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>that feel when no girlfriend

i have no gf

wat do

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My boyfriend has BPD, and he's either the nicest guy in the world, or emotionally and physically abusive. I'm supposed to move in with him this summer.
>tfw you love him
>tfw he's gotten physical with you once or twice so you're scared to live with him
>tfw he refuses to get help
I don't know what to do anymore

Leave while you still can.

>>31477774
Leave him

hey bb want sum fck?

>>31477809
I've been with him for so long, though, and when he's nice, he's REALLY nice. :////// also he's the only person here who even shows interest in my music

>>31477761
get gf from internet

>>31477761
I know this feel

bumping for info

>>31477774
Please don't do that to yourself. I mean it. You're stronger than that. You don't deserve it.

>>31477774
If he won't get help, leave.
Physical abuse is never acceptable regardless of whether or not the person abusing is mentally ill.

>>31477774
dump that faggot it's only going to get worse

>>31477832
tried

still no gf

help

>>31477831
There will always be other people who can give you that without having such troubles.

What music are you into?

>>31477774
>attentionwhoring

All of you, take this shit to
>>>/adv/
>>>/soc/
>>>/yourblog/

>>31477872
kill self

;_;

Eh, feeling kinda melancholic tonight
No real feels. Just kinda here.
On the bright side, I got a few new albums from a sharethread the other day that I've still yet to listen to.

>tfw downloaded this album on /mu/'s recommendation
>tfw 30 min in and I have no fucking idea whats going on

I don't understand this so far

>tfw in love with best friend
>tfw you don't want to tell him for fear that it will ruin your relationship
what do I do???

>>31477919
>descartes.jpg

>>31477872
Step one: ask girl to be ur gf
Step two: you either have gf or no
if no repeat

>>31477956
see
>>31477919

>>31477956
>him
Well, I bet you you're his friend because at some time he wanted something physical, and then for whatever reasons he gave up.

Just go for it. Seriously, girls have it so much easier it's not even fair.

>>31477890
Folk, post rock, prog rock, shoegaze, plenty of stuff.

>tfw can't ever find a style that suits you well
>tfw always look ugly or too tryhard

>>31477945
God, man. That album is absolutely beautiful. It's like a picture being painted before your eyes. Give it some time, come back later. You'll love it.

>>31478013
>girls have it easier
Ahahahahaha, no.

>>31477919
what is that even saying?

>>31477914
Fuck off from life you edgy piece of shit.

>lel someone getting domestically abused is less important than keeping my already shitposting filled board clean ANONYMOOSE IS LEEJUN NO SYMPATHY xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Die.

>>31478013
I'm not a girl...

hanging out with a friend earlier today. only recently became friends with him. he introduced me to his gf. made me feel more confident because he's very aloof and goofy and he managed to get a qt gf. no real melancholic feels here.

>>31478016
I'm sure you look wonderful. Try asking someone to help you get fitted if you don't, because they'll help a lot. But go to a high-end place.

>>31477945
Get off /mu/ and really listen to it from the top. Everything will begin to fall into place.

gave my work crush a christmas present out of nowhere last saturday at our work party and she seemed pretty excited about it and then five minutes later started hooking up with another dude at work.

>>31478013
>Seriously, girls have it so much easier it's not even fair.
No they don't, are you still in highschool?

>>31478061
Well then I seriously hope he is gay too. The advice still works you know.

>>31478041
Please elaborate

>>31478061
OOOOOOOOOO SHIT HIT THE FAN

>>31478016
>too tryhard
stop thinking this way
trying too hard to look nice? to feel nice? it just sounds stupid. do whatever it takes to feel comfortable with yourself bro.

>tfw hanging out with friend and he introduced me to some of his friends
>tfw one of them is a super qt3.14
>tfw she has a boyfriend
>tfw she likes 80s hardcore and has an anarcho-punk band button on her jacket
>tfw I'm not talking to any of them because I feel unwanted

>>31478098
And what if he isn't??? and then rejects me for it and I lose my best friend?

>tfw you're going to have to just give up on her because she started ignoring you

>tfw you're trying out the pointing stick on your new thinkpad and it's weird

>>31478140
Ask him in some way it doesn't involve you.

>>31478138
No one determines wether you're wanted or not other than yourself. They don't even know you, they can't have anything against you, and yet you're giving a bad impression by not talking to them, you autistic faggot.

I have a gf ama

While online, I always begin the conversations with girls? Is this a bad sign?

>>31478098
Maybe it's easier for the beautiful girls you lust after, but it's incredibly hard for 'ugly' girls, just as it is for 'ugly' guys.

In general though it's hard for both guys and girls.

I'm being cheated on by my bestfriend/girlfriend. We spent 3 years (I'm only 19) being a couple and 3 more years before that as close friends. I'm still madly in love with her, even just as a friend, and she doesn't know I'm cheating and it hearts my hurt so much to have her turn away from me when I try to get close to her now and knowing how uncomfortable it is for her to be around me and she's just thinking of this other guy. It's really hard for me to just let go since I still like her so much and I wish things could back to the way they used to.

I'm a selfish piece of shit and I've attempted suicide once already and I'm heavily abusing many drugs to keep myself sane. I've already lost my job because of this.

I know I'm just a whiny piece of shit with no real problems compared to other people in this thread but please /mu/. help.

>>31478169
>tfw clit mouse
I cannot for the life of me use on of those efficiently.

>>31478211
Ok, this makes sense.

>>31478181
like how?

Hey are you gay?
I don't think that would work...

>>31478198
is she pleb
>>31478207
Not unless they also ignore you during the conversation

i'm feeling frustrated and i don't know why

i'm just frustrated with myself... i'm not sure what i want to do when i graduate school in April. i'm not sure what i want out of life. even though i'm still at home, i feel lonely. i feel like i'm mooching of my parents, even though i help financially for them. i love music, though i'm starting to bore of it. i don't know how to connect with people (and i don't know how to carry on much of a conversation) so i feel like i can't form friendships (or further relationships) with people. i hate my job. as i said, i'm in school for another degree. i hope it'll help me jobwise, though i dunno

man. i don't know how to change myself so i can be of more benefit, for both myself and the people around me

>>31478225
shits weird

>>31478169
A-rre y-ou me?

How are you gonna get over her?
Is internet dating worth it?

>>31478221
>I know I'm just a whiny piece of shit with no real problems compared to other people
>mfw I used to think like this
>mfw I don't anymore

Well listen faggit. Being a nice guy won't satisfy her needs. In the end the only thing girls want is a man who will dominate her and pleasure her physically, without asking for permission, without apologizing. That's why they won't care about loyalty or other concepts of the male world.

Don't take it so badly, you'll find another cumdumpster if you change your attitude.

>>31478249
>is she pleb
Uh I mean sort of she likes things that are very easy to listen to but it's all pretty good she likes Elliott Smith a lot and I gave her James Blake's album and she seemed to like it and I think she likes most things I've played in the car. She one time went through my iPod and put on Mission of Burma's Vs. cause she liked the way the name sounded and I kept offering to turn it off cause I thought she wouldn't like it but I think she liked it so that's not really pleb so no I guess is my answer.

i just want someone to care and i'm numb. someone come and hold me

>>31478322
Not worrying about whether she has any interest in you at all seems to be helping. I don't ever see her so that works too. Except she works in the school library. I guess I'll just never go in there haha.

