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>tfw asked girl out
>"sorry anon, you're such a great friend..."
>okay
>don't talk to her for a few days, afraid to text her and make things even more awkward
>finally texts me
>realize that i accepted it really quickly
>completely over it
>still good friends
>listening to Andrew Jackson Jihad
Goddamn I feel good

bump

>>39240487
Listening to The Glow Part 2 for my feelsidote.

>>39240559
I love this feeling. A big nope and move on to the next one, anon.

>>39240680
Good luck with your studies anon.

>>39240730
Thanks, anon.
>tfw type captcha
>tfw accidentally click it
>tfw have to type a new captcha

>tfw have band practice after 6 moths
> missing one person
>start jamming
>play swans type noise rock
>start writing
>everything is comeing along nicely
>planning to be ready for shows in 2 and half months
>planning to try and get an ep done early 2014
>feels good
>tfw no gf ruins it all

>>39240849
>tfw no band
>tfw no gf
>tfw no life
>tfw i shouldnt even exist

>>39240849
Having no gf in your situation is ideal. You can dedicate more time to your music, which is what it takes. gfs never approved of my bands.

>>39240559
>tfw i did the same
>tfw she noticed how vulgar I was in general despite knowing each other for years and dodges the question
>tfw she begins to ignore me for 5 months
>she texts me one day saying that she was a bitch and I cave and forgive her
>tfw she only wanted closure since we graduated
>tfw not on speaking grounds anymore

and that's why you don't risk it

>>39240451
Not music.

I want to believe you fuckers will learn some day, but that's a pipe dream.

>>39240849
>tfw friend i want to start a band with and could actually make pretty good music with is moving away next month

>gf who is head over heels for me and I am the same
>can't sing for the life of me, but can write some decent lyrics
>no band or even attempt to start one
>borderline alcoholic and drinking now with work at 6 a.m.
>is life worth living general

I got a qt gf right?!?!

fuck guys, why is james blake so good.

i can't even.

like, he's one of the few doing something innovative in music anymore. i feel like he doesn't get enough recognition.

>those isolation feels

>>39240932
With all our schedules we can only meet once a week so I still have time left for a gf

all the qts I know dig swans and shit

>>39240912
hold on man, it gets better

>>39241043
thatsucks.jpg

>tfw you meet a qt3.14 and begin hanging out with her
>Become close with qt
>She tells you that she's not looking for a relationship
>ok with it
>ask her to do vocals in a noise rock/post punk band you're forming
>begin to slowly hate her and despise yourself for ever liking her
>too unsocial to deal with the other musicians
>stop talking to them all and let the band die

>>39241043
iktf, bro. My music buddy is still in high school and I have to leave him this week.

>>39241044
Yes, of course life is worth living. You're just learning that a qtgf doesn't equal total happiness. Find ways to keep yourself interested in life. Tell your qt you love her.

>>39240451
>Paki
>tfw wish I was German, Norweigan, Dutch, Belgian, Danish, Swiss, or French

>tfw spent the whole summer depressed and didn't do anything productive
>tfw I didn't even watch any new anime or play video games or explore any new genres of music, I just spent all day on the internet
>tfw summer's coming to an end
>tfw i'm a talentless failure
>tfw I've wasted my entire life and I never do anything right

>tfw started getting deprssed and ignoring my friends' texts
>tfw instead decided to show my friend new music today

It went better than expected.

>>39241054
I know just the feel for this...
>feelrelated

>>39241082
Oh, I feel you. At least you know some qts who like Swans. Wish I could say the same!

>>39241088
Sorry your qt got in the way of your band. I hate when I see someone get Yoko'd.

>>39241119
Do you feel, Anon?
We tell each other we love each other daily. I just have this shitty creativity I don't know how to release.

>tfw family friend died
>tfw don't cry, don't feel anything but blood slows down a little bit, doesn't drop
>tfw wondering again if sociopath
>tfw too afraid of being locked up to ever get tested

>>39241142
you again?

who cares? technically speaking you're a caucasoid. i'd kill to bang beautiful indian girls without the guilt of betraying my race.

>>39241154

It's not really her. I'd be fine with her doing vocals. It's just that I'm too much of a social recluse to stay in a band.

