/mu/ - Music (Temp full images)

>tfw feeling good feels for once
>Belle and Sebastian - Like Dylan in the Movies

>depressed, not loved, want to end everything
>Nana Grizol - Tambourine n' Thyme

>Tfw probably dependent on anti-anxiety medication to function normally

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0X7RyGBq2E8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ojd7NMtdEQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4ZyURj_eJg

>having feels
>having a favorite song

>hope I pass this drug test tomorrow
>The Durutti Column - Madeleine

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>>46453596
since when did /mu/ become teenage girls?

>>46453631
lighten up buddy

>Confused and worried as fuck wondering what I am going to do with my life considering I am not passionate for anything that can get me work

>I don't have a favorite song at the moment and If I did, it probably would have changed a couple of weeks later. I could give you the song I am currently listening to though.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_Yt2LcCqrk

listening to some conscious rap from the 90's.. so fucking deep. they didnt have internet and they knew what the deal was.
http://youtu.be/TQTqD-ChKKM

fucking deeeep

>bored of university, at that strange point where I have a metric fuckton of work to do but its not urgent enough yet to be nervous
>Cloud Nothings - I'm Not Part of Me

>>46453653
>on 4chan
>an anime imageboard
>has a trip
>posts his opinion
>he does it for free

>>46453631
>not having a vagina

>depressed as usual, but feeling particularly sad lately
>starting to grow apart from friends
>I keep making accidental eye contact with this qt so I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm a creeper
>at least I'm starting accutane tomorrow so I'll begin to have a clear face. Just one less thing to worry about.

>Fleet Foxes - Helplessness Blues or something off of the new AJJ. Maybe Deathlessness.

You all are fucking faggot cunts i'll fight every one of you.

>feeling dumb because she's a lesbian
>Pink Triangle

>>46453752
Ill fukin glass u cunt

>sad but not completely hopeless
>vapour trail by ride

>>46453752
>sympathetic nervous system activated

>busy, happy

>Karate by Kennedy

>Life generally good
>Need to try sort out a date

>Probably Linda ReindStadt or Coffin Dance

>tfw 200 word essay due by midnight tonight and I haven't even started
hold me, /mu/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpgssnygv9I

>>46453857
nigga i can type 200 wpm

>extremely depressed, really sick really close to returning to my friends and family
>"Hiders" by Burial

>tfw no gf
>La Dispute - King Park

>>46453752
I bet i'm taller than you and I work out like 20 hours a day. you're probably a bitch irl

I've been feeling like trash this whole week and i'm lacking general motivation. no favorite song or none of that. This needs to end already

>tfw no qt Arya Stark sidekick

>>46453892
Matt?

>>46453975
james?

>>46453964
iktfb
all my friends say Dany or Sansa is best but they are wrong

>what the fuck am I going to do with my life?
>You're A Woman, I'm A Machine - Death From Above 1979

>>46454025
No, but if you're a Matt, that's weird as fuck.

>>46453840

AJJ sucks

>>46454065
>>what the fuck am I going to do with my life?

get rekt on pills, dance like a mad cunt

https://soundcloud.com/joyful-noise-recordings/born-ruffians-kurt-vonnegut

want to trainhop, live with my friends, drop out of school, go outside, do something

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>>46454183
matt?????

>>46454027
They're fucktarded

I want an Arya and Sandor spinoff show where they kill their way across Westeros

I also want Euron Greyjoy to eventually win the war

>have a nice life - earthmover
>tfw kiss girl a few weeks ago at show who i've been friends with from high school
>tfw she goes to school on the other side of the state
>been talking since, she comes home for summer in a few weeks
>confused
>awful w/ girls

>>46454244
What kind of matt?

>>46454244
MAAAAAAATTTTTTTT

>tfw a massive disappointment to my family and everyone around me
>Joy Division - Transmission (it's my escape mechanism right now)

>Teeth hurt
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30jq0aHRZ7M

>>46454364
ALAN

>current feels
good. it's almost friday. finna get TURNT

>tfw used to be really chipper and happy
>tfw the girl I wanted to ask out before asshole friend went on date instead is now your best friend at shit school, but is always with asshole

>The new version of Losing My Edge on The Long Goodbye

>Worried about how things are going to turn out for me. Even though I'm doing good in life and having fun most of the time I don't feel like I'm making any forward progression toward long term happiness or self acceptance.