>>31478296
>tfw iktf
>tfw this is what happening to me, plus I can't communicate in the real world without implying, feels, green texting or using reaction images

>>31478015
You are going to regret that decision to move in with him so bad.

>>31478296
What can you do about this?

>>31478351
Not bad, not bad. Vs. is an amazing album.
>>31478370
I care :(

>tfw gf out of town 1 month
>tfw alone... again

>>31478344
Wait, what?

>>31478221
maybe spend some time apart? just tell her at some point that you like her but feel like you want to do your own thing for a while.

>>31478344
>Well listen faggit. Being a nice guy won't satisfy her needs. In the end the only thing girls want is a man who will dominate her and pleasure her physically, without asking for permission, without apologizing. That's why they won't care about loyalty or other concepts of the male world.
The relationship started because she was being abused by her parents. Doesn't really work that way here, I don't think, but I'm open to hear otherwise.

>Don't take it so badly, you'll find another cumdumpster if you change your attitude.
Maybe I'm just ignorant because this is the only person I've ever been friends with, but I honestly don't care about finding someone else. Maybe that's selfish or too demanding.

>tfw tonight you literally had to deflect her phone as she threw it at you
>she's
>screaming
>and cursing
>And angry
>And hurting me
>And then smiling
>And crying
>Apologizing

Yeah, It's a Hospice-on-repeat night for me

>>31478604
We already spend a fair amount of time a part because she avoids me. I've tried getting new hobbies (bought a new guitar, started walking, trying to learn to cook) and nothing fills the void. I still breakdown and cry most days and I still spend any time I can that I don't try to fill with new activity with alcohol or xanax.

>tfw I was feeling good and I just realized how much this place depresses me

>>31478664
You see, she came to you looking for emotional support, because of all the shit she was going through, but that's no relationship, as in gf/bf.

It's harder to get someone who already sees you as a friend to be more than friends. It's like a male friend of you suddenly came out of the closet and made a move on you.

The way I see it, girls need a physical dildo and an emotional dildo. You were used as the emotional one, aka friendzoned.

>>31478370
I have both msn and skype. If you have a last.fm or something you can post it and I'll send you a private message with a way for us to chat and I'd be totally willing to listen to your problems. Promise I won't judge. I'm a good listener. :)

>tfw December is always just a shitty month for you

I don't know if it's SAD or what, but I've just felt like garbage this month. Forcing myself to go out and be social has kept me from getting too bad by myself, but it's been rough.

>>31478732

>>31478472
good question. just wait out everything until April seems like a safe bet. i'd be finished my degree, then i can sort out getting another job and helping my family... i'm sure there are groups i can join to help me find new people or whatever.

i should stop drinking, too. that both helps and hinders my ability to cope with crap

>>31478687
thinking of heading onto ustream or livestream or even chaturbate and getting progressively drunk while listening.

Anyone interested in watching a broken man spiral deeper into a hole in front of your eyes?

>>31478750
This is basically how I see it right now. But it still really hurts.

I'm happy I made her happy, even if it was just for a little while... but I almost wish she still needed me. Ugh. That's horrible. I hate myself.

>>31478802
I'm not interested in watching, but I'll keep you company in chat if you want.

>>31478839
well either way I will post link when its set up... think of it like Yoko Ono's pre-Lennon early experimental films where she destroys a piano... only instead of a piano its a liver and a man's spirit

>this thread

>>31478896
I know, people are actually helping each other instead of posting unfunny memes and insulting each other for liking the controversial flavour music of the month, totally horrible

>>31478296
>i'm feeling frustrated and i don't know why
you're in touch with your thoughts and emotions

>i feel lonely
everyone does. this is why it's relatively easy to make friends.

>i don't know how to connect with people
i think you may be better at it than you give yourself credit for

>i hate my job. as i said, i'm in school for another degree.
lots of people in school, and even after they've started a career, go through this. it's no problem.

try to talk to people now, before you graduate. don't even worry about hanging out (but if that happens, awesome). just get to know them. then, when you eventually move out of your parents' house, you're going to have neighbors and/or roommates and coworkers. by this time, you will be more comfortable establishing relationships with people.

above everything else, don't worry about what a friendship is "supposed to" look like. just do what you can. it comes naturally, so don't overthink it

>tfw slowly coming to terms with the fact that you have social phobia
>tfw you think it's also getting worse

>tfw no friends
>tfw she ignores you
>tfw grandpa diagnosed with cancer
>tfw fuck life

>>31478895
>>31478839
>>31478802
Here I am
http://ustre.am/PnWn

>>31478986
all three of these things are happening to me. except my grandpa didn't actually have cancer.

>girl you love tells you she never wants to speak to you again
>so lonely for weeks
>go to a bar alone on christmas
>a guy offers you $20 to blow him
>you say yes
>his wife is home so he says to meet up somewhere else
>you blow him in a holiday inn parking lot in his truck
>tfw empty

>>31479017
I'll swing over in a minute bro

gotta make a new username

>tfw you dream of throwing it all away to become a professional masturbator

>>31479057
whats the point in living

>>31479062
cool, bro
actually listening to ITHOTS tonight

>tfw this thread makes me realize my life isn't shit despite being alone

if you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son

>20, lonely as fuck
>Make OKC account, find perfect girl
>Have really long conversations
>Stopped suddenly
>Waited 8 days, still nothing, she last signed in two days ago

Should I send her another message or will it sound desperate as fuck?
Do you think she just lost interest?

>>31478957
thanks bro. that's a lot of help. i've been trying to at least form acquaintanceships in school and at work, though i still feel alienated.

meh. i'll try not to overthink it. overthink any of it.

>>31479102
I meant to say "she stopped suddenly"

>tfw having to work over winter break

fuck man. just wanted a month off

Having the saddest text conversation with a female friend.

>she dated my good friend for a while
>they break up, she uses me to find out how he's doing because she still has feelings for him
>eventually we just become friends anyway
>I develop feelings for her just because that's how I get around decently attractive girls I talk to a lot
>repress them for months
>finally confess them
>she says "if we get feelings for each other, we can't tell anyone"
>she also says "No falling in love with me, okay?"

fuck you, if you're going to friendzone me just say it outright. I know where it's going and I should just cut my losses now.

>>31477841
This.
>>31477919
THE DEAK.
>>31477956
I know that feel.
I am a guy.
>>31478138
Hang out with them :) Can't hurt. If they are dicks (and you are nice, be nice), it's not worth it and you move on. If they're nice (and you are nice), it all works out, and you MAY get a qtgf.
>>31478370
I do.
last.fm/user/pendulum_music
Lemme see...
What's my feel?
>tfw last year of HS
>tfw agreed moved from Bay to SLC cos my older sister promised to move there from MN with her husband and child cos the rest of the family is there
>tfw husband flaked
>tfw waiting til Feb til they get out here
>tfw it wasn't fucking worth it

>>31479102
Message her

>>31479017
Bill?

