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>tfw you're a junior in college and realize you chose the wrong major to live a comfortable life
>tfw listening to The Avalanches and you remember 2nd album never

>> No.47598380

>that feel when dropped out of college because my father promised me a well paying job in his company
>that feel when he died and the new boss kicked me to the curb for not having a degree and I'm too far in debt to go back

>> No.47598388

>>47598311
Hello anon I need to choose what I major in next year what should I major in

>> No.47598428

>>47598380
Damn...

>> No.47598460

>>47598380
Fuck...

>> No.47598562

>>47598388
Computer Science

Accounting

Medicine

Engineering

Finance

Actuarial Science

Trade School

CPA/FSA/CFA

Pick one

>> No.47598719

>>47598562
computer. I can do that with my BA as well...

>> No.47598726

>>47598380
holy shit dude, that's terrible

I hope for the best in your future

>> No.47599259

its pays may way and it corrodes my soul

>> No.47599294

>>47598311
iktf
>tfw should have been a STEM major even though I would have hated it

>> No.47599316

>tfw he does it for free

>> No.47599333

>>tfw listening to The Avalanches and you remember 2nd album never
thank god
please, please, never let there be a 2nd album by the avalanches
preserve the legacy of SILY

>> No.47599363
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47599363

>tfw probably going into political economy
>would have wanted to do film but it's probably a bad decision
>enjoy political economy as well
>have the required reading/watching list for harvard film and visual studies program
>going through it at my leisure
>still probably won't get a job with a specialization in political economy
you win some you lose some
i guess i like making coffee

>> No.47599378

>listening to constant headache by Joyce Manor
>reminds me of my 1 relationship in high school that lasted 3 years
>her friends all hated me but I loved her
>tfw she broke up with me at graduation
>tfw 2 years later I spend most of my time feeling sad and listening to sappy music like Joyce Manor working a shitty $10 p/ hour retail job while going to college to be a high school english teacher

>> No.47599442

>piece of shit loser, no friends, eternal rut

>> No.47599497

>>47598311
>tfw double majoring in art history and media studies
>have no serious career goals other than crazy dreams
>trying to get an internship this summer at various museums
>tfw she's spending the summer in Texas
>tfw don't want to lose touch
>tfw want to actually be productive this summer so I can do something other than wallow and have something to show for myself when she comes back
>tfw they didn't even label my piece at the art show I did

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47599515

>tfw you realize the friends you had on WoW when you were young are probably different now
>tfw you probably wouldn't even get along
>tfw you don't have a way to find them anyway

>> No.47599519

>>47599333

>tfw the next avalanches album will have shitty beastie boys-esque rap like on el producto but featuring danny brown and kangaroo jack

>> No.47599533
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47599533

>you will never produce any musical piece of value
>you have no way to channel your thoughts, emotions
>nobody wants to hear them anyway
>your bandcamp is forever doomed to sit a 9 downloads

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47599618

>tfw just now getting good grades going into my junior year of college
>my GPA should be back up to above 3.2 by the spring semester so I can finally switch major to english education
>the idea of me working in a school and socializing with other teachers possibly much older then me with their shit together is terrifying
>would rather just major in english but I will never get a job
>fucking up my biology summer online class and the fact that I don't give a shit is scaring me
>retard in left brain classes
>listening to slanted and enchanted now wishing my vinyl collection was bigger
pls respond

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47599641

>tfw too lazy and unmotivated to actually write original music
>tfw strings too high above fret board and unless I'm pressing with the strength of a god my barre chords get muted
>tfw someday my vocals are amazing but put into a room or area without good acoustics I sound like shit
>tfw depressed and life is suffering

Listening to Bright Eyes.

>> No.47599662

>>47599618
Don't feel too bad about you grades, I did so fucking terrible in my first 3 semesters that getting a 4.0 this past spring only put me at a 1.9

>> No.47599668

>>47599533
Nice Dubs. Whats your bandcamp?