>>39241190
yeah but im not european

if i were born european i wouldn't be a big failure

>>39241154
>tfw you wish you had his hair

>>39241156
Try to channel your creativity in a way that involves your qt.

>>39241204
Maybe you're just not with the right people for this particular band. I know when I've been in a band with my best friends before, I'm always much more creative and eager to get out and play.

>>39241154
like its pretty cool but one im on awkward terms with because we both had a thing for each other and all that came out of it was mutual disliking and now we are back on awkward terms. The other I barely know but I think she may have a thing for me I kinda have one for her but like I don't know what to do.

I thought I would get over this bullshit after highschool

>>39241228
>tfw you have hair like that, but don't want it.

>>39241228
>>39241271
>tfw take a picture of james blake to haircut place and haircut lady tells me I look like him

t-thanks

>>39240559
No you're not, deep down you still love her. Your brain, evolutionarily speaking, can't process the fact that you can enjoy an apt female's company so much and not want her as a mate.

Welcome to the world of the friend zone, leave while you can.

>>39241254
These things never end, anon.
Personally, I say go for the 2nd qt who you're unsure about. Take a chance and see where it goes.

>>39241299
>take a picture of james blake to haircut place
I did this

>>39241299
>>39241321
>tfw same exact hair as james blake, but can't dress for shit.

is it time to go to /fa/?

>>39241054
>tfw his dubstep days blow skream out of the water

>>39241314
I am planning to but like fuck, I dont see her all that often and I think she might be dating my friend but I dont know. Fuck I hate this shit.

>>39241348
yes

>>39241321
first haircut I've been happy with

>tfw no gf

>tfw listening to letting off the happiness alone at night
>tfw you are reading the insert and you get to the part near the end of touch were the added "(You are new and near now to someone you used to love when you were young; when all was gold and you two touched and felt the flutter underneath your skin. You stood in glowing rooms, the light dripping from both of you. And nothing since has felt as radiant or real.)"
>tfw you start crying harder then you have in months

>>39241391
>tfw crying yourself to sleep are the only nights you sleep soundly

>tfw started going on /r/nofap to quit masturbating
>tfw failed

>tfw when you pass the last month alone listening music and read books
>tfw i cant even talk with my mom about anything
>tfw the saturday i drink some beers with my best friend and this awkward silence appears everytiem
>tfw im probably depressed

>>39241485
I recc Pavement - Slanted & Enchanted for this feel.

>tfw you will never be a qt girl that gets to try on all sorts of different qt clothes and find a qt shy bf that goes on /mu/

seriously though why are men's clothes so shit-tier in comparison
I just want to wear a polka dot skirt
h-hold me

>>39241119
>iktf, bro. My music buddy is still in high school and I have to leave him this week.
Literally did this exact same thing this week. Left for college. I hope to meet with him again soon though.

> parents got a new puppy and kitten while I was away at college for the summer
> tfw when I came back on Friday and have spent all weekend playing with them both

9/10 comfy.

>>39241564

Nothing is stopping you from wearing a skirt anon.

>>39241564
bradford cox knows this feel

>tfw about to turn 21 but still feel like a dumb teen
>tfw everyone's growing up except you

>>39241587
It's shitty. Me & that little guy make great electro psych pop. He's a genius, I fucking swear. He actually got me into NMH a few years ago.

>>39241564
>pic related

>>39241602
Maybe you should delete your 'feel' folder and stop browsing 4chan. Make an effort with your life, no one else can make you change.

>>39241602
oh dude,i know that feel,bro
evryone did someone with their lifes and im here,trying to finish fucking high school.

>>39241671
its not so easy,Anon.

>tfw friend convinced you not to do it

>>39241733
n-not to do what, anon

>>39241733
telling your friends then not doing it just makes it a cry for help m81

>>39241768
this

>>39241671
Come on, anon. Don't be so judgmental. Because either a) You're younger than him and don't know where you'll be at that point in your life or b) You're older, in which case see your own post, I suppose.

Nothing wrong with feeling once in a while, but you need a social life, too, I agree.

>tfw I get extreme discomfort from being in any social situation.
>tfw girls like me but I'm too afraid to do anything.
>tfw I know I'm acting stupid but my anxiety won't stop

>>39241804
I come here for music discussion, not to circle jerk with a bunch of strangers about how lonely I am. If the poster above feels like a dumb teen, that's because he's acting like one.