>>31478714
losing someone is a hard feeling. nothing fixes it except time. it's fucking brutal. let yourself be sad, and also realize that you'll be ok. keep showering, keep your clothes clean, smile and say hello to the clerk at the store. keep your chin up, anon

bored and alone

http://www.last.fm/user/Ganbou-Ki

>>31479060
>you're curious to suck a dick
>you message a guy on craigslist
>he calls you a faggot while you blow him in his car until he cums in your mouth
>go back to your car and cry all the way home
>tfw

>gf broke up with me
>gives me vague reasons for the break up
>never really tells me why
>realize a week later i want to know why
>shes too bitchy to actually get in touch with
>her friend tells me she really likes me
>"but she just doesnt want a relationship with anyone right now"
>makes complete sense

and now.... I dont know if i just move on to other people, or if i should wait until she gets over whatever is troubling her and get back together with her

i dont know how i feel, and it feels bad

>been talking to this girl for the past few months
>after about a month of talking to her she breaks up with her BF
>we've been getting really close, hanging out just about every weekend
>ask her out, she says she isn't ready for a relationship
>about a month later we made out in her dorm
>still says she isn't ready for a relationship and is slow about getting into them
>last week she tells me her feelings had changed and she was basically leading me on

Well fuck you too.

>>31479060
I am not familiar with this feel.

First of all, I'm sorry you went through that. Second of all, make sure to never tell anyone that. Ever.

>>31479292
She is getting it/wants to get it from someone else. You know, the dick.

>>31479292
move on. I'm a gay man with a lot of girl friends. She is probably fucking an old boyfriend/fuck buddy. Sorry man. Be better than to wait around.

>>31479337
i know this sounds cliche but i just KNOW she isnt

shes just not like that

>keep asking if she wants to meet up
>she always finds an excuse
>not sure if genuine or not
>she always apologizes
>not sure if to cut contact or not

>>31479290
You should've came to me, I would've been nicer ;)
Don't give up on sucking the deak. It was other elements present in the situation that made you resent the experience.

>>31479313
>getting mad at someone for not liking you
nice guy logic

>find picture of ex and I that she framed for me while looking for something in my closet
>read all the letters she wrote me that I put behind the photo
hold me /mu/

>>31479382
She had been leading me on for like 2 months without telling me.

>qt sending maybe mixed signals
>tfw not sure
>tfw shes leaving in three days

>>31478059
/thread so hard oh god

>>31479366
confront her, find out where the relationship is going. In all likelihood she's friendzoning you so just accept it and cut off contact

>>31479366
Shes whoring for your attention. Don't give it to her. You don't need her. You are a man. You're fine without her. Do not depend on her. You owe her nothing. Ignore her.

I'm killing myself trying to get into medical school and I'm terrified that I'm making the wrong decision.

I hate that I didn't get my act together and make a band a couple years ago when I had all the fucking time in the world. I didn't realize that your free time just sort of disappears as you get older. I'm pretty sure this will be something I regret for a long time.

I haven't spoken to my mother in years and she lives just down the road from me. In the year or so that followed my parents' divorce I found that being around her made me unhappy. I didn't know why, couldn't figure it out. One day I just stopped talking to her willingly. After a while I tried reopening contact, but it never helped. I've only recently been able to see that I loved her as a mother (still do) but hated her as a person. She still loves me dearly and my silence makes her sad, I know it does and I hate myself for that every day, but I can't stand who she is. It's easier to miss someone you love than hate someone you love. She's turning 60 next year, and so I'm starting to think about how much time we have left together.

It's weird how you can carry on with your life and act like you don't care anymore but the hurt never really goes away.

>>31479366
She is too afraid to admit she just wants to be friends.

I've been there, it's not pretty

>>31479414
>says she isn't ready for a relationship
how dense are you
she was nice to you but made it clear she didn't want to date you

>>31479412
>saving this shit
Drop it like a black babby

>>31479432
>>31479444
>>31479453
man that hit hard, reading practically the same thing in a row

>>31479102
She might have. Send her a message if you see her online, if she seems to be avoiding the conversation drop it.

>>31479497
It's really not necessarily true. Communicate with her, seriously, that's the only way to figure this shit out. She might just be really busy.

>>31479474
When she was dating her BF I asked if she would date me if they weren't dating and she said yes, she did make it clear she wanted to date.

>>31479451
>I'm making the wrong decision
You just feel bad about other aspects of your life, and you're rationalizing/making excuses for yourself by blaming it into your career. Otherwise why would you have started killing yourself in the first place?

>I didn't realize that your free time just sort of disappears as you get older
Well what do you want to do? Organize your thoughts and you can still make it.

About your mom, talk with her when you have your life more settled down.

>>31479513
yeah...busy ha.... busy fucking her boyfriend

>>31479527
No. Girls are a lot more likely to say they would date you if they're already taken. It's a way of deferring the bad news she eventually has to give you. They don't always realize they're giving you false hope, they just expect you'll move on and find someone else. Can't blame the girls for this, really.

>>31479527
>believing that
how beta can you get
p.s. people are allowed to change their feelings

>>31479414
don't put all your eggs in one basket
>DON'T PUT ALL YOUR EGGS IN ONE BASKET

nattie is (sort of) right. nice guys tend to become nice guys because they fucking hover around one girl forever. talk to lots of them. get phone numbers like the world is going to fucking end. this approach has multiple benefits that i'm too lazy to type out right now

>tfw gf for near all of hs and into 2 years of university
>we are in the same major of like 30 ppl
>break up last march
>tfw no female interaction since then
>we have nearly all classes together this semester

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>>31479091
is this real? i think I would actually overdose on feels

>>31479378
I should've. I just wanted a qt boy to be nice to me. He was a qt but a jerk.

>>31479541
>having a defeatist attitude
That's not good at all!

>>31479578
>nattie!dicksandcum
Are you by any chance a woman?

>>31478750 Here

Listen. What a girl says isn't a truth carved in stone. We are just talking about emotional stuff, don't get your pussies agitated please bitches.

What I mean is, girl's words are just a reflection of her feelings at the time. I wouldn't call her liars though, since that's their nature. Thus you shouldn't take their words seriously.

>>31479615
The Devil and God Are Playing American Football Inside Me

that would be even worse

>>31479565
>>31479578
>>31479598
Thanks for the advice. As you can tell this was my first try at a girl, I've learned a lot.

>>31479615
yes, its on youtube and bandcamp google it.

And its exactly what I am doing tonight

Should I start using tumblr guys? Unsure as to whether I'd like it

>>31479638
Don't worry about it bro. I went through literally the same thing back in my freshman year of high school. I don't mean to call you a 14 year old or anything insulting like that, but that's when it happened to me.

>>31479641
no no no no no just turn around now and don't even think about it

>>31479538
>You just feel bad about other aspects of your life
You're probably right.

>Organize your thoughts and you can still make it.
Good advice.

>settled down
The longer I wait the more tumultuous my life feels :\

Thanks for the advice.