>> No.47599674

>>47599641
anon if you are actually capable of playing an instrument and making your own music you really shouldn't let laziness stop you
i am untalented and can't play an instrument but really wanna make music

>> No.47599677

>>47599641
keep practicing dont give up anon, at least you know you sound good, focus on getting that sound more consistently

>> No.47599708

>>47599674
playing an instrument doesnt take talent you stupid shit it takes practice

writing music takes 90% practice and 10% talent

>> No.47599743

>>47599674
I'm pretty mediocre with guitar, I'm trying to push myself but some days I feel like I'm not getting anywhere. And dude, learn an instrument if you wanna make music, or hell, get abelton or something.
>>47599677
I'm trying, sorta. I posted in another music feels thread the other day about playing a 5 song set for some random dude in the park the other night who was watching me and he was digging it. I just need to get myself to play more confidently more often.

>> No.47599770

>tfw everyone I know is already accepted into the Recording Industry program in uni
>been in uni for 2 years, projected graduation rate is 2020
>paying for school with no scholarships
>Dumping $40k+ into a useless degree
>Have a passion for the music business but too introverted to network

>> No.47599782

>>47599743
>dude, learn an instrument if you wanna make music, or hell, get abelton or something.
no one making music worth listening to first learned guitar at age 20 so why bother

>> No.47599801

>>47598311

>tfw got a degree in english and history, the two subjects that I love the most
>tfw it was an amazing 4 years of learning
>tfw now working two jobs that pay minimum wage but are very relaxed and allow me to read for the entirety of my shift
>tfw biding time before I go back into more school, get more degrees, spend more years doing the thing I love and ending up in the same position that I'm in now of contentment
>tfw happiness cannot be bought and that you have somehow found it

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47599808

>tfw have best friend for 6 years
>tfw went through shit together
>tfw you both realized you were interested in same uni
>tfw plan uni life all through high school, gonna be roommates and all that
>tfw he decides that he wants to go to a different uni by senior year
>tfw we go to different schools
>tfw I'm now doing music edu
>tfw uncles and dad are unsupportive because they are all in high paying jobs and my cousins both failed college so I was the last hope
>tfw it's either make them happy and live rich or be happy with myself and scrape by

I guess it's time to listen to Codeine again

>> No.47599816

>tfw 2 listeners on last.fm

:)

>> No.47599818

>>47599782
I'm 21 and have only been playing for 6 months and I can pretty much play 90% of music out there already. Trust me, it's not to difficult to learn an instrument, not even that hard to write music. Just takes practice and time to be good at it.

>> No.47599819

>>47599641
hey man, it gets better. trust me.

you mentioned that your strings are too high, that would be a problem with the guitar. bring it to a guitar tech at a local store and they should be able to fix that for you. the action of the guitar (string height over the fretboard) is a problem you will eventually be able to easily fix yourself once you get comfy with your git-box.

http://www.justinguitar.com/ is pretty cool.

>> No.47599821

>>47599782
Don't take up music just to impress others, do it for your own enjoyment.

Playing music can be very therapeutic

>> No.47599829

>>47599782
sufjan steven learned guitar at age 20

>> No.47599851

>stem majors claim they aren't all autists
>http://www.nature.com/news/students-with-autism-gravitate-toward-stem-majors-1.12367

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>>47599816
>tfw I find out it was just misspelled

>> No.47599876

>>47599865
damn...

>> No.47599888

>>47599865
that fucking image

>> No.47599890

>>47599743
>or hell, get abelton or something.

i can't afford it tho :(

>> No.47599915

>>47599782
You have your whole fucking life ahead of you and you're gonna take that attitude? Jesus Christ, you could probably do whatever the fuck you want at this point and actually make something interesting of your life, but with an attitude like that the mediocrity you may face should come as no surprise. C'mon, man, just fucking try!

>> No.47599937

>>47599533
spam the shit out of soundcloud, I joined a bunch of groups with a lot of members and repost my tracks in there pretty often and it gets me some action, a lot of it is people just spamming likes but I get steady plays and lot of actual feedback

>> No.47599955

>>47598311
if you enjoyed that major, it was not a waste of time. your life is not over and there is still hope for you
the avalanches are working on a second album, confirmed by collaborators

>>47598380
sucks that your father's dead, but for now you need to suck it up and work. work your ass off to pay off that debt and turn your life around

>>47599259
take up a hobby that is soul nourishing

>>47599363
if you want to do film, take film. who knows, maybe you'll be the next big director!

>>47599378
do your best to get out of the rut. move on. find someone new and better or enjoy being single (not sarcastic - being single is great).