>tfw Leonard Cohen will likely die in the next 10 years.

this gif encapsulates my clichéd, faggoty and insubstantial emotional sphere.

>>39241928
i get so sad when I realize all my favorite musicians will die in my lifetime

>>39241918
cool assumptions m8
if you don't like this thread then ignore it, minimize it, and go about your day

>>39241960
not necessarily, anon :)

>>39241952
Fuck...

>tfw had a gf recently
>tfw dating is just a huge game
>girls want you to make them sad and then happy again over and over
>if you don't do this they get really bored and shit
>you can't just be nice to your gf and hang out and do fun stuff

>tfw the only way you can be social is if you're drunk

On a good note, I'm about to go back to school too... this time with a girlfriend.

>tfw ex broke my heart over the first month of summer
>tfw rise out of that sadness with a gf before this hot summer ends

>tfw ex gf is going to college soon and I miss her so much
>tfw listening to pavement

thats all I gotta say. dammit man.

>>39241982
10/10 Chuckled

>>39242006
Don't generalize so much, anon. Ive been in the same position as you, and I know it seems that way. but there are nice qts out there. You just have to find them.

>>39242018
#based

>>39242076
So based, I had to work for this girl but it was work with great reward.

>tfw see this feel thread
>tfw start to feel the no gf feels
>tfw all I want to do is listen to Smashing Pumpkins and Motorama and watch cartoons because it fills the void

What I wouldn't do for a qt with the same interests as me. I don't think I'll ever find anyone like that, and that's what gives me the feels.

>>39242111
trips confirm she's a real qt.

>>39242113
Sometimes I have this feel too, but then I tell myself that finding someone with completely different interests is twice as interesting as finding a female Me.

>>39242113
>wanting to find someone with similar interests
>tfw the last thing you want is this because you hate yourself and if you had to spend more than ~30 minutes alone with yourself in a room you would try to crush your skull on the floor
need some recs for proper self-hatred

>>39242148
She's very hot. She's a foreign exchange student too.

>tfw qt just moved in the apartment across from me
there are only two apartments in this building

>>39242006
>you can't just be nice to your gf and hang out and do fun stuff

fuck. that feel.
but hey, there are probably lots of girls out there who are like regular people , might as well keep looking.

pic unrelated

>tfw your gf gives you a bj and then kisses you with your cum in her mouth

I'm afraid if I tell her to stop she's gonna be like "Oh but you expect me to fill my mouth with your cum every time?"

>>39240451
>tfw meet and drunkenly make out with professional singer who lives a few doors down
>tfw go on date with curvy dorky hippy knitter
>tfw play at an open mic for first time
>tfw start painting and reading for the first time in forever

>tfw i like these feels

>>39242290
Time to make her bake her a cake anon :)

>>39242313
My ex used to spit it back into my mouth and tell me to swallow. If you don't like it from the start, you might eventually

>>39242317
good on you, dude (I'm assuming dude...)

good feels

>tfw cant move on

>tfw instead of pushing away your friends during your depression you texted them back

Everything felt better than expected.

>>39242313
>>39242366

I used to love this. So fucking hot

>>39241044
Of course it is, man. I can't sing either but I try to anyway because fuck letting someone else sing my songs, my advice is to just sing them anyway. Singing out your feelings can really make you feel a lot better about everything as well, anon.

>at least you got dubs

>>39242425
>tfw you did this but it doesn't help and you haven't said anything to them for the last 2 years

>>39242407
i know this feel.

listen to some albini (big black, shellac, rapeman) and jesus lizard, and beefheart, because you'll never feel shittier than that album. even burzum if you're trve kvlt. it helped me tons, and now I like noise rock.

>>39242452
>tfw did it because I felt I had to embrace my suffering like raskolonikov

>>39242482

I will man, I've never gotten into that kinda stuff but I've always wanted to. I'm currently listening to Pavement and feeling hard

>tfw no more concerts this summer
>tfw going back to school in a week
>tfw campus is 40 miles from the nearest city

>>39242317
Nice feels, buddy.

>>39242429
Snowball?

>>39242482
Good advice, I second it.
>tfw listening to Burzum now

>>39242520
>tfw he was handsome, smart and generally intriguing
i'm not, are you?

>>39240451
>tfw seeing artist you love going down
stop pls ;-;

>>39242594
i'm just as crazy, does that count?

