>4:30 AM
>Fucked up my sleep cycle royally with adderall abuse
>yesterday I didn't even see the sun
>today will probably be the same
>doing nothing but listening to music, practicing the accordion, and browsing /mu/
>no human contact in over a week
>malnourished, unkempt, and sleep deprived, I look like a homeless person
>wearing socks on my hands
>my armpits have started to have this weird sweet meaty smell that doesn't go away if I apply deoderant
My life feels like some bizarro never-ending dream