>>47599442
it's never eternal. put yourself out there and force yourself to socialize. push any self-conscious thoughts out of your mind and do your best not to be a fuckhead to people

>>47599497
then keep in touch with her. skype her, text her, call her, whatever. communication is critical in long distance relationships
chase those crazy dreams if you want them

>>47599515
find new friends to replace them. people drift away, and it hurts, but you'll survive.

>>47599533
screw everyone. make music for your own pleasure alone. don't read unconstructive comments, don't let people get to you, just keep making, spread your work and don't stop. your audience will find you.

>>47599618
don't worry about it. remember. you're all humans. just talk to them and try to stay calm. if you want to major in english, go for it.
get a part time job, prey upon vinyl sales. try insound, they have a lot of sales

>>47599641
fix your strings and get to work. don't forget to do warmups unless you want to fuck up your arms/voice

>>47599770
iktf, and so does stephin merritt. make a friend to help you with the social bullshit and just try to pull through.

>>47599808
be happy and scrape by

all this advice is hopelessly optimistic and shit. the world is tough, etc etc. but i have faith in all of you and i want you all to be happy

>> No.47599981

>>47599821
true
>>47599818
>>47599829
this is encouraging. I took a few weeks of lessons when I was 16 but I really couldn't get the hang of it to the point where I had trouble playing brain stew by green day
I'm also visually impaired and have trouble keeping track of the frets and getting to the point of playing with my eyes closed seems really out of reach

>> No.47599996

>>47599819
Ayeee, thanks man.
>>47599890
I hear there's a certain bay or pirates that can gain you access to that kind of thing. Just sayin'
Don't be a bitch about it
>>47599955
What vocal warm ups would you recommend?

>> No.47600015

>>47599808
Do you anon, do you.

>tfw all my friends didn't wish me happy birthday today
>tfw i've known 2 of them for 10+ years
>tfw i'm a bandmate with one of them
>tfw only my mom wished me a happy birthday
>tfw i told the qt a work my birthday was today three times
>tfw still no happy birthday

take these feels away.

>> No.47600016

>>47599955
I like you.

>> No.47600018

>tfw everyone skips my song before the good part on bandcamp

>> No.47600026

>>47598311
>tfw you're a senior in college and realize you chose the wrong major to live a comfortable life

even worse

>> No.47600063

>>47599996
not too familiar with vocal warm ups, but usually i hear stuff like this:
practice enunciating every word
drink tons of warm water (cold will shock your vocal cords)
hum before singing
don't overwork yourself
i'd recommend you go to youtube or w/v and look some up, personally i do better when watching other people demonstrate

>>47600016
i like you too anon!

>> No.47600064

>tfw no friends
>tfw no band
>tfw no car
>tfw no gf

>> No.47600098

>>47599955
thank you for your kind words anon. We've started texting more, and she's coming back in August. Honestly I just really love this girl and don't want to pull the usual shit I pull during summer and just become a lazy antisocial piece of shit

>> No.47600099

>>47599955
>>47599770 poster

See it's different with musicians. You can survive being a hermit and still be noticed for your musical talent

When it comes to the business you have to be shaking hands and kissing ass 24/7 and idk if I'm up to all that. Ironically I want to do A&R, which is basically promoting your label and wine-and-dining artists to get them to sign to your label.

>> No.47600109

>>47598311
>>>/r9k/

>> No.47600113

>>47599641
iktf about strings being too high. i have a shitty guitar with a warped neck so i can't lower them any further. i need a new guitar but they're so expensive ;__;

>> No.47600119

>tfw I bought the gf her FYF ticket today for her birthday
>tfw had to pay bills and next paycheck was going toward my ticket
>tfw sold out

>> No.47600121

>tfw studying geology

>> No.47600124

>>47599955
>do your best to get out of the rut. move on. find someone new and better or enjoy being single (not sarcastic - being single is great).

There are parts of it I enjoy, namely no longer having to buy gifts for others except my parents and siblings, getting to save money to repair my car's dent, work a cool job in a book store, and I have infinitely more me time to go out to concerts or start jogging every morning and stuff. It's not all terrible, but not cuddling or being intimate with someone in 2 years really makes the loneliness come to the forefront.