>tfw your friend's band got signed to a label
>tfw happy for him but also jealous af

>>39241897
dat pic, man
>tfw i talk to people that way all the time
>tfw i really don't mean to
>tfw it's just the way i respond when people i don't know well talk to me
>tfw thats probably why i can't make new friends

>>39242632
sorry, no :(

you should have at least one of his redeeming features for it to work out.

>>39242603
whats that picture

>>39242639
ask if he needs a touring musician lel

>tfw depression and anxiety are causing you to slowly lose your mind

haven't slept in almost 3 days, cant stop thinking, i want to cry but i cant.

>>39242665
Dads
at least the drummer
i forget his name all the time

>>39242686
>tfw not good enough to even be considered

>>39241305
>believing in the friendzone
top lel

>>39242663
>tfw lied to make you feel better

I'm decently attractive and intelligent. Iceing on the cake is that I have a tortured past from an abusive household for the biddies to uncover. Now I feel a bragging asshole, I'm sorry anon.

>tfw hate all the pieces of shit in my HS
>tfw summer alone
>tfw like this 1 qt whos kind of a loner like me
>tfw she probably doesn't have any interest in me anyways
>tfw never had a conversation with her
>tfw too depressed to get potentially rejected
>tfw listening to archangel by Burial

>>39242724
John Bradley. He's fucking fat in that pic ahahahahahahahahahha

>>39242603
Please don't tell me Dads are going to break up. I only saw them once.

>>39242736
is the friendzone basically the girl just keeping you as a "break in case of no man ever loving me" glass?

>tfw missing Chelsea Wolfe and Melt-Banana because the shows are 19+

>tfw you'll never be on your lawn on a warm summer day, in a lawn chair with your best friend, your girlfriend, and his girlfriend, listening to Sweet Road while drinking lemonade and playing catch on the grass
H-hold me...

I'm listening to fun. right now and I realized how much /mu/ loved their debut album and now they can't say they like them because it ruins their indie cred.

>>39242703
iktfb

Time for a story!

>tfw girl broke up with me over the summer.
>was infatuated with her, took a while to get over her
>month or so later, friend's "cuddle buddy" breaks off, fucks one of my other friends
>said friend she fucked said he thought about asking her out
>one night I go to take that girl to her place since a friend of her's was drunk
>we kill time at mine since she left her key at the house. Suddenly, she starts cuddling with me
>out of all that I know she was doing, I was surprisingly okay with it
>I told my previous friend about it. He was disappointed, but he forgave it because he sees me as a brother to him
>girl and I get together more. Week later, we had the sex
>find out after how partician her taste in music was over my previous girl
>spend our nights telling each other about bands we may/may not know and sending songs on Spotify

im_okay_with_this.mov

>>39242737
fuk u, anon. ur a gay.

>all these high school feels

I, for one, liked concealing my identity to have decent conversations with adults.

Oh boy, a serious feel thread.
There's something i've been meaning to get off my chest for a while.
>be me a month ago
>at my dad's cabin in east Idaho
>driving the truck to go get sawhorses and logs so we can build benches
>beautiful sunny day
>our fat dog is laying in the backseat
>listening to the Freewheeling Bob Dylan and having a great time
>after a while my dad's phone rings
>i turn down A Hard Rain's a Gonna Fall
>my dad sits in silence and eventually says "uh-huh, yeah, thanks. bye"
>everythings silent for a while except for the music
>finally ask who it was
>it was my uncle (he's super fucking close with my dad)
>he says my cousin (who's super close with me) had her baby today three months premature
>she's 1 pound 8 ounces
>tfw nobody knew if the baby was going to live another week
>tfw nobody knew if my cousin was going to be ok
>tfw driving through the woods and Bob Dylan sings "I saw a newborn baby with wild wolves all around it"
>tfw almost break down in front of my dad
I'm still scared about them, /mu/

>>39242795
>having a patrician girlfriend
I couldn't handle the stress
>Hey anon, did you hear the new album from [BAND]
>N-no...
>Oh.

>>39242728
I know that feel. I wonder how hard it would be to become a touring musician. I guess you gotta know the band you want to play for.

>tfw contemplating spending the next few years mastering my instrument to try to become a touring musician/starting a music career

>>39242795
>having sex after one week
>having sex before marriage

>>39242838
>caring about cousins

how does it feel to he a decent human being, anon?

