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>tripping hard on shrooms
>I am not a smart man and throw them in during a depressivenperiod
>a trip through hell
>it is high summer and I feel like I can not fucking breathe in a little room
>get dressed, grab my phone ang get out into the scorching sun
>sun is burning me out and I listen to some atmospherical noise
>holy shit this feels like dying
>go on and walk the empty streets, it is a working day and 1 p.m.
>do not feel my feet anymore, it is like my head flying to the eternal light
>cry because I am fucking scared and happy at the same time
>drop on my knees after passing a corner and sweat and tears stream down my face like a waterfall
>do not want to go home in this condition
>sit down on some park bench and try to calm down
>look at phone screen and notice that I look like shit
>eyes watery and sunken in with black rings under them, face full of bloody marks because I clawed at my mouth for some reason
>some girl passes me and gifts me a look of pure disgust before speeding up her step
>I still refuse to take of earphones while noise gets more abrasive and aggressive
>sit there for three hours and people who pass seem like they do not notice me
>fall asleep
>after I wake up it is already getting dark
>I woke up to some guy shaking me and asking me if everything is alright
>everything sounds like a grenade busted my eardrums
>dude leaves shaking his head after looking at my blank, dumb expression
>I get up and notice that my face hurts like hell
>look at phone again
>huge scratch across the face
>look at my sound adjustment
>maximum volume
>go home and feel like I should finally get over it and kill myself
And that is how I spent a day in my personal purgatory. Do not ever do shrooms during depressive periods, I know that I was very close to killing myself there.