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no

No

When I started listening hip hop I stopped being an autistic asspie

Only by means of motivating me to try new things and seeing things in a different light

nah

I don't think so.

I don't think so. But, thinking better, i become more arrogant.

yes, last night actually.

I made my first friend in my life via work

we hung out last night. he has a music room with a bunch of equipment.

We jammed and he said i was good.

he wants to start a project

>Mfw i have a friend
>Mfw i can record all these songs i have
>mfw awesome music equipment

Not that I know of, no.

>>32929053
you're so stupid
stop romanticizing music it's just music

>>32929253
When did he imply it changed his life?
He was only asking.

>>32929179

making a new friend is a glorious feel

Yes, I think so. Had a near complete 180 in attitude when I started getting into a different genre.

It could have just been a soundtrack to a development I was going to go through regardless, and I guess that's more likely, but I don't know. I can't know.

no, but when my life changed, I changed of music.
I mean, music doesn't change your life, but your life change your music

>>32929179
that's awesome man

Yes, it gave me the inspiration to start a band, now I have a goal in life and am happier because of it.

>>32929179
im really happy for you anon :3

yes
when i was young i decided to learn the cello and discovered that i had a certain aptitude for it and a real passion for music. i played in youth orchestras and chamber ensembles and quickly grew beyond my peers although my technique was slightly off but nonetheless i had a gift for the more interpretative side of it and my slightly askew idiosyncratic technique somehow worked well enough for me to able to confidently perform shit like the elgar and schumann and first shostakovich cello concertos and the brahms sonatas and basically anything i was interested in
so i went to a private school that my parents paid for because they were so proud of their son and his talent and then from there onto a prestigious music college convinced that i was going to become a famous classical musician

however as i encountered my peers at these institutions i realised that i simply was not as good as them and all of my passion and enthusiasm could not make up for the fact that my left wrist was pathologically bent in such a way as to make certain technical feats impossible and everyone was fucking amazing and i became cripplingly insecure and afraid of performance. coupled with an innate laziness and unwillingness to do the necessary practise to overcome my technical issues and my inner demons i flunked out, barely finishing my degree with a 2:2

inept at the social networking necessary to make it in the professional world and with no desire to touch my instrument again, i resigned myself to a life of working dead end call centre jobs which is what i do now, a broken shell of a human being too cowardly to commit suicide

>tfw just killed a thread with my depressing life story
oh well, felt good to get it off my chest

>>32929179
Right on, man. Hope things go well with that.

you dont have to depress others as well as yourself

Music gives direction to my ideas, to my mind, it silences the chatter a bit and allows me to focus a bit more into developing my philosophy, I think of it as a wide river with many currents and canals. You hop from one to the other at times, other times one current leads you some place and then another current leads you to an entirely different place. Eveything I do that stimulates my imagination sufficiently and flips my inner monologue switch certainly changes who i am relatively fast, for instance, I am not the same person I was 1 year ago when i didn't listen to any sort of electronic music.

I am pleased that I have such a vast taste in music, it allows me to have different scenarios and considerations up in my head.

>>32929179

I became straight edge after listening to some sXe bands, lasted 4 years. Until I actually tried beer.

listening to Layne Staley saved me from going out the same way he did years ago