>>31479675
why

I need stuff to do that doesn't involve video games

also
>tfw sad but not sure why

>>31479641
>tumblr

>>31479701
learn an instrument

>>31478248
other anon here

what if you said hey do you think this guy is hot

>tfw afraid to read the messages she sent you on Facebook on Christmas
I can't deal with this.

>tfw premature balding
>19 years old and have clear male pattern baldness already
>Probably gonna be costanza-tier by 23
>Head too big to wear most hats
>Look okay with buzzed head but also white so don't look that cool

>tfw how i ride why i ride never really had ta try ay ay ay EUUGHHH

>had a crush for the first time
>she's 13
>she really seems to like you back but she has a bf
>she talks to me every single day on fb
>tfw thinking about her all the time
>tfw even /mu/ 'd think I'm a pervert

bonus feels:
>tfw kissless virgin
>tfw a qt friend from my class with really good taste likes you but you don't know how to move forward... she's as shy as me so it's hard :(

>>31479740
pic made me lol, thanks anon

>>31479734
In this society, that's literally the same amount of taboo as asking someone outright if he's gay.

>>31479723
Already playing bass and guitar, acoustic and electric. Picking up uke for laughs and tenor banjo, and teaching myself some piano.

I need something else too. What's the huge issue with tumblr tho

>>31479756
thats what we want right

>>31479747
>tfw thinning hair
>tfw receding hairline
>tfw 19
>tfw female

>>31479600
iktf
shes in all my fucking classes and sits next to me in one fuck

>>31479764
>uke

actually you'd fit right in on tumblr

>>31479631
In all fairness she probably is, I think the other posts are right, she was just using me for attention. Just need to get over it.

>>31479641
yes

>tfw telling /mu/ your feels just leaves you feeling worse

>>31479750
>dem feels dem feels dont even ask me

>>31479783
deal w/ it

it's fun/easy

>>31479792
do you use tumblr

what's your tumblr

>tfw not a single friend in the world
>tfw thought you'd get your life on track after you got a job but it's been 6 months and nothing has changed
>tfw you're a coward and even the most basic of social interactions causes you anxiety
>tfw spent your holidays wallowing in depression and anxiety

maybe i shouldn't have gone off the anti-depressants. i wasn't really any happier on them, but i didn't seem to care. the feelings of anxiety/depression were blunted. other feelings were too, though.

>tfw no texts all day
>tfw stayed home all day
>tfw no human contact except for a short skype chat with friend
>tfw no gf

>>31479789
But ask her!!

>tfw when you want to try for a girl and then see these threads and the feels and troubles associated with it and now are afraid to even try

>tfw your boyfriend just checked himself into a mental institution

Ok /adv/, I come for your help. I have posted some advice ITT, now it's payback time. pls respond.

>Girl sort of friendzoned back in 2011
>What actually happened is I was too much of a beta back then and never made a move
>She then got a bf and they lasted 7 months or so
>Talk little to her during the rest of 2011 and 2012
>She even asked me out sometimes and I said no
>Now I want to have something with her, but just physical
wat do

>>31479329
I'm not going to tell anyone. He wasn't even an attractive man. How I felt today is just like I'm not actually living and I'm just going through motions.

>>31479740

>tfw can't even communicate with her cause she's on vacation where there's no signal for her phone or internet.

>>31479820
Ask her what?

>>31479802
http://geoffmagnumsandhandgrenades.tumblr.com/
I should warn u that its not a very interesting one

>>31479854
>W-wanna lickle my s-sickle?

>>31479851
She's probably fucking some big black dude right now

>>31479804
>>31479816
I'll be your friend/human contact :)

>>31479869
I'm gonna follow anyway b/c it looks interesting and unlike 85% of what I've seen your theme isn't hurting my eyes

>tfw have never been in a meaningful relationship
>tfw listen to Hospice anyways to try to see what it feels like

>>31479874
>pls rspnd

>friend introduces me to qt3.14 friend at a bar
>she's eager to dance with me
>meet her another night at another bar
>spend night dancing together
>start going to her house
>sending her signals
>come into sense that she probably wouldn't like anything with me
>stop seeing her or any of friends
>tfw gave up before it even started

After being rejected and/or friendzoned so many I just can't imagine myself actually having something meaningful with a girl.

>>31479816
I don't know why I think I'm going to go kill myself now. Your picture just did the trick

posting again, surely someone else is bored/lonely too

http://www.last.fm/user/Ganbou-Ki

>tfw you hide your car for 6 hours every Friday and Saturday night so the cat thinks you have a social life crew

>>31479842
pls help what do i do
how do i react
who do i tell

>>31479777
Have you posted a picture on this board?

>tfw held everything in for about 3 years
>tried to avoid conflicts with people by being impartial on controversial topics
>eventually that impartialness spread to almost anything I could have an argument about
>stopped having opinions, that way nobody could get mad at me if they disagreed with me because they couldn't disagree with me
>realized that I had become a boring and passionless
>couldn't find happiness in anything anymore

>>31479752
>>31479752

>>31479923
Don't do it

it made me sad too but we can still make something of our lives

>>31479895
i will follow you back

>>31479937
Why?

>tfw FB friends post pictures over the holidays of them with their GF's

>tfw have irl friends
>tfw I want online friends
>tfw I'm too old for that shit

>>31479969
Just curious what you look like.

>>31479816
What is that thing the little arrow is pointing to?

>>31479944
also happened to me.
terrified of having people know my actual feelings about things and being rejected.

>>31479994
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p86BPM1GV8M

>>31479987
Make a tripcode and I will be your friend?

>>31479994
Google Pale Blue Dot bro

>tfw bad eczema
>tfw dry cold winter
>tfw skin is now bright red with the texture of sandpaper and it hurts to move
>tfw people look at you and think you're sun burnt or you bathed in poison ivy

>>31479844
iktf

just don't do anything so drastic next time, ok? be careful, anon

>>31479993
Well it's not pretty, I can tell you that.

>>31479987
make a trip or drop an email or a last.fm or your what username or your tumblr or a fake facebook or a real facebook or your steamname or something

>tfw my dad is going insane on Facebook and is saying he's going to get a divorce

>>31480044
I have that on my face it's bad. I'm getting some good moisturizer tomorrow, you should also use a humidifier.

>>31480062
Let's see it.

>>31479964
Sent

c-can I ask you if I need help, tumblr is confusing

>>31480044
My dermatologist prescribed me some shit for my acne but my acne went away once I started eating cleaner.
But I got like 3 pimples 3 days ago and decided to try the cream or whatever the fuck it is.
I spread that shit all over my face
Next day, lips feel like I kissed a papercut-maker and I had heroin addict eyes and my face was fucking turning into dust it was drier than the sahara desert and everything irritated the fuck out of it and it was all red and so fucking painful.

Then I made some improvised fucking thing out of oatmeal, cucumbers, honey, lemon, and eggs and spread that shit all over my face for like a half hour and the next day everything was back to normal thank god.