>Joanna Newsom - Emily: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGoNCvoZuYA

>feeling like shit
>smoking too much, unprepared for exams
>ignoring texts from friends so I can stay alone
>just want to hang out in the woods with my dog but I have class and work all week
>it's beautiful outside but all I can do is sit on the floor and stare at the ceiling with the shades closed

>Giles Corey - Infinite Death

>feeling like I really hate Mac Demarco fans
>listening to Fennesz - Endless Summer
>wishing Mac Demarco fans would stop being fucking idiots

>feeling lonely and looking forward to the future

>Sigur Ros - Staralfur
>GYBE - Storm

>tfw beautiful sexy 9/10 coworker clearly likes me
>tfw she's a straight edge abstinent christian
>tfw she's to cool and into me to not date
>tfw I know I'm gonna end up dumping her for not putting out
>tfw jesus is entrapping you into feeling like a dick for making a pretty girl cry
Lately I've been completely enamored by Montreal surfgaze pop group Alvvays' saccharine single Archie, Marry Me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xyxuttHDww

>>46453857
Jesus Christ, son
Stop being a pussy eighth grader and get that shit done.
I've got a seven page paper with forty sources due on Monday and I haven't started yet.
Ain't even stressed.

>very qt girl sending me mixed signals
>bought some rum the other day
>found out that I'm a really happy drunk
>I drink to talk and slightly flirt with qt girl
>gonna ask if she wants to go for coffee this weekend
I think I'm falling in love with rum, guys.
>Future Islands - Doves

>>46454717
I had a great relationship with rum, but the breakup was excruciating.

>tfw going to an amusement park with my potential new gf this saturday
>she's beyond cute
>Melt Banana - Spider Snipe

>Desperately want bf back
>He has moved on
>Should have tried to fix things sooner
>So much regret I can hardly move
>Not in love- Crystal Castles ft. Robert Smith

>>46455071
What happened?

Feeling great for no particular reason
Desire Lines-deerhunter

>>46453591
current song you especially enjoy, not favorite song.

>>46455084
I fucked things up. Now he has moved on and doesn't hardly wanna talk about what happened

>tfw I want to buy drugs but can't because I moved here a year and a half ago and I don't know people
>the knife - full of fire

>I've gotten bored of vidya on pc.
>Im now playing console and enjoying it.
>I feel like a traitor

current feels song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InO1-QYsnnc&feature=kp

favorite song as of now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNxAhakFUBk

>all my friends stopped being my friends because im mean, havent done anything since january, pretty depressed pls be my friend
>http://youtu.be/Z73FthAvt34

>>46455316
i will. Would you happen to live around LA? Near Valencia, Ca?

>living with GF, hardly any time alone to just sing/have some space
>she usually goes to bed early and i stay up a bit just to have some time to myself
>past three nights she's gotten up and hung out on the couch with me, tonight falling right back asleep on the couch out here immediately after saying she couldn't sleep at all because of sleep paralysis

jesus is it so much to ask to just be able to finish listening to a single fucking album's worth of alone time

seriously

fuck

favorite song is currently Neil Young - For The Turnstiles

>probably going to be dead soon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATXL0y63eFM

>>46453857
>200 word essay
kek, I've written 200 word essays on things I haven't read 30 minutes before they were due. Man the fuck up.

>tfw working on hobby projects and getting stuff done
>tfw school is hard but I'm actually keeping up for once
>Cloud Nothings - I'm Not Part of Me

Damn, I haven't felt this good in ages

>Listening to my favorite song when I find this thread
okay

>Feel no direction in my life, worried that I'm not going to get anything done or ever be happy by the time I die
>If I get a job I won't get anything done, create anything or contribute anything to be proud of I'll just be wasting most of my life working for somebody to pay the bills
>Scared I won't find good friends and a qt and have a family eventually
>Pissed off at myself for being a pathetic shut-in
>Try to convince myself it's not really my fault and that I'm actually a decent person but I know it's a lie
A-At least I'm getting swole

GY!BE - Antennas To Heaven

>>46455549
If it's just the music then get an mp3 player and go for a long walk or something. When I had a room mate and I was sick of him (all the time) I'd go wonder though smallish residential streets for a few hours at night listening to BoC and random jazz from sharethreads. I really enjoyed that time, I still do it sometimes even though I live alone now.

>>46455876
>>Try to convince myself it's not really my fault and that I'm actually a decent person but I know it's a lie
Hey there anon, there are a lot of awkward lonely people in the world, it doesn't make them bad people, it's just something you have to work on.

>anxious
>stressed
>depressed
>relieved
>bored
>happy

Fucking finals week. Dead Methany by Godspeed and the Black Emperors

>Have Mercy - Weak at the Knees
>tfw no bf

>In love, feeling good things with gf of 2 years
>Foxing-Friendly homes

>confused about my gf's feelings,bored of my lifestyle,feel like i need to apreciate things more

>don't have a favorite song but my favorite album right now is mariko goto's solo debut

>>46454027
Wow, your friends are shit. Sansa is literally the worst girl in GoT

>No grils who are actually interested in me beyond the point of friend. I guess it could be worse but it still sucks.
>Broken Social Scene - Canada vs America

>>46456958
>not reading the book
You gotta hang with it but Sansa becomes one of the best characters in the whole series.