>> No.47600148

>>47600119
oh fuck, serious?
I was going to buy mine later this month ;-;
>tfw gf and I convinced her hambeast friend to come to FYF with us
>she bought her ticket on the first day
>we still hadn't bought ours
>now that we aren't going the friend is just going to bitch and whine

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>tfw three exams this week.
>tfw I wasted hours on /mu/
>tfw my marks and social life are shitty
>tfw music is the only thing I really enjoy
>tfw moderate guitar ability but no skills with piano or vocals
>tfw can't sing or play simple keyboard
>tfw unable to make music
>tfw can't express myself artistically through any medium
>tfw all I want to do is write songs for myself to be happy
>tfw the easiest thing to do is to give up

>> No.47600180

>tfw Swans and Xui Xui are coming to my town next week
>only person I know who would be willing to see them moved away this summer
>tfw no else wants to go to concert w/ me

>> No.47600200

>>47600148
I'm slightly upset but there's still some hope. Maybe.
There's also hope for you too, you just got believe someone out there will sell their ticket at a reasonable price.

>> No.47600206

>>47600180

>tfw going to a music festival this week with my gf that has Swans and Xiu Xiu
>tfw her and I have been desperate to see Swans again since the Seer tour
>tfw 5 days of good music with gf and friends

>> No.47600253

>>47600113
I want a new guitar too, but I don't know shit about acoustics so I wouldn't know where to start when shopping for one. Plus as you said, they're expensive and I'm broke nigga.

>> No.47600256
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>tfw going back to uni next semester after dropping out and living as a hikky for over 2 and a half years

>> No.47600259

>>47600200
Yeah, I'll start looking.
If you are unsuccessful, though, Badbadnotgood is playing for free the 23rd at the Getty Center

>> No.47600284

big ass post guy here

>>47600098
no problem, i'm sure you'll both be fine.

>>47600099
yeah, i can see how that would be tough. my advice would be to learn how to be charming and clever, both learnable skills, and practice socialization. when you go outside next time, or just happen to talk to someone, practice talking to them. just cool your nerves and talk casually.
i'm confident you can do it. justin peck took sufjan stevens to dinner and it was extremely awkward, suf didn't talk at all, but they're good friends now and have collaborated twice. sorry to pull all this "they did it, so can you" shit, but it might be inspiring to you??

>>47600113
nah brah, if you manage to get a part time job or sell some of your stuff, you can find guitars for $100-$200 (assuming this is acoustic)

>>47600124
are you sure it isn't just sexual frustration? try jerking off more, it's healthy for you anyway. kind of a tactless answer, but this has happened to me before

sorry for slow replies, wrists were getting kind of tired

>> No.47600302

>>47600256
don't know what a hikky is but I got kicked out for a semester because I failed almost all of my classes my first year and I went back this past semester and got a 3.8 and I believe in you anon

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47600322

>tfw doing commerce
>was about to drop out and go to europe with my gf
>decided to stay
>know I wont finish the degree anyway

>> No.47600330

>>47600015
http://thenicestplaceontheinter.net/
Happy Birthday, Anon!

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47600338

>just moved into new house with roommates
>getting my bedroom organized and cleaned up after boxes were just lying all around it
>going through laundry and figuring out what needs washed
>find a pair of girls underwear
>i haven't brought home a girl in about 5 months
>they've never forgotten a pair of underwear
>i don't live with any girls
>mfw

>> No.47600386

>Every single month there is something different I want to pursue as a career
>I will never decide
>I also enjoy sitting on my ass too much

Some days I just want to be a music teacher and others I want to found a company and build a multinational conglomerate ala Virgin Group

>> No.47600426

>>47600386
>tfw pursuing a career in the fire service
>tfw in a band as a hobby
>tfw actively involved in my community

give it time to find something you like. just not too much time, anon.

>> No.47600435

>>47599378
>>tfw she broke up with me at graduation
>>tfw 2 years later I spend most of my time feeling sad and listening to sappy music like Joyce Manor working a shitty $10 p/ hour retail job while going to college to be a high school english teacher
>high school relationship

dude im sorry but you should quit being a pussy and realize this is what life after high school is like. also, why the fuck didn't you expect her to break up with you at graduation? that's how literally every teenage romance ends. grow up

>> No.47600440

>>47600284
I jerk off once a week

it's more missing out on emotional satisfaction

>> No.47600452

>>47600435
I recognize my faults, and I am/is/was probably too much of an idealist to see shit would happen

>> No.47600463

>>47600435
>>47600452
>be successful
>make her jelly

>> No.47600464

>>47598388
Something you like, follow your dreams.