>>31479933

my sides have left the building

>tfw you hate everything about the way you look
>tfw your chin is pointy, your hair is thin and super curly, your eyes are boring brown, your nose is pointy
>tfw you just think you're that person with the off looking face
>tfw confidence is on the ground
>tfw life was like /mu/, where being a girl and liking music got you a ticket into Desirableville, where the rivers run with attention

>>31480089
got one today and it's running in my room
hopefully it will help tonight

glad I'm not the only one with the dry skin issue here

>>31480015
i don't even know if i did it right

>>31480187
you did m8

>>31479834
lol same

>>31479834
>>31480224
Just go for it, nothing will compare to that feeling when she holds your hands and gives you that smile and it's better to try for that and fail then to deny yourself a chance

>buy my dog a new toy and big ol bone for christmas
>she dies christmas eve
>get through it by ordering a new monitor, speakers, and desk
>really excited to get them
>check tracking today
>pic related
>won't be delivered until january 2nd since UPS is gay and is closed monday and tuesday next week

>tfw everything is just shitting on you

>>31480179
Yeah man, I'm pale too so when my skin is inflamed it is a lot more visible. It's okay, will get through this together.

>>31479933
"hey, cat, yeah we got so wasted tonight so many girls and man it was just great good times"
fucking lol

>tfw people at your new job slowly discover that you have no social life

i've come to terms with the fact that it's the result of decisions i've made. still sucks though.

>>31480239
I'm so afraid of having the feeling of having a girl and then losing her though.

>>31479933
im fucking saving this feel.
my sides

>>31480116
sure bb

>>31480155
>tfw your acne was clearing up really well for months
>tfw come home for the holiday and immediately break out

>>31480170
if you gain weight your face wont look as pointy
shave hair so nobody knows you have thin churly hair
and wear color contacts so your eyes are interesting

>>31480262
>tfw everyone at your work knows you don't have any life outside of work and they invite you to hang out out of pity but you always say no because they won't ever know the pain that it is to be you

>>31479933
Holy shit

>>31480243
I'm so sorry to hear about your dog
I can't imagine what I'm going to do when my dogs die

>>31480267
I know it's like the biggest cliche ever but it really IS better to have loved and lost.

>>31480275
<3

>>31480306
why not go with them m8

how do you be normal? im tired of living like this. i want to have a group of friends and a girlfriend. i want to be able to relate to people and not hate them. i'm so sick of wasting my teenage years. i want to have friends and adventure, and do things while i still can, but i can't do any of that alone and i can't find friends if i'm too autistic to communicate to another human, especially girls. holy fuck girls.

>tfw watching someone take a beating

>>31480321
Having loved and lost is so much worse than never having loved at all. Really though.

>>31480320
it's horrible. i cried for hours christmas eve, and my little brother didn't even care. my dog was my 10th birthday present. we had grown up together. i spent almost every day of my adolescence and early adulthood with her. and nobody cared except me.

sometimes i feel like no one will ever love me like she did

>>31480262

iktfb... every choice you've ever made led you to being here. Blowing off that cool looking dude who asked you to go to the gym with him, choosing to go to a school with as few people in it as possible, every. single. choice.

and now you're alone, and its damn near too late.

>tfw co-workers have no respect for you because you're the youngest guy there and have the least experience
>tfw texting qt about anal sex when we both get back into town after break

These feels are balancing themselves out at the moment.

>>31480371
so true

ignorance really is bliss

>>31480170
iktf.

>>31480371
I dunno is it though

loss is the worst emotion in the entire spectrum of shit life can dump on you but I'd rather live life sad then emotionally stunted

>>31480390
I'm so sorry man

my cat is going to go soon and I just can't even imagine

>>31480243
i think im going to kill myself when my dog dies

>>31480401
>tfw co-workers have no respect for you because you're the youngest guy there and have the least experience

iktfb

i'm the butt of every joke and they all think i'm retarded

i swear i'm smart i graduated college and have certifications

>>31477774
i dont understand why anyone would want to stay with someone that is abusive to them.

>>31480390
Oh god are you me?

>>31477832
i had one of those. it feels lame not to have someone to hold.

>>31480466
I think it's the saddest thing ever

like, any kind of abuse physical or emotional, where people just get trapped in these disgusting emotional chains and i dunno man, fuck.

sorry /mu/ posting a lot tonight it's been weird, i need a drink

>>31480187
Hey pal you're on my list that I'll probably never post now

>>31480069
>your dad's face when

srsly though don't even sweat that shit. it happens.

>>31480435
If I could trade back all the times I've been in love with someone, I probably would. I wouldn't mind being "stunted", there are so many aspects of life I'd prefer to focus on. Love really just leads to you making yourself as vulnerable as possible and that just cannot end well.

>tfw you feel sad and you want to masturbate
>tfw you masturbate everyday, sometimes multiple times
>Tfw I'm starting to wonder if I have a problem but I'm not stopping

>tfw the guy you were just chatting with probably just became an hero after signing out

>>31480170
>huge fucked up nose
>moles
>huge ears that point out
>huge forehead
>wrinkly forehead
>wrinkles when i smile
>huge teeth
>awful hair
>bellyfat
>arms too skinny
>legs too skinny
>lips too thin
>"i'm that guy with the weird ugly face"
>acne
>acne
>acne
>pathetic
>lonely
>social anxiety


i'm a fucking straight male. i just sit around and hate myself all fucking day inside and out. i hate myself so fucking much gooooood damn it i hate every little thing about me physically and mentally. why the fuck did i post my fucking face on 4chan ugghhh fuck im so fucking stupid for thinking i looked good. when people look at me in public i just look away and think "i know, im ugly just please leave me alone"

>tfw you don't know if people really do know that feel or if they're just telling you they know that feel so you feel like you're a little less alone for a few seconds

>>31479734
i face palmed for the first time in a while after reading that. that would be just as awkward.

>>31480564
its not the frequency, its how you react if you don't do it

>>31480557
Someday you'll find someone to love you forever. If you stop being such a pleb!

>>31480466
It.... It's c-complicated.

;_;

>>31480557
But you have to go there, it's all worth it just to take a shot at getting happy ever after or whatever the fuck you want to call it

>tfw feminine, submissive fgt and you might be bisexual but you just ignore your feelings for females because they'll never want to get with you anyways

>tfw no one to talk to in real life
>tfw nothing to look forward to
>tfw everyone who you enjoy being with has long sense left you

>>31480069
Thank the Jewish lord, YWHY my father refused to make a facebook... otherwise I would know that feel, bro

>>31480572
know this feel completely.

except my lips are too big, not too thin. and i have a crooked jaw so my lips sit crooked. big crooked lips. that's me.

>>31480572
iktfb. I'm positive the majority of that is just your head talking and its overexadurated to some extent, but fuck damn it bro i know that fucking feel

>tfw

>>31480615
thats what they all say and it still doesnt make any sense to me.

>tfw you spend as much time at work as possible, working upwards of 60 hours a week when you're salaried so you spend as little time at home and alone as possible because when you're alone the only thing you think about is her and how you fucked up so hard and how you'll never love again and the only separating you from then and now is that one shot of whiskey and you spend hours upon hours researching time machines and are starting to convince yourself they exist and are in the process of saving up to build your own

i've lost control of my life

>>31480616
I dunno, having a happily ever after in reach and then having it yanked away from you is pretty awful.