>>46457094
iktf but despite the possible temptation, please for the love of god don't use the word friendzone. There is no surer way to mark yourself as a unlovable asshole.

>>46453975
Maaaaaatt!!

>have acne
>recurring, de_stroid it's ass once but came back because i got overly stressed out
>taking avelox and some other shit
>apparently that avelox pill made my joints swell
>hands and fingers stiff as shit
>can't play muh keyboards
:(

>>46457201
fav song atm is "la celula que explota" btw

I am slowly falling out of love with my girlfriend, my two best friends, my job, and the music I make. It's all drifting away from me and soon I'll be alone and emotionless and regretful

I'm listening to Far Side Virtual, my vinyl just arrived

>have to pick between two girls
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uzf2TulIBE8

>>46457322
man i know that feel
i used to think that was the best situation a dude could be in but it goes to the shit when you have feelings for one or both

>flat and not as intoxicated as I'd like to be
>Foetus - Hauss-On-Fah

>work with grill who probably likes me
>everyone at work claims she wants me
>even I think she might
>still won't ask her out
>half my time is spent wanting to see her, but then the other is spent self-loathing about how I won't ask her out when I finally do see her
>just stare at her bookface wanting to say something but instead just say "if she liked you, she would initiate every conversation ever. Totally"
>just want to stop being such a self-defeating asshole and just ask her out
Listening to Luv (Sic) Grand Finale.

>>46457322
put their names in alphabetical order
look at them
if you did this correctly, one will be before the other
choose that one

no need to thank me, I'm just doing my job

>>46457338
it's the worst

at least thomas pridgen's insane drumming is a distraction

>>46457352
the longer you wait, the less interested she is in you. if you are the guy that posted a this a couple days ago your times awasting, let that sink in.

>>46457352
>imbleying women initiate anything
hurry the fuck up she'll get tired and go get fucked by a guy that has the balls to step up.
you should just show up half drunk, that will get rid of your spaghetti.

>>46457352
Oh man, I know that feel so hard

>want to learn singing
>embarrased the other people in the classes will judge me

one day
one day ;-;

>>46457467
Can't you get a private teacher?

>tfw hate myself
>I Hate Myself - Caught in a Flood With the Captain of the Cheerleading Squad

>>46457396
I don't really even have that much spaghetti. I can talk and flirt fine, but the problem comes from actually asking a girl out. I'm just afraid I'll build up some confidence, and then bitch out next time I see her and just flirt with her some, say goodbye, and realize I fucked up again.

>>46457520
actually that's a good idea
but its hard to find private teachers alone, i speak out of experience obviously, a lot of them just do it for the extra cash to pay college and such and aren't real serious on their business, don't know of any that teaches singing.

>>46457467
>be in a band
>never want to sing
>recording ep, i need to sing on a song
>nervous as fuck, go up and do the take
>everyone including the engineer said it was prefect

just dot it man, unless you actually can't sing you will sound better than you think you possibly could

>>46457565
Do you live in a small town or something? I'm sure you can easily find an experienced voice teacher.

>>46457621
gonna try this august (can't fucken w8), going back to piano and will try singing too.

>>46457637
not in a small town, but most experienced musicians work as teachers in schools.
I think i'm just gonna man up and show up to a class.

>24
>still living with parents
>no license
>unemployed
>fat
>clinically depressed, social anxiety, chronic anxiety
>want to move out but no idea where to go
>tfw no french qt patrician gf

>>46457701
it's all about confidence dude, just don't think about it, go up and know you're gonna nail it

>almost done with finals and looking forward to a great summer
>O Superman by Laurie Anderson

>>46457782
thanks
i sure hope so

>tfw you realize you are a lot more depressed than you pretend you are
I just hate myself, man. Don't even know why. I was never bullied, never made fun of, nothing. But for some reason I just ended up thinking I am the worst human being alive.

>>46457892
ps

a twelve per person is the way to go, with an emergency bottle of wine

>>46457936
You're not.

>>46453435
>depressed as fuck, girl that I love is a Hoe that sleep with every one of my class except my
>car seat headrest - famous prophets (minds)

>>46457394
>if you are the guy
I might have been. I just don't know how to just do it, you know? Like, I wish I could just have someone else be me for five seconds and get it over with but I know I can't. I'm not a strong person.

>>46457966
>loving hoes

p o r q u e

>>46457953
People always tell me this, but I just think they are bullshitting me to make me feel better. Everyone has to hate me, or at the very least not like me.

>vaguely anxious, coming down from drinking a pot of coffee
>My Father's House-Bruce Springsteen

>>46457966
i think i know that feel

>tfw completed finals and ready for summer
currently listening to dandelion gum - added flavor

>>46457989
If they don't like you why would they try to make you feel better? You'll be alright man.

