>meet girl on omegle
>spark immediately
>we start texting each other
>she's emotionally dead, and cuts herself
>repair her completely
>no more cutting
>no more hating herself
>we start dating a month after we meet
>never felt this way before
>over the next seven months, we completely fall in love
>plan our future together, right down to children
>due to a bunch of bad luck, we never get the chance to meet in person
>we start talking less, and arguing more
>we start to find that we don't have anything to talk about anymore
>every conversation is extremely uncomfortable and awkward
>scared shitless because this is how my last, and only other gf and I ended
>realize that she's become more bitchy, immature, and less sweet than when we met
>realize that I've become more cynical, depressing to be around, and controlling than when we met
>start to hate her
>start to hate myself
>I'm going to end it today
I don't know what to feel, and yet this is the most I've ever felt.
Listening to Keith Jarrett - Paris/London (testament)