>>39242838
if ur feel is not solipsistic ur feel is shit

>>39242838
Why do you give a shit about your cousin?

>>39242888
Trips Confirm

>>39242838
ugh this makes my feels look pitiful
I hope you and your family stay strong anon

>>39242933
#edgy

>tfw still listening to all of James Blake's discography
>tfw still loving it

>>39242888
>mfw I went to stay at my friend's apartment last night and ended up fucking his neighbor. Don't know anything but her first name, never even got her number.

>>39242933
She's a nice person and we had a lot of fun together when we were little.
Plus, this happened right after her brother just came home after being in Africa for two years, so their whole family's going through a lot of shit right now.

>tfw you went to so many great shows this summer but all you can think of are the ones you missed

Gotta get it off my chest.

>fall in love with girl over the internet
>spend countless hours taking to her over skype
>finally tell her, she says she doesnt feel that way about me and whats even worse, she decided to pursue a relationship with someone else over the internet
>never really had a gf or felt that kind of connection with anyone
>decide to vanish and go on with my life
>not a day goes by that I dont think about her
I've moved on for the most part, but I still feel feels, i am a loner after all, i dont really open up to anyone, but i let her in all the way, it hurt me bad.

>>39243005
Then how will you be able to differentiate genuine feelings of love, and enjoying the company of someone platonically from lusting for them? It just seems so wrong.

>tfw thank God for church groups with Virgin qt's

>>39242069
I know, pavement sucks.

>>39243087
pavement is the entry level of entry level. first sign someone's new to /mu/ when they bring em up.

>tfw I know this because I did three years ago thinking I was cool

>>39240559

Congratulations. You’re in the friend zone. You’ve found an attractive woman with whom you share many commonalities. You have two important factors firmly in your favor: comfort and rapport.

Now this is how you fuck her.

Mainly you have to work on attraction. Start by making yourself unattainable. Cut off contact with her. Don’t call her, text her, email her or answer if she tries to contact you. If you do this for about a month it gives her plenty of time to reevaluate your role in her life. The longer you go without doing her favors the less she’ll associate you with that “friend” role.

In that time work on picking up other women. Go out every single night if you can. Make sure you go to places where your mutual friends will see you with a variety of women. If you can manage to be seen with a different woman every night, do it.

The best environment to reunite with her would a social gathering, preferably with women you’ve had sex with. She’ll be able to figure out this fact without being explicitly informed. Bragging is chode. It lowers your value.

The most important thing to remember is to get her in state and physically escalate quickly. Hopefully by now you know how to close solidly. Physical intimacy will get you out of the friend zone fast, but buyers remorse can completely destroy any relationship you have with her platonic or otherwise.

The formula I outlined above is just a guide to help a person stuck on a girl get over it and fuck her.

>>39243068
I've felt love before. It's great and all, but sometimes you just need to get laid. Hell, I had sex with a church group virgin qt once myself. Sex is a viable channel of emotional expression.

>>39242786
>you will never go on a carefree nature expedition with deak geo avey and panda
>tfw panda and geo have parental responsibilities
>tfw avey has divorce scars
>tfw when they'll never make something that happy again

Stay pure, my sweet prince. Never change ;_;

>>39243057

Watch this video, anon. It's only 11min

Will turn you into an alpha instead of a bitch made beta caring about ONE girl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdnYedTpToA

>>39243139
Damn, anon. Not that guy, but that's a hell of a plan.

>>39243178

>>39243139
thanks anon! imma try it

>>39243139
>>39243196
tiny penis.

>Wayne Coyne will never be your dad

>>39242762
I wish
i just dont want them to be tainted with the whole them getting popular as fuck.

>>39242795
livin the lief
lucky fucker

>tfw black puerto rican
>tfw act white
>tfw the white girls dont want me because act white
>the black girls want someone white
kill me now

>you will never have a bitch to offer

>>39243231

beta boy

>tfw I'm aware I'm destroying/wasting my life but I don't have the motivation to do anything about it or the guts to kill myself
>all I do is stay up all night and wake up late in self-loathing, wondering why I'm still alive

>>39243231
look at the doge

>>39243266
just a friendly suggestion, not saying you're doing anything wrong, but maybe try acting like yourself instead? :)

>>39243057
it's too real anon

>>39243266
>wanting an amazing band to break up to preserve your indie cred
You are the worst person.

