/mu/ - Music (Temp full images)

>>51690977
>tfw you will never perform it for your QT on piano, as she gently rests her head on your shoulder
>>51691026
then that is your problem

>>51532374
Fuck if only

>tfw the qt clarinetist got a bf
listening to feelgoodcore: http://open.spotify.com/track/7dJ6ctEJVDl0FZ105pDnyc

>all I want for Christmas is no feelings
>no feelings now

>...AND NEVER AGAIN

>tfw you meet QT at orientation
>tfw you and her go around the Uni
>tfw QT plays Bach Prelude and Fugue from memory for you in a practice room
>tfw she rejects you later

>>50857752
fucking yes thank you based noah

>>50682073
>tfw have What's Going On on CD
oh baby I will be ready
for the gf that will never exist

>>50677425
NO NECESITO AMIGOS QUE ME AMEN
ES LA PANTALLA LA QUE CUMPLE ESA FUNCIÓN

>in car with mom
>play a joanna newsom song, because I think she might like it
>"anon, this sounds like torture music, put the radio on."
>single tear rolls down my face as I switch it back to top 40 radio

>>50447145
>Tyler, The Creator - Answer
that fucking song

>>50424598
>tfw the most perfect QT you've ever known was Julia
>tfw she rejected you, but couldn't say it outright
>tfw you will never be loved
>then tfw listening to this song

>yfw Nose Grows Some

>>50190351
>>50190403
>barely get any sleep anymore
>doing ridiculously bad in all my courses
>professor tells me as I'm leaving class to get some sleep, that I don't look well
>nearly cry from how pathetic I am
>get back on laptop
>new Thom Yorke album
>tfw it's just the atmosphere I needed

Quit my job today and realized that it was my only reason to leave the house.

>tfw loser with no friends

listening to Pianos Become the Teeth
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Irk2W7hHWmU

my life is going nowhere
I'm a talentless hack in a classical music program
nobody gives a shit about me
nobody at this university cares about music let alone classical music
I want to die but have no viable means to kill myself
I tried to talk to my counselors about this and was forced into a mental hospital until I semi-lied my way out
they keep asking for me to reschedule but fuck that
if I feel suicidal, i'm just going to do it next time.

>I'm not living
>I'm just killing time

>>49964083
I wasn't ready.

>>49913744
>tfw once i started taking ssri i 100% lost interest in music

>I want to do more than listen to yeezus, I want to feel