>> No.47600468 [DELETED] 

>>47600148 Could your gfs hambeast friend sell her ticket to me please?

>> No.47600499

>>47600440
ah, i see. you'll have to just get out there and start looking for a new gf, then. i know it's not that simple, but you can't stay in that hole forever. work through the heartbreak and move on.

>> No.47600544

>>47600468
nice twin peaks photo

>> No.47600589

>>47600426
Luckily im 18 currently

>> No.47600597

>>47600499
last response on my part by the way, gonna just chill for a while.
good luck to everyone in this thread

>> No.47600601

>>47600302
It's someone who completely cuts contact with the outside world and secludes themselves inside, usually for years at a time.

>> No.47600607

>>47600499
Don't start looking for a new GF. Seek to build a life where you don't need a GF.

Too many guys make the mistake thinking they NEED a GF, as if it's something missing from their life. If you think having a girlfriend will "fix" any aspect of your life, you are doomed to heartache because when she's gone, you are worse than you were before.

A relationship should be a minor PART of an already somewhat fulfilling life.

>> No.47600641

>>47600607
>>47600607
thanks dude. I hit the ice cream pretty hard after that breakup but now i'm trying to get fit again (have already lost 17 pounds) and I'll take your advice/word for it.

>> No.47600648
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47600648

Who wants to eat fiddle faddle?

>> No.47600650

>>47600607
thas rite. right here speaks the truef.

similarly, I do everything for myself. be the best to your abilities. eventually a qt3.14 will come along, and like you for who you are.

>> No.47600663

>>47600648
>eating any kind of popcorn except for the cheesy kinds

audible kek

>> No.47600678

>>47600648
i like that they place 'fun' ahead of sweet and salty

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>>47600663
Fuck you. Fiddle faddle is underrated as fuck. It tastes great.

>> No.47600715

>>47600648
>>47600663
>>47600678
>>47600707

thread

>> No.47600741

>>47600650
>>47600641
I also think it's a mistake to pursue "a gf" as in, one girl that you get serious with. That's not the way to go about it.

You want sex, don't make up idealizations about "love." Don't take it the wrong way, I'm not trying to say you should fuck and dump, but you should be PURSUING SEX first, and letting a relationship build up slowly, if it does and keeping your options open. If more guys would pursue sex instead of their idealizations of "love", and only give the privilege of a committed relationship to a girl who has earned it, the world would be a better place.

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>>47600715
The only thing more tasty than fiddle faddle is the sight of 2 strapping hot men kissing.

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47600772

>eating kettle corn

>> No.47600780

>>47600741
22 year old virgin here what are my chances of ever getting sex?

>> No.47600781

>>47600707
>>47600648
>Fiddle faddle
That sounds like what the English would call a light switch.

>> No.47600793

>>47600780
1/1000

>> No.47600803
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47600803

I love fibble fabble. Its quite a fun and entertaing snack. I've actually played a game of limp bizcuit with a box of fiddle faddle except instead of playing with a biscuit we jacked off into the box and had to pour the cum tainted fiddle faddle into our mouth. Honey but popcorn is my favorite flavor.

>> No.47600815

>>47600741
If everyone would chill the fuck about sex an relationships straight people would be a whole lot happier.

I think a 20 year moratorium on romantic comedies would do civilisation wonders.

>> No.47600818

>tfw no gf

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>tfw you just finished completely fucking up an exam

>> No.47600837

>>47600780
strong 3 light 4

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>>47600803

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>>47600815
Why don't you trick a bitch fiddle faddle. Lace a bowl of fiddle faddle with crushed up date rape drugs. It'll knock her unconscious and you can go in for the kill.

>> No.47600867

>not majoring in pure math
>not going to grad school and getting a phd
>not wanting to live in an ivory tower proving obscure nonsense about coherent sheaves and dagger categories
shig

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47600883

Kill yourself. Its the only option.

>> No.47600884

>>47600780
See this:
>>47600607

For one thing, sex won't change your life. It's crazy how guys delude themselves into thinking their virginity is some curse that is ruining his life... Like once you have sex your whole life will magically be different.

Girls can smell desperation ten miles away, and nothing is more unattractive to them than a desperate guy. You should look up and read "book of pook."

A lot of people talk a lot of shit about it, but read it with an open mind, and i bet you'll take a lot of positive from it.