>>39243289
This is literally you. I'm sorry you were unable to have sex before the age of 25.

>>39243354
He's just peacocking, I don't see what the big deal is.

>tfw nothing in life makes you happy anymore
>tfw music is the last thing that makes you feel any sort of emotion
>tfw its slowly dying
>tfw want to die every day

>>39243379
>peacocking
He's a human not a bird, and to imply that a strong, powerful, individual woman would be as stupid as a bird to fall for that retardedness is insulting and a bit rapey.

>>39243317
i do, well, i think i am. im 19 and im going throught WHO AM I phase
it blows
Im working on that, thanks for worrying anon.
>>39243333
they're going big man
they inevitable is comiiing

>>39243333
nice quads

>tfw gf
>tfw she likes Swans, Spiritualized, mbv, HANL, fucking Merzbow
>She comes and sees me after work nearly everyday, and I get off at around 9pm
>We watch old and awful Sci-Fi and horror movies together, it's hilarious and we both really enjoy it
>Suddenly, life seems good again
These are some good feels, I need some feel good music for >tfw gf, I realized I listened to mostly depressive stuff. Thanks in advance, hope you guys are having a nice sunday night

>>39243435
the*
i love dads too much to see them destroying the whole scene thanks to hot-topic

>>39243444
katrina and the waves, smashmouth, the list could go on...

>>39243444
trips confirm you will have a long, happy relationship with your qt.

>tfw horrible social anxiety so I didnt sign up for college this semester

I don't know what to do. HS was hell for me. I skipped classes when we had to present projects.

>>39243444
The Microphones - It Was Hot, We Stayed in the Water

>>39243495
Get a job.

>>39243565
I'm trying.

>>39243196
fucking great video

>>39243416
>>>/S/hitRedditSays

>tfw my eyes don't shed tears, but, boy, they bawl when i think about ya...

>walking with a friend
>my other friend who I'm into, sees my friend and talks to him
>tfw doesn't even look at me

>back at school for summer classes
>ex-gf of a few months is also here taking summer classes, but she doesn't know I'm also here
>tfw afraid of running into her

It's a big campus and I haven't seen her in the two weeks I've been here, so I think I'm in the clear, right?

>>39243594
You don't have to be social if you don't want to. Go to a commuter school if it's really that big of a problem. Drive into the school, take your classes, drive back home.

Personally, you will find someone in a normal college setting who feels like you do. Trust me, just give the semester a chance.

>>39243565

>live in suburban wasteland
>go to college in suburban wasteland
>people are boring
>closest friends worth talking to are hours away
>there is nothing to do cant even innanature, even meh-tier nature is hours away
>life seemingly becoming more pointless every day
>gotta stiff-upper-lip it about depression when on break with friends and family

>>39243680
no

>>39243817

Oh

Oh no

>>39243680

you might be okay, I'm in the same boat but came into the same proximity of ex a few times but was not seen. Had to jump over a fence once. Bad Breakup that was my fault and I don't want to find out what would happen if she got the chance to talk to me.

>>39243680
Doesn't matter how long you've been there, it'll always be a possibility. Sorry m8 but that's the way the cookie crumbles

>>39240451
>drunk as fuck
>decided to shave head again (had been growing it out)
>buzz all over
>put on Black Flag's Jealous Again EP
>feel like a 19 year old hardcore kid again

I think I've transcended >tfw no gf.

I think I've just accepted it. I don't really have a desire to get one anymore. I just care about doing well in school and my hobbies and friends.

I'm still getting them end of summer feels, but it feels lighter than with >no gf.

>>39243939
It's not something you transcend. It will be with you your whole life. Unless you get a gf of course.

>>39243939
did you just watch the video too
im thinking the same thing right now

>tfw so many albums to buy and so little money

>>39243896

Oh I know there's a definitely possibility of running into her during the school year, and I don't mind that. I'm just worried about running into her during summer session for the next few weeks.

>>39243991
Why would that be worse?

It's been over six months since I got dumped and I'd still probably die if I saw her.

>>39241166
If you were a sociopath, you wouldn't care about being a sociopath. Depression leads you to have strange emotional reactions to things in your life. Seek help anon.