>>46458051
You can still pity someone despite not liking them.

>>46453435
>derealization for months
>dr octagon

>>46458063
I don't pity you. What's you're favourite song? (or a current favourite)

>>46457989
Well you being a such a little bitch does annoy people, you should seek help, do you have friends?
Sometimes you are your own worst judge, trust me, people barely care about you, unless you seriously damage people's life and affect them with negative shit towards them; people have their own problems, they don't have the time or energy to hate you.

>>46458096
I have two now, used to have more but I broke all contact with them. The thing is I am not really that depressing in real life. People just compliment me and if they find out how I really feel they claim it's so unbelievable. It's just, I don't believe them. As emo/edgy/whatever as it sounds, I legit just don't feel loved. From my family, to friends, to whoever, I just don't feel anyone really cares about me on a level other than just putting up with me and that I can never find someone who loves me. It's why anytime someone tells me a girl likes me, I just assume they are bullshitting to make me feel better, just like anything else. It's why every compliment I receive just makes me uncomfortable, to the point where I assume they are actually being sarcastic and saying the opposite.

>>46458091
Oh yeah Fergus I meant to say to you on last.fm (I'll say it soon enough anyway) that you live very close to me. In fact so close that you'll probably see me on the bus this morning!

>>46458231
what the fuck man

>>46458183
Hope this helps:

You should just make some changes in your life, drastically, start doing shit on your own, find a passion, do it and don't listen to anyone, don't wait for people to tell you this and that, that you are great, do things so YOU can realize you are capable of doing great things, we all are, you just have to find the right things, your talents; as far as women go, we all have attracted women and not realized it, one day, after one or a thousand fuck ups you will learn to identify when a girl likes you and you won't need for anyone to tell you.

>>46458231
I don't take the bus

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>>46458266
Damn I was hoping we could carpool to NMH, it's all good though!

>>46458282
I live pretty much in town (and apparently so do you) carpooling seems pretty unnecessary. Whereabouts do you live?

>>46458253
By the way man I'm only having a giggle.

>>46458309
me too m8 me too

>tfw Senna died on this day, 20 years ago.
>My Bloody Valentine - Sometimes

>>46458302
Navan Road friendo. That's why I said we take the same bus (most likely) as I have to take the 39a every morning. It was only a joke.

>>46458335
Ah right, I actually live and work in town. I take the 46a to go to college, but I'm on a years leave of absence because of some shit.

>>46458428
Sorry to hear mang, I'm sure it'll work itself out! You like the course thouh yeah?

>>46458444
I'm fucking grand now, loving life. The course is great, but it took me a bit of hopping round to find it. I just got sick of the sight of the place.

>>46458477
The main thing is you like it! I'm repeating the Leaving to get the course I want.

>>46458489
long as you end up where you want to be fucking go for it man. What are you trying for?

>>46458522
Medicine. One of the hardest courses to get, I'm doubting I'll get it this year again but sure I'm aiming for 550 and if I get that I'm content.

>>46458578
Yeah, that's a tough one. Good luck m8.

Well, I'm going to get breakfast. Not sure if it qualifies as that though, I've been up since 2 in the afternoon.

>went to a show with my roommate and a close friend of mine
>always had sexual tension, could be more then friends but I never pursued it because she's kind of young
>she brings her new bf to the show
>wtf am I actually jealous fuck I'm dumb
>at least I have whiskey
>destruction unit-god trip

>>46458671
Jaysus. Well enjoy it, see ya!

>going nowhere in life
>alcoholic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1VISLfRDfg

>sick with chest infection/flu, just want to smoke myself into a weed coma
>Cornerstone by Arctic Monkeys

I wish I was dead I'm so alone and I can't solve my problems

Russian Circles- Campaign

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63pDGJ-32Kg

>have qt3.14 black gf
>feel loved for the first time since ex cheated on me and left in august
>gonna graduate in a week and a half, however
>feels p.good man

Boards of Canada - From one source all things depend

>numb and complacent
>can't find the energy/inspiration to go beyond noodling around on my instruments but grow more and more aggravated with self for not doing anything musically
>shit tier restaurant host job
>losing interest in life in general every day and feeling caught between a rock and a hard place of letting my family down due to my lack of worth but reluctant to kill self because of what it might put my family through
>feeling like a whiny cunt
>Death In June - Daedalus

>>46458783
>tfw no money to send self into coma

>>46458809
she's not black, she's melanin-enriched

>>46458885
Lel

>I probably should do more Physics than Maths at this moment but Maths are much more fun to do.
>Tom Waits - Black Wings

>>46459001
i had a dark skin gf once.

mixed with mexican and arab. when we had sex i wanted to throw up because of the color of her skin. please god send me a asian qt3.14

>>46459141
U got terrible taste in women son