>> No.47600929

>tfw 20
>tfw when living in third world shithole
>tfw no one to jam with
>tfw can't feel any more motivation to get better
>tfw have to write a personal statement and get a reference letter for a uni application

>> No.47600957

>>47600862
Uh.

No. Don't do that.

>> No.47600963
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>>47600884
You should invest in one of these.

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I'm sorry to read all this sad stuff you guys, but just try to make the most of it
read a self help book or something

anyway;
>be 22
>been clinically depressed some time
>tfw finally starting to get my life back on track after diagnosed asperger's last year
>not so scared of the future anymore
>cant wait to start university next year
>met a cute girl a few days ago and she seems to be quite into me

any music to fit the feels?

>> No.47601043

>>47600963
What pars of my post do you disagree with specially, and do you believe I don't get laid frequently?

You're one of those guys who thinks that any talk about "game" must be associated with "PUA misogyny," aren't you...

>> No.47601056

>>47599674
nobody in captain beefheart knew how to play their instrument
neutral milk hotel could not play most of the instruments on itaots

dont let that stop you

>> No.47601069

>tfw happy with life even though it's not perfect

you all should grow up and stop acting like manchildren

>> No.47601084

>>47601069
it's okay to crye tho

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>i should be at school right now
>no nicotine for two days
>tired as fuck
>no motivation to get dressed
>going to a party tonight
>i just want to sleep myself to death
>listening to Mizutani

>> No.47601524

>want to do art/music/film with my life
>about to start my art degree
>slowly realizing that I may get fucked


I am legitmately scared and kind of want somebody to hold me and tell me it will be alright.

>> No.47601663

>>47601524
It is a mistake to go to art school.
It hurts to say it, because I went to an art school myself, and I know you won't listen.

I don't know what "art" you are pursuing, but I know the odds of it leading to a sustainable career are incredibly low. You'll be fighting for an UNPAID internship, convincing yourself it will lead to something down the road, time after time, and when you do get a paying job it's only for a short term thing. It's art - there are no long term careers unless you're VERYlucky.
For example, I went to film school, and I have a ton of experience in the industry I get hired for a project, like a movie, or a TV show, and right off the bat you know it's temporary, because movies wrap and then you don't have a job.
And sure, you believe you'll get paid enough so you don't have to worry about working for a while, but you won't get paid a lot, and you'll be so desperate for money by the time you do get a job you'll use all your pay to cover debt.

Also, what you'll learn in school isn't worth what you pay, and any self motivated person can teach themselves the same stuff off youtube tutorials.
You may say "but i'm not self motivated" but if you aren't self motivated, you'll never make it in the industry anyway,,,

Yes, art school gives you connections, but again, be self motivated and pursue your passion and you'll find connections anyway. I've made more on freeleance via cragislist than I've made through "connections."

I regret going to art school because a degree isn't worth anything, for all the reasons I said. I wish I would have went to school for something more reliable and pursued film AKA my passion, on the SIDE, because it actually is much easier to enjoy your passion when you aren't relying on it to eat.

Do you know how embarrassing it is washing dishes next to a bunch of immigrants (no disrespect, just painting a picture) and one of them says "so, are you going to college" and you tell them you already graduated...

>> No.47601854

>>47601663
Art schools always tell you all the cool stories about the people who beat the odds and made it, and we all know those people exist, but there is a reason their story is so amazing...
That's because it almost never happens.

Going to college is cool, and if you have a full scholarship and aren't worried about money, then whatever, but a degree from an art school is still completely worthless.

I do ok with what I do and that's because I'm good at it and I always have been. Nobody gives a fuck about my degree, because my work speaks for itself.
If your suck at what you want to do, a degree won't make you seem better, and if you're good at what you do then you know you get better by practicing - and you don't need to go to college for that.

And I say I do ok with what I do, but I can only say that because I have a regular job and pursue it on the side.
When I had to rely on it as my only income, I took any project I was offered, worked insane conditions because I didn't have a choice.
If I wanted $500 and they said "I have a budget of $35" I had to say yes, no matter what because I needed the money.

Now that I have a "real job" I can do easy projects after work and on my days off, I can say "I need $____ and 2 weeks" and if they don't agree I don't have to accept it. I also get a lot more enjoyment out of it now because I have that freedom. It's something to look forward to and take pride in, not something to do out of desperation.

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