>>31480602
Aw, thanks! :3

>>31480572
i love my body but i know the following feels:
moles, large ears, huge teeth, social anxiety, plus overbite, slight chin deficiency.
>tfw can't close my mouth comfortably
i need braces again because when i got them the dentist took them off too early or something because i remember wearing those retainers religiously

>>31480602
being a pleb could only help you find love. this place has fucking ruined me. well i guess i ruined myself. i guess it doesn't really matter though, whether you're patrician or pleb doesn't make a difference unless you're a confident alpha
>>31480640
these thoughts are eating me the fuck alive. except i'm not going in that misogynistic /r9k/ direction, i don't blame women, i just hate myself more and more.

>>31480557
could not have said it better myself.

>>31480623
are guys easier to get with?

>>31480718
yeah but a chance at HEA>no chance at HEA

>>31480694
she has pretty legs

>>31479017
feel with this guy guys

he's rad cool

>>31480746
Maybe. I've only had one boyfriend.

>tfw just did whip it for the first time
>tfw you wish you could feel like that all the tim

>>31480779
wait I thought you became an hero.

YOU FUCKING PHONY

>>31480710
I... I can only speak for myself though, and that's not really fair because it's different for everyone.
I stayed with her because she'd always be sure to let me know she loved me, and I was willing to overlook all that I went through because I just didn't want to be alone. I was afraid of her but I was more afraid of the thought of dying with no one at my bedside.

Goodnight guys. This has been a really intense feel thread. I love all of you guys. We will never look each other in the eyes and share a big bro hug, but I'm happy to have at least spent these few hours online chatting with you all.

>tfw I want to participate but have posted my feels numerous times before, and don't want to repeat myself

>>31480711
This feel is known to me.

The worst part is, I finally put the lapse in my mental health behind me, and now my life is miserable boring stagnation. I alienated everyone I cared about, and now I have no one who even acknowledges me

>>31480694
i wonder if my ex posted a picture with her bf for this

>>31480687
it is, i'm over analytical about absolutely everything, but idk how to stop it.

>tfw your 21 and a junior in college "prime of your life"
>tfw all your roomates have girlfriends/get it on the regular
>tfw you've had not physical intimacy with the opposite sex (no kiss, sex, holding hands, etc.)
>tfw you just want a girl you can really connect with and don't care for meaningless sex
>tfw no qt3.14 gf

>>31480812
same everyone i love you. maybe ill say you have shit taste in another thread 2mrw. night

>>31480814

I know that feel bro.


>tfw trying to talk with qt
>three tries
>tfw only answer was her saying she didn't have tome to talk
>fuck this shit

>tfw late to a seemingly really good feel thread..

>>31480334
see
>>31478957

>tfw you found this note

Hey Chris

If you're reading this it means I have failed to tell you for the last time. I was always too scared to tell you this because I'm pretty sure this is one sided. For a very long time I have liked you as more than just a friend, this was unexpected, but I do. It hurts too much to be so close to you yet so far. Yeah, sad I know :)
Anyways, because of this I will keep my distance and say good bye

good bye

>tfw you think its a guy
>tfw you tried to catch him out by telling him to look a picture of batman and robbing kissing and you laughed
>he didn't

>>31480820
I masturbate while crying to pictures of her kissing her boyfriend.

Thank god 4chan is anonymous

>>31480809
You are better than that. you don't deserve to be abused.

>>31480572
I know these feels all too well, plus a couple more.

>tfw chest acne
>tfw back acne
>tfw neck acne
>tfw you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror for the first time in ages and you're so disgusted by your appearance that you never want to come out of the house again

>tfw you've given up
>tfw anime is the only thing you look forward to anymore
>tfw you'll probably kill yourself if brain's base ever definitively says "there will be no spice and wolf s3"

>>31480908
>>>/a/ fucking faggot

>>31479365
Neither was my girlfriend, but I was in the exact same situation. She ignored me, wouldn't let me see her. We were together for 2 years. She fucked some guy multiple times, now she wants me back LOL. It's best to move on. It's not easy, but you have to do it. You'll be better off. I know I am.

>>31480845
dawg prime of your life is from like 18-29 or whenever the attractive women become taken and since you just want mature women youre probably not even in the prime yet

>>31480870
You are a fucking jerk.

>>31480884
sometimes i think about them fucking when i masturbate. it's not on purpose, i guess it's just guilt and sorrow and regret or something. i always go flaccid because of depression.

i never really fucked her. we tried but it didn't work. she was too tight, said it hurt too bad. she probably fucked him. we dated for 2 years.
but don't worry, i have a tiny dick idk wtf the problem was. i hate myself.
>Thank god 4chan is anonymous

>>31480903
i didn't post all of my self-hating feels but there's tons more

>>31480942
what, why?

http://images.4chan.org/wsg/src/1353045234795.gif

>>31480900
>You are better than that
See that's it too. You can't convince people that they deserve better.
I still can't convince myself that I'm better than that. If I could take her back right now, I know I would in a heartbeat.

>>31480927

>>31480979
wha the wh

>>31480969
He is probably crying his eyes out, hating himself because he is gay. And you laughed pretty much in his face, also you made fun of Batman which is bullshit too.

>>31480809
You're an amazing person, and if you want people at your bedside, do you really want them to be abusive people who take advantage of you? Step one to a happy life is getting out of there if you haven't already :) I believe in you

>>31480991
ignore him

>>31480965

I wish i was like you. The thought of her fucking other guys is a turn-on like no other, but it's a fucking battle because i feel horrible for at least 3 hours after masturbating to thoughts of her with another guy.

>>31480965
>i didn't post all of my self-hating feels but there's tons more

If you share I'll share.
Let's feel it out.

>>31480983
so you feel that you arent better than being abused. you feel like you arent worth of not being abused? thats fucking stupid

Tfw depressed
Tfw late to the feelfest

Nothing ever works out

>>31480933
jesus christ tone it down i just had a feel overload. this guy >>31480965
i want her back so badly, even though the relationship was shitty and abusive i still love her with everything i've got. it's shitty but i can't stop it from happening or i would.

i want her back, even if she fucked him. but god knows i don't want to fucking know about it. i can't even look at her twitter/facebook without it ruining my fucking week.

>Have girlfriend for over a year. She really loves me, i love her.

>shes my first girlfriend that brought me out of my neckbeard shell. Turns out im handsome and lots of girls thought i was hot. Wat.

>Lately have urge to cuddle and have sex with other girls.

Why am i such a pig. I have such a good relationship. Also found out this girl from high school that i would stare at ALL period liked me. Even said I'd be the perfect boyfriend.

>>31481012
Na man, I don't think he is, I didn't do it as obvious as that, it was a funny picture, so I laughed, when he didn't I just presumed, still might not be him.

>>31481012
>also you made fun of Batman which is bullshit too.

god bless you

>>31480806
workin on it bro

oding takes time

>>31481106
don't do it please ;_; I love you man, don't do it

>>31481059
I would never want her back, personally. I want someone who would actually care.

For two years, I never once felt like she genuinely cared.