>>39243969
Which video?

>>39243967
I've just stopped caring. Realized it's not as big of a deal as people say it is. I'm more interested in learning new things than getting a girlfriend.

It might come back again, but it'll be less of a sharp pain and more of a dull ache.

>>39244020
the oneitis video
>>39243196

>>39244020
confirmedfor useless beta. Get a goddamned girlfriend. Or get laid. Do something. Shit.

>tfw im chatting with a total QT and it's going great for once
>tfw she's 2 states over and there's little chance we'll ever meet face to face

>tfw gf
>we spend way too much time together and I'm starting to get tired of her
>friends abandoned me because I'm always busy with her, work, or school
>always been the type of person who enjoys being alone
>not sure if dumping her and getting back to putting all my time and effort into my career would make me happy or if it's just a case of the grass always being greener on the other side
>listening to Daniel Johnston and loving it

>>39244007

Because I'm not nearly as busy during summer session as I am during the regular school year, so compounded with more time to move on from the relationship, I'll have more on my mind to worry about than just being afraid of running into her. Or at least that's the way I see it. Who knows, maybe down the line, I'll still worry about running into her. Only thing I can do in the mean time is listen to James Blake and Van Morrison (or at least that's what I'm doing now).

>tfw crippling social anxiety
>huge crush on girl while in high school
>we're friendly with each other, talk in the hallway every now and then
>figure she's out of my league
>people tell me she feels the same way without me telling them how i feel
>ask her out freshman year
>says her parents won't let her go out with anyone yet
>somewhat believable, because she's number one in the class
>ask her out again senior year
>date goes terribly
>never hang out again
>confide in a friend a year later that i still have feelings for her, as dumb as that sounds
>week later get a text from her, says she texted the wrong number, but that we should hang out and drink sometime
>say alright, but never do
>still cringe whenever i hear her name
>get angry whenever someone talks about her derogatorily
>have a recurring dream where i look down at my phone and see she called
>try to call back, but she never picks up

>>39244124
I lost it at the dream. That is terrible. Stay strong, anon.

>>39244069
Why?

Not caring makes my life so much easier than it was beforehand. I don't need a gf to validate my existence.

>be me, 18
>love Taylor Swift's music, and Taylor Swift herself
>hear she's announced her Australian tour of Speak Now
>save up money as best I can
>tickets get released and buy the best ticket I can, with it, I get to meet Taylor Swift herself
>go to concert
>go to VIP area
>go inside
>meet the one, the only, the winner of nearly 300 music industry awards, who released 4 critically acclaimed albums and nearly 30 singles by the time she was 23 (she had only released 3 critically acclaimed albums, and closer to 25 singles at this time)
>say hi
>she says hi
>get her to sign things
>fall to my knees in front of her
>pull out my great-grandmother's engagement ring
>'Taylor, will you marry me?'
>um... no, sorry
>she gives me a hug and I leave
This was the best, yet saddest moment of my life.

>>39244124
With you anon. Waking up from the dream is always the worst fucking part. Honestly ruins the rest of my day.

>>39244177
Now this is just sad

>>39244177

I really hope this is made up for the lulz.

OP, great thread. I'm out for the night. Stay Classy, mu. See you soon.

>>39244124
>>have a recurring dream where i look down at my phone and see she called
>>try to call back, but she never picks up
I'mnotgoingtocryI'mnotgoingtocryI'mnotgoingtocry
Fuck.

>college starting back a week from monday
>can only handle 2 classes at university
>going 4 days a week
>going to physical therapy 3 times a week
>was stupid enough to schedule for friday
>pleb music
>no one to share it with

>tfw got a job that requires me to wear a suit but I spent all my money on a new banjo so I showed up in a mismatched sports coat and grey trousers
>boss threatens to fire me if I don't "come back with a real suit"
>can't afford a suit without the job
>can't keep the job without a suit

I told this motherfucker that he's creating a Catch-22 for me and he fired me for giving him lip. Fucker was on a power trip. But now I'm unemployed again.

