart? I'm doing July for all the extras I can't fit on

>>47648502
I'm adding albums that gain my interest as I go on in the month. I might take some of the albums from your calander and add it to mine.

I'm going to head to bed now but its been a absolute pleasure talking to you. I look forward to seeing you around :)

>>47648602
You too, my night is really brightened, so thanks :)
gnight friend

>lots of friends
>everybody likes me
>just not romantically

>tfw going to boot camp in 2 weeks
>tfw just met a really cool chick
>tfw caught feelings for her after chilling with her for only two days
>tfw she lives in a different state and it'll never work
>tfw my current girl is a qt but super boring
>tfw going to have to break it off with her some time in the next 2 weeks

feels a lot of things, bro

>tfw my brother likes andrew jackson djihad
>tfw he plays them on speakers everyday

this is the fucking shittiest feel i've ever had

>>47649440
Sorry bro

>depression and loneliness hollowing me out
>broke as fuck, no job
>incredibly hard to stay in upbeat mood
>writing novel, but having some issues

i'm in a very weird place at the moment. it's hard to map out, i just want to get a grip and keep marching ahead.

>>47648686

this

>>47648345
well i like you a lot silly
>tfw ill always be paranoid about being a philosophy major
i excel in the subject, have my thesis at 53 pages so far with two more years of undergrad, looking into grad school for a ph.d in applied ethics, and have an internship with a bank for philanthropic work. no matter what i tell myself i can still see it going poorly. if all else fails im opening a bed and breakfast somewhere

>>47647151
>tfw you meet a really cute nice girl
>go on a few dates, everything goes really well
>i can tell shes really into me
>could possibly be relationship material
>finally have sex one night
>was really drunk so performed quite sub-par
>tfw that was a week ago and i havent heard from her since, dodged my texts

someone kill me

>tfw shaft hair

>tfw your friends have changed so much they feel like strangers

>kiss girl at a party couple weeks back
>fucking amazing kiss
>she's really cool, known her for awhile
>see her in a different light now
>she says we should hang out, see how it goes
>do that a few times
>goes nowhere
>talk about it with her
>nothing really sparked on her end
>pretty bummed about it now, she's really cool and pretty
Blame it on the ah-a-a-ah-a-alcohol
Music: james blake s/t made me feel

>>47649682
there was no spark because you were a little bitch who didnt make any movies

>>47649697
what does it mean to make a move?

>>47649519
just pluck it periodically it's not a big deal

>>47649798
it's pretty concentrated at the base and long and ugly on the underside (and located further up) , should I consider wax?

>>47647458
that's hardly a thing to trip over lol

>>47649838
might be a good idea. i have some hair that grows on my shaft too and i just pluck it with some tweezers when it becomes noticeable, which is like once a week. you sound like you have more hair than me though, so waxing could be good for you.

>>47649572
>tfw you've changed so much your friends feel like strangers

>>47649867
cool, I might give that a shot

>>47647458
>over an hour
Chill out man its fine

>>47647506
The fact that this is an issue which even concerns you tells me that you have a creative mind

>>47647054
>>>/b/
>>>/r9k/
>>>/r/eddit

>>47647054
>was going to have a kickback with some friends
>two dudes and a chick
>we hadn't hung out for a while
>everyone seems excited to get back together
>one of the dudes cancels
>chick cancels right when she finds out, after excitedly asking me if it's still on
>other dude cancels right when he hears she isn't coming
>no one actually wanted to hang out with me, just to get a chance to jump someone's bones
>all I wanted was to have some friends over.

Fuck my life /mu/

>Worn out due to extensive lack of sleep over the past few weeks
>Every night I can't stop thinking about when I used to see all my friends at school, have memorable times etc
>Left school now
>Too anxious and self-conscious to work or go to college
>Stuck at home everyday
>Suck at everything including learning to drive so I can't go anywhere until I stop sucking
>Live in countryside so can't even pop down to the shops or whatever for alcohol to drown my sorrows

Life's good