Looking back, I think I just convinced myself to stay because I needed someone. I wish I could find someone who needs me to be happy the way I need someone to make me happy.

I feel like no one needs me. Sure, people like me in day to day casual conversations, but when has anyone ever said 'I wish anon was here?'

I never go to parties, or to get-togethers, or anything.

I just write music and masturbate

>There's a fine, fine line
>between love
>And a waste of time.
>There's a fine, fine line
>between a fairy tale
>and a lie;
>And there's a fine, fine line
>between "You're wonderful"
>and "Goodbye."
>I guess
>if someone doesn't love you back
>it isn't such a crime,
>But there's a fine, fine line
>between love
>And a waste of your time.

>>31481106
i don't know you but you're my bro.
don't do it bro
what will i do without a bro?

>tfw new found bro becomes an hero

>>31481051
>thats fucking stupid
Thanks, I know.
I guess it would be easier if I could just get myself to believe I really don't deserve that, but I'd endure all of it again if I could just hold her close to me right now.

>>31481106
don't.

Think of Deltron pt. 2

>>31481072
its natural... just rub one out every now and then and have her try some new shit in the bedroom.

It only becomes an issue if her libido drops and you start comparing... not that I totally know THAT feel or anything

>>31481144
this genuinely helped me a tiny bit just now. Only a little bit though

>>31480623
>tfw impossible to relate to feels
fuck my leaf.

>>31481041
o-okay here i go
>small hands
>small feet
>tiny wrists
>small dick
>can't grow a beard
>body acne
>duck walk
>can't walk straight
>can't run; mocked in gym class every year
>rabbit teeth/overbite/huge teeth
>virgin (debateable, but the fact that it's debatable is bad enough)

>>31481143
she did actually want me and care for a while, she cared more than i did for a while. then it just waned, i guess, and she left. i still don't really know what happened. she has a bf now but she still says it hurts too much to talk to me. my friend dates her best friend and she said she still loves me. idk why she won't take me back or speak to me. idk why she even broke up with me. im just hurt and i don't know what i want. i don't really want to know, either. it's just, if she knocked on my door tomorrow i'd invite her in no matter what. i am still hopelessly in love with this chick, and i'm too fucking retarded to find someone else to help me get over her.

>>31481216
no prob, bro... Avenue Q got me through my unemployed year in NYC after college. Download that cast recording now.

>tfw she likes you
>tfw you like her back
>tfw people always tell you you would be great together
>tfw other girls talk about how pretty she is
>tfw entry level music taste, but open to new kinds
>tfw short hair
>tfw you have intense trust and commitment issues that completely stop you from ever making a move on her

Wh-why do I do this to myself, /mu/?

>>31481072
talk to her about an open relationship, as long as
your interests are purely sexual.

tell her if she doesn't want to do it then
you will work twice as hard the next few weeks to make her feel special and completely shun others for those two weeks.

tell her if she does want to try it that she's free to opt out at any time.

sell it in the eyes and make sure she knows how much you love her first. take her out to a nice dninner or something

>>31481106
bro, you are the guy causing this feel
>>31480569
Please don't actually become an hero, bro

>>31481238
I just gave up on caring.

I have no attachments to anyone anymore, and it's killing me rapidly, but I don't care.

I fell for this girl so hard, that now the first thing I do when I meet people is find their faults.

I'm just alone now, and I love it.

But it's killing me

>tfw feminine guy
>tfw always wanted to be a girl
>tfw tried to become more masculine instead and it just made me depressed and hate my body
>feel too old/tall/masculine looking to transition now
>tfw still act feminine unintentionally

oh well, at least i like guys as well as girls.

>>31481260
I know you may not want to put yourself out there
but you have to man. Just hope she doesn't rip you apart (from how you described it seems like she wouldn't do such a thing)
we'll be here for you if something happens :)

>>31481172
you REALLY don't deserve that. however warm her embrace may be her cold abuse is not acceptable. You deserve to be loved and cared about with no abuse in the equation at all.

>>31481117
>>31481166
>>31481191
just saying if you guys really do care i'm not quite gone yet

>>31481294
i'm ready to embrace the lonely and adopt a waifu yet. i don't want to get to that point.

>>31481360
not ready*
and can someone start a new thread? i haven't been here in a few days and i'm feeling it

>>31481281
i tell people i'm going if i'm going man

there's no awkward realization that you could have done something

>>31481343
We do. I do.

Because I know what it's like to be on the verge, as I'm sure many people in this thread do. And I know how much of a difference one person can make.

>>31481325
I don't think even think she would.
Whenever I feel something like "love" though, I always just get scared and unintentionally act cold and distant to whoever it was with...
Maybe it's because somewhere deep down, I know it will always end. Someone will always be sad when it ends, and I don't think I want to go through that after getting attached, so I just cut it off before I get too attached....

>>31481374
>>31481360
i don't have a waifu, i don't have anyone.

>>31481425
i wish i wasn't dependent. it's my least favorite aspect of my personality, and i hate all of my personality. i NEED someone.

>>31481343
I care dude man.
Someone somewhere loves you and would be lost without you.

>>31481425
you can have mai waifu. She seems cold at first, but that is only because she is so vulnerable and afraid of sharing her immense love.
Also, protip... finding an 3d girl exactly like your waifu, and then actually getting engaged, makes you realize maybe fantasy should stay that way.

>>31481403
i'm getting closer to od range but i survived once, we'll see

i'm really happy there's people like you here though. /mu/ managed to be full of nice people tihs time. thats nice. you're more important than me, you keep doing what you're doingg

>>31481506
my ex was a lot like daria. we watched it together in august before we broke up. that post made me really sad im sorry

i need to cry how do i trigger it. i can't cry and i need to.

>>31481420
iktf

I'm not the greatest at advice, but I believe you just gotta hope that day when the world as you know it comes crashing down never comes.

>>31481553
http://www.wikihow.com/Category:Acting

>tfw kissed a qt I knew and had a fun weekend together at a festival
>tfw texted each other for a week non stop
>tfw she suddenly stopped texting
>tfw unsure whether to send her an unprecedented text or just leave her alone
>tfw really like her but she's a close friend's sister

Maybe it's for the best that we just had that one nice weekend together. Still, I had so much fun and I just want to hang out with her again.

>>31481527
sorry to bring up those feels...

my fiancee laughs about how much she is like Daria (she looks a lot like her >pic related, similar personality, similar high school best friend, 3-sylable Germanic last name, first name people consistently mispronounce)

>>31481420
;_; be confident bro, you have to hold out hope

>>31481238
>tfw clumsy and completely lacking in body coordination
>tfw can grow a beard and a mustache but look even more unsightly with said beard than without it
>tfw keep growing it anyway because even though you hate how it looks and feels, you're too unmotivated to shave and at least it covers up some of the acne
>tfw you feel like you at least deserve a moderately large dick for how otherwise grotesque you are
>tfw small dick
>tfw, after years of minimal physical activity and maximum sitting around doing nothing, your health has finally started deteriorating
>tfw it is not pleasant at all, but you're still just sitting around all day every day not doing anything about it
>tfw somehow, in spite of being a disgusting slob for as long as you can remember, you remain skinny

>tfw waiting for you girl you want to text you back to go out
>tfw blasting Burial night feels
>tfw just want to cozy up with her and not worry about anything

>>31481626
4-syllable I mean

>>31481518
>tfw I better get used to people an hero'ing after I try to help

>>31481633
>>tfw clumsy and completely lacking in body coordination
iktf. i also shake, fucking constantly. like a small dog. i feel entitled to a large dick as well. i am also quite skinny but i hate that too. i'd hate it more if i was fat. ive really got some problems with my head i need to work out before i slip out of sanity, i can feel it coming.