>getting my wisdom teeth out in the morning
>can't eat anything
>starving
>have left over dominos in the fridge

>>39244124
>tfw I fucked it up with a girl
>senior year in HS
>she has been dating this guy for 2 years
>they have a bad break up
>she was really friendly to me so I start walking to her
>she adds me on facebook, I get her #
>we meet up one night and walk around then chill at the park. I make her laugh a lot and we have a good time.
>we do this a few time
>I'm too pussy to ask her on a real date or make a move
>she gets back with ex
>she invites me to her grad party a week or so later
>they seem happy together and it crushes my soul
>we all get drunk
>she grinds on his dick hard as hell and they are up against a car dry humping
>I'm sitting in a chair on my 8th beer drinking a cigarette
>go home wasted
>never see her again

>>39244301

>can only handle 2 classes at university
>going to physical therapy 3 times a week

Get your shit together you weak fuck. Stop being a pussy. You live in a developed country in the 21st century and have access to the internet, your life is easy-mode.

>see a friend on line for a show
>mentions that he was at a show I was at two weeks earlier
>say I didn't see him there
>was right on the rail that night
>he tells me he didn't see me either, but when he went to a music blog to check out pictures, I was all over them
>go to music on my phone
>I'm in like six pictures
>I look like a retard in all of them (it was a punk show and I got really into it, if that helps you visualize it)
Fuck.

You guys are all fucking stupid and pathetic. Do something with your life instead of whining about it on 4chan. Your problems aren't even bad, you're all just whiny, bratty, spoiled, sheltered little children

Hey /mu/. Been listening to this on repeat for god knows how long. Enjoy.

http://youtu.be/KnHJR9auE3o

>>39244411
I just double checked; I'm actually in four pictures and only look like a retard in three of them.

Still too many

>>39244450

>>39244177
Not as depressing, but a bit depressing and a continuation of this.
>be me, now
>Taylor Swift announced her Red tour
>I predict she'll bring it to Australia again, so I start saving for the most expensive ticket for another chance at happiness
>she announces she's bringing it to Aus
>4 stadium shows in Melbourne, Sydney, Perth, Brisbane
>no Adelaide
>look at buying flights to Melbourne
>I can't afford to take that time off in December to go to Melbourne
>I can't see Taylor Swift because she's not bringing it to Adelaide
Why do you do this to me, Taylor? I try to show you nothing but love, and at every turn you hurt me. I love you, Taylor, why can't you see? Why can't you see that you belong with me?

>>39243807
Duuude I know that feel. Why don't you move somewhere you want to live?

>>39244434
we are feeling, not whining.

>>39244475
...you should link them

>>39244495
Dude just start your own band. Only way to bang her. Go to /x/ they have tutorials on how to join the illuminati.

>>39244450
I love Blackfield. Such a lovely song.

>new qt gf tells me she doesn't really know who i am
>we've known each other for a few months now so i take it personally
> says I'm an asshole for making it an issue and that she doesn't want to ever talk to me again
> see her sad for the first time, she walks away without saying a word
> I'm left there calling her name to no response, feel like the scum of the earth because she is right.
I've already fucked up two relationships with perfect qts, i wish i wasn't such a shitty person. Everyone likes me till they get to know me.

>>39244495
top tier kek

>>39244590
I really don't want to.

>>39244599
I don't want to bang her. I want to let her love me.
I want to be with her, I want to devote myself to her, I want her to let me worship her, I want to be one with her.
And yes, after our beautiful white wedding, on our wedding night, I want to make love with her, only if she is completely willing and equally inclined to the relations. And on that night, we will conceive our first child of many.

>>39243266
That's a really good album

Nice taste, anon.

>>39244553

I really should, though I'm kinda fucked in the finance department.

>>39244662
screencapping and sending to Taylor

>>39244619
Kinda funny, I just finished watching that episode of Workaholics.

>That feeling when I killed my best friend thirteen years ago and totally got away with it, and the guilt has been eating away at me ever since to the point that my depression has now taken on the embodiment of physical and psychological pain making it nearly impossible for me to leave my house, and have been gradually losing connections with everyone in my life since around 2007, and can't help but think all this stems from that day in August, 2000. Very, very long story short; It's fucked up.

>>39241928
>implying Leonard Cohen isn't immortal

>tfw you don't really know if you're capable of having a relationship anymore because you don't want to open up to anyone for fear that you'll just get hurt again

>tfw too black for the white kids too white for the black

>tfw you can almost never relate to anybody including your family

>>39244754
Well, I guess in a way he is, since he'll never be forgotten.