>>31481626
i loved that show and i love my ex. you're a lucky cat.

>>31481518
Do you want someone to talk to all the time

>>31481649
>tfw ditched.
FUCK

>>31481631
I know, man... It's just hard to have that kind of hope..
>tfw used to be really awkward and not very attractive
>get rejected a lot
>build immense fear of getting attached to avoid repeatedly getting heart stomped on
>late in highschool join a school cover band and some girls finally start to pay attention to you
>tfw can't build good relationships now because your fear of attachment and rejection keep you from staying with anyone long enough for anything to happen

>tfw the last song

>>31481587
How close is this friend? you probably would regret it if you lost that friend.
>>31481633
get a door frame pullup bar, for 30 bucks you'll be able to work out for less than a minute, and see results daily, is worked for me.
>>31481649
>>tfw waiting for you girl you want to text you back to go out
what does this mean??

>tfw suicidal thoughts
>tfw ignoring them
>tfw starting to realize that they are real, and that you don't kill yourself for other people, not for yourself
>tfw thinking about commiting suicide in grandmas basement on christmas
>tfw can't communicate well because thinking about death and contemplating
>tfw don't want anyone to know because therapists make it worse
>tfw haven't written a good song recently.

>>31481910
>get a door frame pullup bar, for 30 bucks you'll be able to work out for less than a minute, and see results daily, is worked for me
that sounds nice. i can't afford the nutrition and gym fees that /fit/ recommends.
>tfw too poor to eat healthy
>tfw too inept to cook or do anything of value

>>31481869
Hopsice bro with bipolar Daria-looking fiancee here...
IKTFB, IKTFB

>When I try to move my arms sometimes, >they weigh too much to lift
>I think you buried me awake
>(my one and only parting gift)
>But you return to me at night
>just when I think I may have fallen asleep
>Your face is up against mine,
>and I'm too terrified to speak

>You're screaming
>And cursing
>And angry
>And hurting me
>And then smiling
>And crying
>Apologizing

>>31481910
>>therapists make it worse
then how the fuck am i going to make it

>>31481910
I'm sorry, I'm a bit drunk. Waiting for girl to text me back to go out tonight. but I was bailed on. No worries. No suicide man. Please. Don't do it velvet.

>>31481982
no, some might fuck up and make it worse, but most do help, even if they are not a miracle cure.

For fucks sake, will one of you not die on me tonight?

>>31482022
this is a particularly intense feel thread for some reason

>>31482062
it's christmas holidays, everyone feels like shit.

>>31481769
>>31482022
>>31482062
fuck this shit... might as well follow suit... I'll just pull a Kutner

>>31481910
Pretty close. We went to school together and have played football together since we were 12.
I feel bad already, because if it was the other way round i would be pretty pissed off.
Having said that, I really like this girl and want some sort of a relationship with her. Unfortunately the fact that she stopped texting me seems to point towards her not being interested in me.

>>31482133
http://amybrucespaceshow.bandcamp.com/track/last-song-not-really

>>31481954
I honestly cant recommend it enough, Could hardly do 1 when i got it, but i've been improving by 1 every two days now, at 10.
>>31481987
thanks pal, and sorry about the girl, sucks when that shit happens. i suppose the corect terminology would be "I know that feel", so, I know that feel i guess.

>>31482155
what's she like?

>>31482182
holy fuck, those kids aren't very good singers, but those lyrics aren't feelscore... they are feelsthread-core

>>31482188
I know your feels very well too. quite strong. be well my friend.

>>31482182
another project from the same kids:
somesortoftimemachine.bandcamp.com

much more general feelscore

>>31482199
Really outgoing, quite a warped sense of humour which I like, intelligent, loves dancing and the techno scene in my city.
And she's blonde, shorter than me with intensely blue eyes.
And she has a car and a license which I don't have.

>>31482300
make pros and cons with her and your friend
also
>tfw 4chan pass from friend
it's so great.

>>31482339
Yeah that's what I've been doing, just thought I would vent.
Thanks for listening friend!

>>31482396
i'm not that bro

but we always here for you, bro.

>tfw considering seeking professional help but unsure of whether you actually need help or just need to man the fuck up for once in your life
>tfw made a promise to yourself that you're gonna kill yourself by the time you turn 30(a considerable amount of years from now) unless you're happy with where and who you are at that time
>tfw afraid of life getting too much before that time comes because of how weak you are, forcing you to commit suicide even earlier than promised(and to a large degree expected)
>tfw regularly pray for a quiet death in your sleep while lying in bed at night

>>31482504
seek help man. I did it. and It is definitely worth it. don't set those ultimatums man. that really fucks you up. honestly.

>>31482504
i know it's said a lot but idk how else to say it;

are you me?

and i know all of these feels precisely. i'm afraid to see a therapist because of all this "be a man" stuff i've been engineered to believe in. i feel like a self-indulgent baby. i only can talk about any of this on 4chan

>>31482504
I know that last feel.

>>31482561 seems like he knows what he's talking about, and I agree about the ultimatum thing.

>tfw really shitty at giving advice but wish I could help people.

>>31482584
and on top of that, i'm not a fucking man at all. i am an inept and feminine manchild.

>>31482720
>i'm not a fucking man at all
>i am an inept and feminine manchild.

this is a feel that transcends time

>>31482720
I don't know how your family/parents are
but they helped me through a lot of my problems.

>>31482821
they just keep saying im normal, and i'm fine, and i'm not crazy.

>>31482561
Thank you.
I will probably seek help, I've been thinking "it's just a phase, it'll pass" for months on end but I recently realized that I've actually been feeling like this, and having these thoughts in my head regularly, for over a year now.
That can't be normal any way you look at it.

>>31482584
>i only can talk about any of this on 4chan

I know, I know.
It took me a lot of thinking to decide whether I should even submit that post to the thread.

>>31482602
Thank you.

>>31482897
well they are right when they say you are normal for having problems. There is no shame in seeing
professional help. People who think otherwise have been brainwashed into thinking so.

>>31482921
>tfw those thoughts have been in my head regularly since puberty

>>31483013
they say i'm normal in general. as if nothing is wrong with me.

i think 4chan is exacerbating this problem, but i honestly don't know where else to go. you scummy motherfuckers are all ive got.

>>31483115
I would give advice, but i'm literally worse than
an infant at giving advice. Have you told your family your specific problems or that you just have problems in general?

I'm off to bed, job interview in the morning.

i'm sure we'll cross paths again in another feel
thread another day.

hope you feel well soon, anon.